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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Listening to this while making scenarios in your head hits different...
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"People who can't express emotions and music really are best friends, huh?"
"They are. Take it from someone with experience."
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"What are you doing?" He questioned with a giggle and watched me play with his hair. "Just hold on for a second!" I chuckled and finished making a tiny braid with his hair. I leaned back with a proud smile across my face. "Tadaa!" His eyes went up and looked at it with amazement. He reached his hand up to his forehead, where I had made the small braid, and carefully studied it. He treated it like it was the most fragile glass ever made and didn't want to break it. A loving smile formed on his lips and he looked back at me again. Our eyes locked and the world seemed to disappear around us. "It's just as beautiful as you" He smiled and my heart fluttered.
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Roses are red
Violets are blue
Knowing that you’re trying
Makes me so proud of you
So even though it hurts an you want to give up
Know by someone,
You are loved
-a wise commenter
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"He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same"
-Emily Brontë,Wuthering Heights
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Just imagine listening to this sneaking out or just after a break up or just when u need ro break down, this hits so different.
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my friend asked me if the reason I listen to sad songs so much is because I find comfort in pain
I said absolutely not
I hate being sad I hate being in pain
but it’s like I’m linked to sadness
like i’m never happy
whenever i’m in a good mood I never think “I’m felling so happy right now” I think “I’m not feeling sad right now”
and when I listen to sad songs it’s relieving because I’m not running from sadness anymore, I’m not pretending.
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this playlist sounds like its telling you its ok to cry. i like it.
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00:00-3:13
You laughed as you ran through the field, hair flowing freely in the warm summer breeze. You heard the footsteps of your S/O (significant other) running behind you. As you are running something catches your attention. It's a flower, a beautiful crystal blue flower. You stop abruptly and bend over to examine the flower more closely. As you sit on the ground your S/O finally catches up and sits next to you puffing and out of breath. After a couple of seconds they look at the flower that holds your attention. "I've never seen a flower like that" they state as they peer close at the delicate petals. "It's beautiful" you whisper softly. " not as beautiful as you" they reply, picking the flower and tucking it behind your ear. "Corny" you laugh as you lay down with your head on their lap.
The sun shone brightly and the summer breeze whispered the secrets of summer in your ears.
You wanted to stay like this, just the two of you forever.
You smiled and closed your eyes, you would make this memory last for as long as possible.
Forever.
Thanks for reading this :)
Not sure what it is but yeah.
Have a lovely day/night <3
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if yall don't mind for a moment ima spill my brains (little bit of a difficult topic here :] )
you ever have that time where you are hanging out with your friend, laughing, being funny then you just say something phsycotic, people ask if you're okay, you say you're doing great then go on with your life? days later those phsycotic statements become suicidal. you dont want to die, but you just dont want to exist because it takes too much effort, ranting leads to others being worried and you are the supportive friend who doesnt want to burden others. you are sleep deprived, stressed and fairly close to the end of your rope, but you hold on to the hope that you'll feel better soon. when your around your friends you say things you regret heavily, when you're by yourself you think too much. Neither action changes the state of your mood so you hide.
in music, in video games, in anything. you dont want to do drugs or alchohol because you know the bad effects and addictions that happen. you remove yourself from people, so as to not regret anything, but sacrifice your mind in doing so. you begin to wonder "why cant people leave me alone?" why can't everything be better. projects are due, yet another thing to tank my grades. you slowly become a hypocrite, telling you're friends to tell you when they are struggling yet not reaching out yourself.
you need help but you cant find anyplace to go. you're trapped in your mind, scrambling for a way out. you cant find it. everything seems hopeless but you keep trudging through knowing happy unstressed, un-oppressed times are ahead, you just have to get there.
thanks to anyone who read this, even if you didnt i hope you have a nice day.
you will get better, just like i am getting better
one step at a time :]
i love you all
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this playlist somehow makes me glad im alive and even more suecidal at the same time. a masterpiece truly🌌
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The first song makes me feel so happy which is unbelievable because i suffer with emotional detachment so it means i can't really feel any emotions no matter if i cry or laugh i feel numb i have an idea it might be caused by depression or anxiety or maybe trauma but this playlist brought tears of happiness it makes me feel something thank you so much for making this i appreciate it highly :)
Edit: hey it's been 2 months since i commented this and i have news that i have gotten help and i met someone who i have been with for a month and a half now i feel way better and happier when i was at my lowest i thought i would never get to say "I'm happy" and actually mean it but here i am and this goes out to all of you struggling don't give up keep going it will get way better soon i promise i love you all no matter your ethnicity , gender identity , sexual orientation or the way you dress you're perfect!! <3 and thank you for all the lovely likes and comments have an amazing day/evening/night❤️❤️
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Listening to this while reading the old chat between my old partner and I makes it hit so much harder.
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I was just listening to this playlist and imagining me, my friends and comfort character just Celebrating the new year together. Tears rolled down my eyes, I love this 🥲
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how i saved myself and how you can too :D
no parental/professional help needed, just u
1. say one good thing about ur biggest insecurity every hour (or however often u want to; at least 2 times /day)
2. do one thing that makes u happy. it doesn't have to be big or small. like a hobby, or watching ur fav youtuber.
3. do one thing that u can express ur anger with. rip up a page, crush a can, go for a bike ride, crush a branch, etc.
4. take care of urself. do ur makeup, do skincare, take a shower, brush your teeth, etc.
you don't have to do this in any specific order!! you don't have to do all of these or just these, either. do whatever you want; this is your life, you shouldn't be living your life in the footsteps of someone else.
extra:
- meditate (i've never done this, but i've been wanting to for a while!)
- create and act out fake scenarios in your head
- talk to yourself or your imaginary friends
- start a new project (doesn't have to be something huge!! it can be as simple as writing down the good things u say ab urself)
- start a gratitude journal! you don't have to write in it every day- you can write in it as often as you'd like. whatever works 4 u <3
- make new friends!
- write a book (book doesn't mean original work, by the way! fanfiction is still writing, and all writing is art. who cares if u think you're bad at writing? you don't have to show others!)
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Me and the love of my life lying in bed cuddling. She smiled at me. I smiled at her. We lived happily. Like a fairy tale. She comforts me when I'm sad. Makes me happy all the time. "Let's plan our future together!" she said to me one night. "yeah!" I said smiling. But then our room went dark. And I realized. She doesn't exist.... Only in my mind...
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i look into her eyes and i see nothing but her pouring her feelings out, but not saying anything. And i need her to say something, but there is nothing to say.
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Thank you I needed this after my dog crapped all over my new rug
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There is something kind of nice about this playlist, what I've listened to at least. It's kind of depressing, but there's also something so touching about things like it. A kind of broken acceptance. It's somewhat in the same realm of why I enjoy drawing post apocalyptic scenes. A lone character, watching everything end silently. They look at a crumbling swing set and see a flash of their past. A puddle reminds them of some distant memory. A character resigned to their fate. They miss the past, but they have to let go because if they don't it will hurt too much. Maybe we all feel like that character sometimes. Too broken to continue, but we do. Because we have to. Because someday, it will get better. Someday...
The words dimmed and spluttered on the cracked screen. All around, ash and dust fluttered, almost in slow motion, to the ground, dusting the faded keys of the computer with a thin layer of grey debris. The fire in the city had spread, but there was no one left to cry. Instead the fire burned on, the flames licking at the rubble where the computer lie. The last word, "Someday", grew brighter momentarily, trying to hold on, and then the screen went black.
Someday
UPDATE: I've had people on YouTube asking where one might find more of my writings. For those of you who are interested, I have started creating a small Google Sites page to post some more of my work. I'm still working on it right now, but I'll post a video with a link on my channel to show it off when it's done! Thank you for all the support you've given my writing. Have a wonderful day. :)
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