Views : 8,435,926
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 8, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.972 (1,030/143,738 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T20:58:04.828008Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm best friend's with this guy. All throughout high school if we ever needed someone, we would go to each other. I've known him for 13 years. It sounds weird but you could say we have a deep bond and we even dated in the past.. but it wasn't the right time. Anyway we graduated last year, he was my date to prom. He's always there for me. I feel so disappointed with myself now because his girlfriend is pregnant and I'm so happy for them. Honestly. But there's apart of me that wishes I just said yes to him right away instead of saying nothing. Fuck... I can't help but feel I've missed out on what could've been the best years of my life. Now whenever I see him, I always think of what could've been, and how stupid I was.
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I make others and myself laugh so often, sometimes I forget how much I hate my life. And myself. Music like this reminds me of who I truly am. It reminds me of how I truly feel.
Edit: wow a lot has changed in these two years, damn. To clarify things, because people still keep responding, I'm doing much better now. I went through what was necessary for me to start my life from the start. Things aren't going perfect, but I know that's just part of life and it's cool yk? If my dumbass could survive all that shit, you can too.
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@J4smin3M4ri3
3 years ago
so, this is where all the lonely people hang out... nice
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