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all day was ok. nothing particularly bad happened, but at night i just canāt stop thinking. i feel kinda stupid writing this but i just wish that sometimes i could switch lives w someone else. i crave to know what it feels like to live and be like them, what their family is like when no one sees. then it makes me think if anyone wants to see what my life is. they wonāt be satisfied i know that much. but maybe if i think that, then they also might think that. idk this is something i think about a lot. itās makes me think of how everyone else is and that they might feel like me. but ofc i will never personally tell anyone this because itās such a bizarre thing to think of i feel. but idk. i think i just want something different for once but i begin to overthink it. i know i want something different but iām not 100% sure what.
sorry if this doesnāt make any sense to anyone but i hope that youāre doing ok <3
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what if... you were always too busy for me, like you were then? too busy to give me a call, too busy to let me know you miss me, too busy to get those flowers i've been asking for for months... too busy with all your own stuff that by the end of the day you don't want to hang out with me, or even text for a couple minutes. you promised me it would get better, but you never did anything to keep your word, and so you kept on giving me empty promises. so i thought, what if it's always going to be like this? always pining for someone that claims to love me but doesn't give me the time of day. i know you tried your best and i miss you still, but i couldnt do it anymore. so i left you. goodbye to the person i loved, i will have to see you differently from now on.
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Sometimes the people who have hurt and left us turn into literal ghosts in our hearts. Going so long without dwelling on them, and then you see something that reminds you of them in the smallest wayā¦. A song, the way they used to say something, a place you went to together, etcā¦. And a flood of emotion hits you as if itās day one of the terrible moment when they left. But weāve been here before, this isnāt the first time that weāve had to endure this storm. I will smile at the my defeat, embracing the crashing waves in my small boat and cry to the wind and swells āI too am dangerousā as I once again navigate this flow of water, but this time just a little better than last time. Itās long. Itās arduous. Itās painful. Sometimes I wish I was never here. But every time I get through it, I am better because of it. Join me on this journey, take my hand, and smile with me at our defeat. You have so much do to, and such little time my friend from afar. ā¤
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We all face pain but we can all overcome it no matter the hardship you face you can come out stronger please keep fighting
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Today I had a terrible day, however, the same as always. I'm tired and feel worthless, but thanks to this playlist, I feel a little better. Thanks to the author, good luck to all the commentators.
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This music is sad and yet still beautiful, reminds me of everyone here. š I'll be thinkin about u guys.
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My day wasnt terrible, but somehow i got really terrible inside. Everyone from work already home but i stayed alone, inside that little cube of room from the I.T team.
So many thoughts passed through my head those 6 hours, wondering what made things go wrong this year, and asking everytime: Why did she leave? Why it was supposed to be like this? How do I recover from this? Will i ever recover from this? Will i find someone again? Im gonna be this lonely everyday till i die?
My neck and heart started hurting and i felt my soul bleeding. So i just layed my head on the pc desk and took a nap (since there's nothing to do this time where im working)
And ive been like this for almost half a year, and i dont know what to do except wait and hold myself until i find someone that really loves me
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I felt like this when my mum died earlier this year but it got better as it went on no longer is the darkness all consuming now, stay in there eventually it gets better after a while and life goes on
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I want to be the first person to ever make a book series about me and my IBFās life togetherā¦.. I donāt want to live this life feeling like Iām not doing anything for the world. I want to make the world happy. I want to help people live, I want to help people get cured. Even though I know some canāt be cured Iāll always be there for them. In the roughest of times. I donāt want to be a celebrity or someone greedy. I just want to be here making everyoneās day.
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The love of my life left me a year ago almost to the day. There hasnāt been 5 minutes thatās passed by where she hasnāt floated through my mind, swear on my life. Each day I have felt myself losing myself just a little more. Donāt care what anyone says, I know there will be no other women I love the way I love her beautiful soul. Yet she is vanished from my existence. The pain that this brings me is unexplainable, the loneliness this brings is disturbing. I cannot look at another women without seeing her in them. I cannot leave the house without searching for her in every passing car. I cannot close my eyes without her beautiful presence filling my mind. Such a helpless, hopeless existence I live without her. I told this story and begged for forgiveness to the night sky hundreds of times and asked for another chance and I feel abandoned and betrayed. This heavy heart I believe is coming to its final days in this body.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. It gets lonely living as a man in the world and there is rarely another being there to listen, so I am in the comments. May you all be blessed with what it is you ask the the universe for. Love for you all.
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I donāt know what to do anymore I feel stuck and I feel like anything will set me off .. I wished I could just stop all the thoughts and overthinking that scream at me daily .. Iām so tired
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I came across this video late at night and I was looking at these comments not realizing how broken I am. My whole life is crumbling. All my friends hate me, Iām getting worse grades, Iām not good enough anymore. I used to me the favorite child. I used to be great at everything and now Iām not. I wish I wasnāt myself sometimes. Being not good enough is horrible. I miss the old me. I miss the me who could get all aās all year. I miss being amazing
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wonderful playlist, that helps me to cope with sad thoughts
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Every day, all day, no matter how much I sleep, I'm always so tired... it's getting so hard to get out bed in the mornings. What if I'm this tired for the rest of my life?
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Each night before I sleep I dream of a life with purposeā¦ with loveā¦ and then I wake up. To reality. And realize that thereās no place for me. Iām just like everyone else. And Iāll never be satisfied in this world. The idea of happiness for me is simply an idea. A dream. Sometimes I hope I donāt wake up from those dreams. Everyday day I think āthis is the night,ā but it never is. If āgodā or the universe wonāt take me I guess I have to.
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i had to just fall for someone 6000 kilometers away from meā¦
met with her again recently in a trip, and it only fills me with more sorrow lol. guess i just gotta be patient and one day go back again
for context we were old friends but her family moved to another country.
at this point im just scared that our friendship would slowly fade away to distance lol. last thing id want to happen
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This playlist reflects my current thoughts exactly. I felt safe. Thanks.
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It hurts It fucking hurts she's so far yet so close and I can't do anything I'm 14 I can't get a job I have no money in scared she's forgetting me
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@moonlight_haze
1 year ago
my whole life is just falling apart and it feels like there's nothing i can do to stop it
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