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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 11, 2020 ^^
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I find it a super interesting and creative coincidence that there's actually science behind the "blue is the color off the universe... no it's actually beige" but it can also be interpreted as "I used to think that depression was just how the world was but now I think there's so many human experiences to make that the universe feels more like it's a color a human could have"
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I relate to this so much. I dealt with severe depression and anxiety and I felt useless and felt like the universe was out to get me. I always bottled up my feelings because I hate when people assume I canāt help myself. Iām still struggling with it lowkey. Iāve dealt with multiple Suicidal attempts. Growing up wasnāt easy for me and it makes me hella insecure with myself. This song is really powerful for me, and I relate to it on so many levels. Even tho I am depressed I joke about it as a coping mechanism and I feel like it helps, but I have to stop bottling up my emotions because If I bottle too much itās like the forth of July. So much explosive thoughts. And itās scary. But I feel like this song is going to lead me out of the dark and help me get out of this funk or whatever to call it. I just want to recover so I can sleep without the sleep paralysis, dark thoughts,nightmares,insecurities, thereās so much burdening me all at once. When I was 9 a family member tricked me as a kid and touched me, and it stopped when I was 11, but no one in my family knows about it, Iām too scared to tell anyone, because itās family I donāt wanna be āthat person ā it haunts me, and makes me feel disgusting. I had to share a room with my mom and brother in my grandmas living room for 11 years of my life, and it made me feel so insecure because I was embarrassed of how I was living, I was made fun of because I didnāt have money to do things or wear ānormal ā clothes. My life has been a hot mess but Iām trying to find ways to think optimistically about it. Iām now living with my boyfriend at 18 and my life has been turned right side up so hopefully this is improvement for enlightenment, anyway point of this comment , this song had me look at all of my hardships and compare it to now, how far Iāve come and how Iām still standing, walking and dealing with my problems like an obstacle course.its comforting so thank you
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@lalasosu3
3 years ago
"Hate when you ask how Iām doing I know that youāre just assuming Iām better now" - the ACCURACY... I feel this song on such a personal level. Thank you so much for sharing
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