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98,586 Views • Premiered Mar 27, 2024 • Click to toggle off description
Creative Directed by Mothica
Director & Editor: Samuel Halleen
Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell
1st AC: Zack Ramos-Taylor
2nd AC: Estevan Falcon
Key Grip: Camilo Godoy
Grip: Mike Long
Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez
BBE: Sam Kim
Young Mothica: Courtney Howard
Grim Reaper: Jordan McKinney
Oklahoma Crew:
DP: Brandon Waddell
Teen Body Double: Lacey San Nicolas
Bike Drone: Austin Burpo
Makeup Artist: Meg Wilbur
Hair Stylist: Tyler Graves
Art: Graham Epstein
Art: Ryan Brennen
Art: Gregory Shark
PA: Griffin King
PA: Jesse Wachtel
BTS Photographer: Mallory Turner
MGMT: Mantis Music Group
Produced by David Burris
Written by Mothica, Alexandra Veltri
Mixed by JJ Catalyst
Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty at Nomograph Mastering, Los Angeles, CA
Lyrics:
Tulsa, Oklahoma in 1995
they all said what a blessing I had arrived
but I was born with a curse
in a perfect suburb
and it only got worse
I was drawn to the dark
with the devil’s mark
I was doomed from the start
I wanna be cool
tried to be wild
everyone said I was a gifted child
punctured my skin
pulled me apart
guess I was doomed
I was doomed from the start
Wednesdays, I had church
I prayed I’d make a friend
If I knew what he could do
i would’ve never gone in
if only I knew then cause
I was born with a curse
in a perfect suburb
and it only got worse
I was drawn to the dark
with the devil’s mark
I was doomed from the start
I wanna be cool
tried to be wild
everyone said I was a gifted child
punctured my skin
pulled me apart
guess I was doomed
I was doomed from the start
I wanna be cool
tried to be wild
everyone said I was a gifted child
punctured my skin
pulled me apart
guess I was doomed
I was doomed from the start
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Views : 98,586
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Mar 27, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.935 (103/6,256 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-27T10:04:42.45084Z
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YouTube Comments - 255 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Sending hugs to all moths who needs one, and fist bumps if hugs aren't your thing.
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All of the 2000's stuff is making me so nostalgic.
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The switch between Death and actual Mothica gave me chills. When you have self-destructive tendencies, you become your own death 😭. But idk was it supposed to mean as i thought
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This comment is before this songs official release, i have heard the snippet and i am prepared to cry at this song 🥲 but I'm excited about it! 😄🤘🏻
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YOUR VOCALS, THE LYRICS , THE MUSIC , AAAAAAAAA IT'S SOOOO GOOD
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I love how this era draws more attention to her struggles, mackenzie , if you ever see this, we love you, thank you for your music . You are truly beautiful🦋
37 |
The young mothica is casted so well
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Mother moth in her new form 🖤
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I still cannot believe I found you on TikTok when you posted vices during the pandemic and every song since then (and before) has been straight fire.
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I grew up with depression, physical beatings, and child sexual abuse. After all that, I was still called a gifted child. And I definitely relate to "If only I knew what he could do, I would've never gone in" -- you know what? I actually need to share this song dude because that lyric hits HOME.
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Finally, 2000's nostalgia! We're so back!
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If anyone can save us, it’s Mothica
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I got so teary eyed when the scene of younger you was ripping papers and destroying the bed, was literally doing the same thing from ages 13 - 17 . Absolutely love this song and the imagery of the music video 🖤 can’t wait to hear the new material and the videos you worked on
12 |
[gripping the desk with inhuman force] i am so normal and i am not going to cry over a music video.
24 |
It feels so close, it feels so real... I cried from the start, was sobbing at the middle and broke with the ending 😭 I wanna give little Moth a big hug 🥲🖤 it was difficult, wasn't it...
Thank you so much Mothica, u did it again 🌹🖤
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This made me cry so much. I'm so proud of you , thank you for being here and making beautiful art like this that helps us heal. 💗
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Loved the trailer. New fav mothica era unlocked.
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Just listened to it on Spotify. Can not wait for the video
29 |
I love the rise compiling the best moments since you started as an artist it makes me nostalgic
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@LunaWitcherArt
4 weeks ago
Gotta say that the casting for Young Mothica was ON POINT! it's scary the resemblance to the footage.
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