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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 26, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.958 (224/20,952 LTDR)
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Lyrics:
i ran away from myself
but i don't like to think about it
i became someone else
which doesn't actually require a lot of thought
just a little noise and a decay
i tell you now i can't wait
cause i'm sick of being somewhere that i cant stand
chipping away at the days
i think i'd be better off on a distant planet 2000 light years away
i fell in love in the rain
but i forget about it
i gave up all of my pain
but i guess i don't really need it
beyond the seas and highways
none of the stars know my name
cause i'm sick of being someone that i can't stand
chipping away at my brain
i think i'd be better off on a distant planet 2000 light years away
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this has been one of my comfort songs for years. after countless hospitalizations and treatments for mental health / substance abuse, i finally understand why: i was suffering with borderline personality disorder. itās like a switch was flipped. my life finally makes sense. now that the problem is defined it can be defeated. i wouldnāt wish it on anyone. i know itās such a cliche, but it does get better. keep fighting the good fight. hereās to never being that low again š
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Your music makes my want to run around my mind and squeeze every single thought of mine out of existence. I just want to feel nothing. I want to think nothing. I want to be nothing. I donāt want to exist anymore because I feel so far from everything, everyone, itās like thereās no hope that I could find my way back.
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To two of my best friends who recently passed in a wreck: I know you fought for y'alls lives Damion. And I'm so sorry the drunk bastard hit yall anyways. I hope you know that me just seeing you walk the halls in school this year made me happy, happy to know you were happy and healthy. I miss our classes from previous years; you were always the funniest person in every group. You helped tremendously last year with being a band manager and just hanging around the drumline.
Eric, where do I start with you... you were my brother. Someone who I knew was always there for me. Someone who meant the world to me. And you seemed invincible. You're personality, you're laugh, you're smile, you were just bright. You made the whole drumline smile when we needed it. I miss you're awkward hellos, your heartfelt goodbyes. You were just you, and you were amazing. I love you my brother. I love you both so deeply.
It's only been 5 days since yall left this world, and its felt like it's been months, yet at the same time, hours since you two went. I'm just thankful neither of yall had to go alone, and it's only fitting you two went with each other cuz yall just couldn't leave the others side. Thank you both for making high school so amazing and giving me family beyond blood. And thank you Damion, for saving your girlfriend and Michael. We'll make sure they make it in life.
Again, I love you both with all my heart brothers.
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This song actually is a testament to exactly how I felt in my life as of recently. Being broke, drinking myself to sleep or into a belligerent and emotional state of mind, living with no job, girl troubles, etc. It really made me think about how I've used alcohol to cope with things that were out of my control and to appear way more confident than how I felt inside. Makes me think that there's too much of this world to explore and too many miles of open road to just let pass by. Struggle breeds epiphanies to pass down, like a good luck charm to the next. Make sure your story can mean something to the reader.
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@mofaun1342
6 years ago
current joys keeps me alive
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