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Mothica - BUZZKILL (Official Music Video)
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FOREVER FIFTEEN EP IS OUT ffm.to/foreverfifteen

Directed by Joe DeSantis @mrjoedesantis
Produced by WeThem.Us @wethemus
Producer/CD: Jen Sanchez @jenwastaken
CD: Nas Balgodo @http.naserin
CD: Rosco Flevo @roscoflevo
Styling: Mothica
Styling Assistant: Drew Cockrell @drewsview_
Art Dept: Ash Davis @ash_knows
MUA: Fara Conley @faradene
Hair by Ruby @ Flamingo Lounge Hair

Huge thanks to Laura Nguyen for the incredible canvas painting featured at the end.

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Views : 980,287
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Mar 19, 2021 ^^


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RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:47:56.791457Z
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@SupahMario07

2 years ago

This song will blow up. Even if it didn't mothica will someday eventually she works hard for her art and deserves the support.

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@phoebep4635

2 years ago

I can feel the healing already.

To other victims here, anger is normal and a healthy part of the process. Allow yourself to heal, and hell, even rage dance to this bop

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@Amiciss

2 years ago

• Lyrics •

I'm a buzzkill... I'm a broken one.
I'm a victim... Of the things you've done.
I'm a phantom... Of who I thought I was.
Ever since you. (Ever since you).

I don't talk about it.
Unless I make a joke about it.
That's just what you want? Huh?
That's just what you want?

Walking on the ceiling.
Getting used to never feeling.
You still having fun, huh?
I don't trust no one.

I won't keep your secrets now.
You can't keep my volume down.

I'm a buzzkill... Gonna kill your high.
Cause I'm pissed off... I think you'd know why.
And you're scared now... Cause receipts don't lie.
Ever since you. Ever since you.

Fucked up... Haven't made a sound.
Got me upset... Now I'm getting loud.
Better watch me... Burn this whole place down.
Ever since you. Ever since you.

Know what you did. Don't let it happen again.
I pray for the kid. That calls you a friend.
You pulled them right in. Told them their sins.

Holy motherfucker.
Do you have something to say?
Cause this is the beginning.
Of the price you're gonna pay.

I won't keep your secrets now.
You can't keep my volume down.

I'm a buzzkill... Gonna kill your high.
Cause I'm pissed off... I think you'd know why.
And you're scared now... Cause receipts don't lie.
Ever since you. Ever since you.

Fucked up... Haven't made a sound.
Got me upset... Now I'm getting loud.
Better watch me... Burn this whole place down.
Ever since you. Ever since you.

Ever since you. Ever since you.

• End •

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@liac7628

2 years ago

I love the parallels of channeling your anger and emotions through art and violence

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@itsagabbfest

2 years ago

She’s pissed off 🗡 🖤⛓ They know why. Set my alarm so excited

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@Danikins77

2 years ago

Even if you’re not able to get someone convicted, the feeling of finally being able to tell everyone “hey this is what HE did to me” and not caring who finds out is amazing and so healing. I like you showing the different sides of surviving a sexual assault. It’s not always sadness and depression sometimes it’s pure anger and hatred at that person for what they did.

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@drublue8338

2 years ago

I know I'm stating the obvious, but this is gonna be fire

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@dayoffinkyoto

2 years ago

She is such a powerful human being. She works so hard for her dreams and knows exactly she wants and how she wants it. She is so creative and she deserves to be huge but also want her to be our little secret.

210 |

@ib4296

1 year ago

Randomly heard this on spotify honestly thought it was a mega hit. Am super surprised their music video has less than a million views. Swear this shit has to blow

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@JayWorld666

2 years ago

Found this song on Spotify and instantly loved it and the mv and artist is beautiful. Going to listen to more of her music 🥰

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@TilleyYT

2 years ago

I wish I could send this song back to my 14 year old self. This song is a cathartic healing experience. I've never heard a song that so perfectly captured the rage I felt after what happened. Thank you for making such powerful music, Mothica. <3

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@Woot100

2 years ago

really digging this cultural wave of "callouts are over we're just flat-out killing our abusers irl now. 'oh buhhuh murder is illegal' don't get caught then. go get 'em champ!" like that sounds sarcastic but like unironically i love it and i hope it scares the shit out of these freaks

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@nyct0phile

2 years ago

this song is going to help me heal so much. so many of her songs already have. if you happen to read this mothica, thank you. i cannot wait <3

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@Jackie_723

2 years ago

This song has made me feel so powerful. As a victim the rage and anger is powerful and this song always helps me so much. I feel one step further from those memories and one step closer to healing.

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@jonayong3955

2 years ago

💋 RED HOUR ❤️

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@flossie9987

1 year ago

This song hits me as an abuse survivor. Thank you Mothica💜

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@senna8653

2 years ago

every lyric of this song just Hits me. for so long I felt horrible for the anger i felt at my abuser, but I'm working on letting myself feel it without shame. this song is the voice of every abused kid finally fighting against every horrible thing their abuser taught them and i cant get enough of it

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@brandi624

2 years ago

dude i can’t wait for this

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@abisalazar140

6 months ago

Even tho some people didn't believe me, this song helped me speak out and let everyone know what happened. I'm grateful for this song because I didn't feel alone even when everyone made me feel that way

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@hrishitajhaxb8679

2 years ago

Two words.ICONIC and BADASS
You absolute icon Mothica, keep doing what you're doing!
Love you lots

{Make moth emojis a thing!!}

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