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Love you all and thank you for joining me
I do not own any rights to these beautiful music
#indie #indiemusic #fyp #sadsong #sad #aesthetic #sadboy #sadplaylist #sadmusic
Views : 38,657
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 14, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I feel like my time is running out
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one day i will travel to the most beautiful places in this world and feel what it means to live
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my POV right now:
it's almost 1am, freezing cold, lights out, and working on unfinished homeworks via computer
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Ashes to ashes;
Dust to dust;
From the earth we came;
And to the earth we shall return.
...
But before then,
Let's make the most of our time here.
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I want to live in this picture
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I dont quite understand what emotion this music makes me feel.
I feel for many of us, it ties back to some sort of social place, like school, its a common one I see where this type of music reminds people of it
And its not for "yay learning" it for the people you see...
Many people in my yearbook also have said that something they like about school it the people there.
It's a unique dilemma.
The music reminds you of a faint thought of some sort of social situation you had experienced yet not longer here...
And with it lost makes people including me feel lost due to the absence of that which once was. That social circle or special person.
Makes you feel lonely of how its gone and nostalgic to how things were.
Bittersweet.
But, while it is in the past, there is still at least I can say.
Im grateful for experiencing that.
However some people dont realize that there is no reason, no point or purpose to dwell on the past. Truth is, yeah. The past isnt coming back. But time is gonna keep moving forward.
You have to move on...
You cant stay back there...
There is no reason to...
It will be ok...
Time will do its thing...
And eventually you will be ok...
Trust in letting it go.
The past is gone, and to let it go means to accept that the past will never come back.
Acceptance.
It is natural to miss something.
But we must keep moving.
Keep going, and it will be alright.
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No one ever tells you what it is you lack. That's the cruelty and bleakness of it all. You don't know what it is you don't know. Even with improvements, the small ones you figure for yourself, there are no rewards. You have to go all the way and cross the finish line. And to what finish line is anyone's guess.
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hope I find sleep before 3am tonight. I really wish I could stop these fictional scenarios. I keep daydreaming all day and when I don't, I keep my mind busy with social media or whatever. I have lost sense of reality, always trying to think about something else, trying to escape myself. I look at others having fun and I think, dang, it seems nice. they love their friends and they fall in love, they have truly happy moments, and they don't relate to my feeling of detachment. I'm honestly kinda jealous...
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My biggest fear is that I will never leave the endless state of peril this town causes. I'm afraid I'll never go back home, to the one place I have ever found happiness. I worry that I won't ever make it out of here, and if I don't then all this fighting has been for nothing.
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Thereās so many reasons to hate my life and I try my best not to think of any of them.
I miss talking with him. I miss hanging out with him. I miss being thrilled to go to school. I miss the excitement on Christmas morning. I miss the ability to live in the moment without it passing too quickly. I miss riding my bike for the first time. I miss spaghetti and meatballs with my neighbors. I miss cuddling with my dog. I miss having a crush. I miss sleeping well. I miss storms in the middle of the night.
Itās all gone. I donāt remember.
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Iām so scared. Thatās it. The three words that I helplessly kept away. I didnāt wanna admit it because it was weak and I knew no one would understand nor would care. I know itās just a minor feeling but I canāt help it, I feel lost, and I feel empty like life is about to be sucked out of me. Iām like a hollow vase with water and flowers in producing life energy but simply just a vessel. But even enough of knowing all of this I donāt wanna lose myself. I wanna call out for help I need to. But Iām silent like a mouse being trapped and having no way out but to slowly rot and die. And thatās what scary. I canāt speak. I canāt feel anything either. I need to and want to feel something and I want help I really do. Even if Iām weak I know I am Iām desperately asking looking helpless and stupid. I wanna feel something I wanna cry I wanna be mad I wanna be calm I wanna be relaxed I wanna just feel. I donāt care I just wanna feel real. Iāll lose my mind if I canāt. Including speaking. I always have trouble with that and itās a pain. I wanna ask for help I wanna let all it out I wanna tell my close ones whatās really happening. I know I should try. Try and make it happen . Make progress for lords sakes. Iām trying Iām trying really hard I am. Thereās times I made it but it in a blink of a eye switch. Like itās stationary taking turns to who can feel alive.
Even if Iām still scared. Scared scared scared of everything.
I will try. And you should too bud.
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Just close the eyes and let the feelings overtake youā¦ love it man!
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hi reader
you think you arenāt worth this earth?
some of you say same
some of you donāt
if you say same keep reading
you are worth it
people love you
if no one loves you
I do
i donāt know you
i love you tho
you donāt deserve everything bad that happens to you
but you need everything that good happens to you
sending so much love from america šŗšø ā¤ļø
donāt forget how much people love you
you are on this planet for a reason
donāt have suicidal thoughts
they are horrible
i almost lost my friend to that
iām scared to reach out to her cuz idk what happened
i havenāt seen her in forever
this makes me stressed
you know how hard it is to loose someone or something
thatās how everyone will feel if you leave
please stay š
i donāt know who needed this
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We don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow and although I have only seen a little world as I am only 13 there is alot left to seen but the things which I have already realized that many people don't at this age is that nothing will be permanent the beautiful memories the happy times everything is gonna end and the only thing we can do is remeber them so the best is to live life the fullest. Sometimes I also wanna escape from reality but I know thats not possible it never will be possible so I just close my eyes and live life happily
Edit: thank you guys for supporting Me. I am better than before now bt some things have not changed. yesterday I lost one of my closest friend but the feeling of sadness was less than happiness . She was toxic she treated me really bad so I was thankfull to God that he understood my pain and helped me. Some things happe for the good of us and even if we have to go through hard times after some time we will realise how it was better for us. Love u all ā¤
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That's truly magnificent...
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Hey this is the same playlist as ālost in an empty place | dreamcore, emptycore playlistā by m3ta
This one has a different pic and title
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Mi mayor temor es quedarme aquĆ para siempre... š¹š
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I wanna get there so bad and i will i believe in me
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@ijustpop, tracklist please.
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@lokiofasgard312
1 year ago
Gotta try and feel something. Otherwise youāll lose yourself in bitterness and general hate, as I have found myself here. Grasping at the edges of my hole, trying to regain the attributes people use to use for me. Kind, thoughtful, great friend, loving son. I feel like Iāve lost these traits for one reason or another. Was it my fault? Is it the worlds? Or a combination of both? The key is perception - my perceived world is grey, full of hypocritical nonsense, brimming with fake virtue, a world wounded, spewing life-blood over is all, while we all bicker, scheme and rage against each other. Fighting hopeless opinion based fights. This is the world I live in. I want so dearly for my true self to return. Oh to see the colors of the world once more, Iād give anything for that. Yet we canāt trade for mental stability, nor can we trade for a lost perception. I canāt take back those traits until I give something up, as you canāt get something from nothing for my alchemical friends. I guess my point is, try to stop yourself before it affects you too seriously, donāt lose yourself in the worlds cruelty, and disregard. If you already have lost yourself, then together maybe we can find whatās chaining us down, and maybe then we can give that up and return to who we were meant to be.
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