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music in this video is not mine (obvious) so credit to the artists that made them!
official music links if you liked one of the songs! (their in order)
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā BeachĀ BunnyĀ -Ā PromĀ QueenĀ (OfficialĀ Mu...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā OliviaĀ RodrigoĀ -Ā jealousy,Ā jealousyĀ (...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā MelanieĀ MartinezĀ -Ā Mrs.Ā PotatoĀ HeadĀ (...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā ConanĀ GrayĀ -Ā HeatherĀ Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā SurfĀ CurseĀ -Ā FreaksĀ [OfficialĀ Audio]Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā girli-Ā IĀ Don'tĀ LikeĀ MyselfĀ (OfficialĀ ...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā MelanieĀ MartinezĀ -Ā OrangeĀ JuiceĀ [Offi...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā twentyĀ oneĀ pilots:Ā StressedĀ OutĀ [OFFI...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā NOTĀ THEĀ MAINĀ CHARACTERSĀ -Ā IĀ HateĀ Ever...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā MelanieĀ MartinezĀ -Ā StrawberryĀ Shortca...Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā IĀ DeserveĀ toĀ BleedĀ Ā
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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jul 13, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
ā ļøVENTā ļø
I always look at myself in the mirror, always weighing myself everyday, not eating for more than 3-4 days, pulling my hair off my head, jacked up teeth, I wish I looked like all these pretty girls itās not fair, no one likes me, everyone tries to make me better but nothing works, im sick of myself, why canāt I be like those girls? To feel better I may as well not eat till Iām skin and bones :)
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ā VENTā
I was born as a mixed girl my mom is white and my dad is black and i live with my grandma on my moms side who has obvious internalized racism because she used to tell me when i was younger that my hair is ugly and my nose is too big and that no man will ever find me pretty. And ive always hated my self because of her making me hate my black features but i also hated my white features because my older sisters who are darker than me and had different moms always said things like " you need to go outside more" and "why are you so light" and "why do you talk like a white girl? "(ive always been the lightest out of all my siblings and i was raised by my mom who is white) so i hated how light my skin was and how i spoke and i wish i was as pretty as my big sisters. It feels like no matter what i change or how i look ill always be ''too black'' or ''too white"i just want to live without people telling me how i should look or talk. ive never felt pretty in my entire life. i hate my self so much....
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"A butterfly's wings are beautiful. A butterfly cant see they're wings." if you get it then you get it :)
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vent
iām a young girl who gets bullied left and right, iām the youngest out of 2. school is the only reason iām insecure, i had to stop myself from k!lling me 2 times one time i had the knife ready in my hand sobbing. iāve cut myself on my wrists and immediately regretted it. i look at my friend named emma, sheās so beautiful, sheās curvy and has tiny legs. better off, straight hair. iāve always wanted straight hair. my science teacher called me an animal as well, thanks mr, i was already crying and you just made my day worse. i hate me
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my older sister ignored me and my mom didn't proud of me and my dad say anything about me and when im in my room and the lights out i was crying they didn't know that i have a cancer and i wish that they remember my birthday i wish i was pretty like other girls but didn't work i hate my life i hate everything i hate my self
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Hello! if you liked this playlist comment below any playlists you want and iāll do my best to make it! :D
edit: wow this has about 200 views! should i do a part 2? comment what songs would fit this and iāll make sure to include it!!!
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Quick vent (i dont use thiz acc much so i havent edited my pfp or anything)
Im so insecure about a lot of things and my family just(a few months ago) added another one, mainly about my laugh. They say things like "why does it sound like that" or "you sound like a donkey" whenever i laugh and now all i want to do is sow my mouth shut :/
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:< I wish I was pretty like the other girls:<
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pretty lyrics
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i always look at my self in disgust cause people around were fair skin pretty all boys said pretty to my friends but i was left out even my relatives make fun of my body everyone around me says i am skinny "eat food" since then i always wished to have good body everyone makes me feel insecure. my insecurity has won and i will never feel confident i will always be in the darkness
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im glad i found this T T
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I love this playlist so much, I'm really glad I found it, it's so relatable š
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Im ugly, everyone will leave me because of it, i will die alone and i hate looking at the mirror every day, i kinda wish i was as beautiful as the activist, at least they have a legacy, i have nothing even if i get a good career and a home all to myself.
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heheheheheā¦ FIRST BABY!!!! thanks for this! iām pretty sure you worked hard on this. :)
(make sure not to get copyrighted btw)
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tw: vent
my frind allways has such a perfect body... so does my other friend they don't even wory about it sometimes I don't know how they don't... they always tell me that I shouldent wory abt what other ppl say or to not wory about how many cals are in the food I eat but I always wonder... how do they think I'm 'beautful' when I'm the ugliest person on fuking earth, I'm always so fat I feel like I want to starve myself again... I want to tell someone but I dont know who to tell...my frind might say stuff about it to other ppl and mt other friend might do the same not on purpas but then everyone else will tell a teacher and I don't want anyone else to know cuz they will use it agenxt me or send me to the M.H... sorry if i mis-spelled anything i just suck at it... also sorry if i wasted your time
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lately Tara Yummys been becoming a little popular. Iāve been in Sam and Colbyās friend groups fandom for about four years now. I never compared myself to the girls in that group, but because Iāve been seeing Tara on my fyp on tiktok scroll after scroll, i began to process how pretty she is and how perfect her features are. I want that now.. I want her skin, her eyes, her laugh, her smile, her body shape. Iām a short girl myself, but im not attractive. Sheās confident and i want that too.. but I canāt be confident when I feel this way about myself. trauma has shaped me to who I am today and I hate it. I canāt forget about some stuff and thatās whatās holding me back from putting myself out there. You see younger pictures of Tara and she was always perfect, she always knew she was cute and I want that.. she even became BESTFRIENDS with a YouTuber she was a fan of when she was younger. Me, growing up I hated myself. I hated my features. I remember being so young and looking at myself in the mirror and thinking I looked like a boy. I hated myself.. thereās no fixing this.
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that's so relatable and true š¢
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Today I got called ugly from people I don't even knowšŗš
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ā ļøventā ļø
Me and my family did these nicknames like my family would sometimes call me flaca(skinny in Spanish) and my sister they called her gorda(fat for girl in spanish)now im almost a teen and im feeling insecureš¢ about my weight i get its normal and people tell me im beautiful but yet all the other girls looks so pretty they looks so skinny and are tall and baddies š¢ and im short and stubby and honestly i wish i was like the girls at my school cause if i became one of them will boys like me and notice me?š¢ my friends call me pretty, family and teachers but no matter how hard i try i always compare myself to girls from books, actors and cover girls š¢š
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@ur-mom766
4 months ago
When someone calls me pretty it lasts a second when some one calls me ugly it lates a life time
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