MOTHICA - CASUALTY (Official Music Video)
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The first single from my upcoming album, NOCTURNAL. Pre-order/stream here:

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I’m a masochist
I get my fix from feeling nothing
Hospitals at twenty-four
Alone and self-destructive

Long nights to quiet my mind
With empty conversations
Destroyed the life in my eyes
I swear I’m gonna change, yeah

I won’t be a casualty
A product of my agony
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
I won’t be a casualty

No I won’t go down like that
No I won’t go down like that
No I won’t go down like

Six feet under
What would everybody say
I wonder
“She was throwing back shots
and she couldn’t even talk”
“Just another O.D.” “What a bummer”

They say one is too many
When enough is enough
These thoughts get too heavy
Qhen my heart weighs a ton
Nah nah nah

I won’t be a casualty (Nah nah nah)
A product of my agony (Nah nah nah)
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
I won’t be a casualty

No I won’t go down like that
No I won’t go down like that
No I won’t go down like
Break my bloodline,
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
No, I won’t go down like that

I won’t be a casualty (Nah nah nah)
A product of my agony (Nah nah nah)
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
I won’t be a casualty

Director/Editor: Orie McGinness
Producer: Michael Taylor
Production Coord: Veronica Zin
Camera Op: Dana Willax
Grip/Gaff: Axia Serradimigni
Photographer: Lei Simpson
Additional styling: Sam Franco
HMUA: Calvin Chan

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McKenzie Ellis, known professionally as Mothica, is an American singer. She grew up in Oklahoma City and began producing music when she was 18 years old. Since 2015, she has produced a dozen albums and singles distributed across several online musical streaming platforms such as on Spotify, SoundCloud and Bandcamp along with numerous collaborations and features with other musicians known by "Nydge", "PUSHER", "Crywolf", and "Icarus Moth". In June 2020, a TikTok video she posted that included her song "VICES" went viral, providing greater notability as a musician and singer.

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Upload date: Premiered Jan 27, 2022 ^^

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Mothica is one of those rare artists where as soon as I see she has a new song, I just add it to my favorites playlist before I even play it for the first time.

10 months ago - 885 Likes


Mothica needs more recognition than she gets like c’mon this shit is straight FLAMES 🔥

10 months ago - 464 Likes


I know the song isn’t originally about depression but I just wanna say thank you for making this because I’m not in a good place right now and this is giving me the motivation to keep going <3

10 months ago - 757 Likes


I found this by accident, and boy am I so happy. I grew up listening to a lot of Evanescence, Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace etc and this just such a fresh take. I love it

3 months ago - 3 Likes


I think This is gonna be her best hit yet. Although if I'm being honest her songs are hits either way at least for me. It's helped me through a lot of hard times lately. I suppose we all at some point feel like casualties

10 months ago - 242 Likes


I literally just found you and I've been adding EVERY SONG on Spotify. You're an AMAZING artist who's music has meaning and trust me, it means a lot to me. I can't wait to see you in July!!!

5 months ago - 83 Likes



10 months ago - 190 Likes


it's rare to find an artist where you like EVERY single one of their songs. you're one of those for me ❤❤

3 months ago - 8 Likes


This is the sound I didn't know I needed. Please make more songs like this because I am obsessed!

8 months ago - 33 Likes


Her voice mixed with the instrumentals is just heavenly. I love it to death!!!!!

10 months ago - 18 Likes


This song goes along with everything I'm feeling right now and I will forever love this song. Go Mothica!

6 months ago - 13 Likes


Super underrated song. Deep meaning and great flow, well done it’s a Spotify staple for me.

2 weeks ago - 1 Likes


Every song comes from the heart. That’s why she’s amazing and a soldier, for going through so many battles and coming out on top! One of the best songs yet. Stay strong and believe in yourself mothica you’re doing great!

10 months ago - 63 Likes


This song is helping me get through life in tough times thank you for making this it helped alot

6 months ago - 18 Likes


Seriously i hope mothica can be huge as an artist so people can recognize her, becauseee allll her songgss always BANGGG

9 months ago - 0 Likes


Suffering from mental illness this song hits hard and is very inspiring....more music should be like this

7 months ago - 5 Likes


I can’t believe I’ve only just found this… I love this song so much

2 months ago - 1 Likes


I never knew how much I needed your music <3 You have been an all knowing friend these past few months xx thank you

7 months ago - 8 Likes


Casualty, Bedtime Stories, and Vices are some of my favorites. But I’m also really digging the new lofi versions 😳

3 months ago - 1 Likes


This song is gonna be something else. Can't wait to hear it in repeat mode. 🖤🦋

10 months ago - 57 Likes