Views : 1,099,789
Genre: Comedy
Date of upload: Jun 5, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.975 (128/20,081 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-10T11:58:18.686817Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm so fuck up đ everyday my parents call me and curse me up and i just hang up on them but honestly i only have a dad who cares about me but not that bad,and im living really far away from them and when i see my friend or kids with there parents it feels really hurt for me đ𼚠it's really really hard to watch kids with their parents đ , I always feel left out by being with my parents,and the most hurt part is when kids ask me about my parents đ my life is in a mess ,im so mess up đ that's why I don't care about anyone anymore, I'm always invisible to my family đ
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I was physically abuse to my boyfriend we have kids and there are so affected when they see me I am so much in pain. I found out he has a gf and that girl has a kid. He supported them first than his own family. I worked so hard I donât get help financially from him and when I said hurt words he will hit me until get bruised and black eyed. I just cried until no more tears and the next day it just nothing happened. I am almost giving up but I love my kids and I know God wonât give up helping me. I am so depressed and the same time hurtful too much pain. God is always with us, amen.
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I'm fed with all.. As a depressed and anxious person at the same time it is not easy to face the society..trembling all the time,panicking,trouble of breathing,zoing out,head and heart pain,trust issues,anger issues,overthinking..etc... I 'm also a human.. only a 16 yo teenager.. but the problems I have to undergo is way too bigđ.. I feel like I'm a trouble to everybody.. I feel like.. I dont know how to explain my pain.. however I want to end my journey..I wish to .. but unfortunately I can'tđ... ... .. but That's oky.. if we cant die. We can live. For our parents and for ourselves...for our loved ones.. if someone is suffering form depression .. i hope u will get better soon... may budda bless you allâ¤
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my mom and dad was HIV positive,they haven't told me till today but i already figured it out 10 yrs ago,they still thought that i havent notice about their secret,am the only child,they love me so2 much,i cried almost every night in my room thinks that they dont have much enough time left in this world! the most hurtful part was that they dont have enough strength to tell me to about their secret
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I am dipressed boy if anyone wants to feel how dipression feel like here is my story đ˘đ˘đ˘ I feel like I'm drowning in an ocean of despair,đ˘
Struggling to breathe, gasping for air.đ˘
Every day is a battle, a relentless fightđ˘,
Against the darkness that consumes me at night.đ˘
I wear a mask, a facade of false cheer,đ˘
But inside, I'm crumbling, consumed by fear.đ˘
Each smile is a lie, each laugh a charade,đ˘
Hiding the pain of the choices I've made.đ˘
I feel worthless, like I'm not enoughđ˘,
Trapped in a cycle of self-doubt and tough.đ˘
The weight on my shoulders, it never liftsđ˘,
Dragging me down into the abyss.đ˘
I'm tired of pretending, of putting on a show,đ˘đ˘
I just want someone to see and to know.đ˘
To hold me close and say it's okay,
That they'll stand by me, come what may.đ˘
But the words stick in my throat, I can't let them out,đ˘
Afraid of judgment, of what others might shout.đ˘
So I carry on, with this burden I bear,đ˘
Hoping someday, someone will care.đ˘ Now i am tired no guts ro face the cruel world đ, fake peoples and đ˘
I Wants to sleep so deep that no one can ever wake me upđ˘đ˘
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@NRL_Editzz13
6 months ago
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If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you wonât ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you donât feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I donât want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I donât want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, itâs not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . Youâre not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If youâre reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Donât live up to other standards! Itâs your story and not theirs. 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You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really donât know much a smile can brighten someoneâs day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but donât let the emotion control you by giving up. Itâs okay, youâre here, youâre safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I donât think youâre doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Donât give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words Until tomorrow, my friend :)
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