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a wasted summer.
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For anyone who needs to hear this:
I love your hair or lack of
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows or lack of
I love your eyelashes or lack of
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth or lack of
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you donāt wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when youāre sad
I love you when youāre mad
I love you when youāre happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
Iām proud of you for getting some sleep
Iām proud of you for trying to sleep
Iām proud of you for waking up
Iām proud of you for getting up
Iām proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
Iām proud of you for doing your hair
Iām proud of you for washing your face
Iām proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
Iām proud of you that you got out of your room
Iām proud of you for getting dressed
Iām proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast.
Iām proud of you for being clean
Iām proud of you for trying to be clean
Iām proud of you for being alive
Iām proud of you for being a good friend
Iām proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I wonāt judge you for your looks
I wonāt judge you from your race
I wonāt judge you for your life
I wonāt judge you for your family
I wonāt judge you for your past/childhood
I wonāt judge you for your body
I wonāt judge you for your tears
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You arenāt perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you.
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im a 10 year old girl, Yes. Im still young, and i already know what adults prevent theyre kids from knowing. ive been struggling with depression for the past 3 years now, and ive been experiencing physical abuse from my older brother. stay strong and keep away from things that let u down.
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got me in my feels bruh
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My parents arguing in the background make this even more special<3
Edit: ty for the likes :)
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To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts.
When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
- Not mine, but pass it around guys <33
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I dont usually vent like this, but alot of shit has been going on. She left me and ive been sad, she made me so happy. But now all i do is hide my sadness and act like im fine.
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āTimestampsā
0:00 ā Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
5:32 ā Young - Vacations
9:42 ā Tired - beabadoobee
13:26 ā Ylang Ylang - FKJ
17:44 ā The Beach - The Neighborhood
22:00 ā Bubble Gum - Clairo
25:40 ā Pastlives - Sapientdream
28:40 ā Freaks - Surf Curse
31:36 ā No Surprises - Radiohead
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" I dont want to hate you. "
They say as they stare into the mirror
" But I dont have a choice "
Tears fall down while still staring
" You are a Monster, I hate you "
As time passes by they hear footsteps
" Sweetie? Are you in there "
The voice is blurred due to a door
They dry their tears and respond back
" Yeah mom! Im just changing clothes "
As they respond back their words stutter
" Oh, Okay! get ready for school "
They stand there in exhaustion, They think
" School right.. I hope I can get through the day without crying "
The end of Chapter 1
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Iām 18 in 2 weeksā¦ I already know Iāll be back here, listening to these songs as an escape, if only for a moment, from the pain.
The pain that I have no real friends
The pain that I have no idea what the fāck do do after school
The pain of sleepless nights studying while the thoughts of ending it all go through my head on repeat
What is the point really? I donāt even remember the last time I was happy, gave a genuine smile or told someone I was ādoing goodā and actually meant it. Itās so much easier to fake a smile than explain the pain youāre really in.
Iāve just spent 10 hours studying today, now my mum is creating drama for no reason, can she not see Iām struggling here???
An hour ago after she went to bed I stared at a wall for an hour, felt like I couldnāt breathe, while my eyes are dry because there are no tears left, the thoughts going through my head on how Iām a failure, how itās not worth it to try anymore. I donāt think I can hang on much longer. Itās endless, the pain, the struggle.
Why would I continue this if all that will happen is go to university, work 9-5 until Iām old, and get what 5 years of retirement? And thatās meant to be the ideal way to live. Why would I want that?
I really think there is only one way to end this pain, and itās not living that prescribed life I mentioned.
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I useally try to make a cheery message to attempt to make others smile. Not feeling it today. I feel like I'm not loved by anyone. Im always the one who puts in effort in conversations. I know some others wish i was never born. Sometimes i wish i was never born too.
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I'm too fucked up to deserve him. He deserves a girl who hasn't done the things i have. He has more trauma that is worse, yet he is so much stronger than me. He makes me too happy, i feel like he's just trying to use me, but I can't get enough of him. He's so nerdy and I love it. I miss him every second we aren't texting.
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I cried myself to sleep with this, I really am done with this pity that I'm a good kid and human being. Thank you for this, helped with the weight on my chest when I felt left out on my own cousins birthday party sleepover.
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tired of being sad. tired of being unhappy all the time. tired of not feeling good enough. tired of feeling like i dont try hard enough. tired of feeling trapped. tired of always annoying people. tired of making my family mad and upset. tired of struggling to sleep. tired of being alone. tired of not socialising. I feel empty and exhausted
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I don't know how much energy and time is left before I disappear.
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Itās weird venting to a comment section but after all the things i have been going through, it just makes me feel..tired? Or just mentally unwell. I always keep a smile, and im one of the joyful kids in my classroom. But despite this, after going home, all that energy is just poof! Gone. And today is no exception, i have never cried from getting yelled at. But i do after they yell at me and im in my safe place. I have a fear that my childhood bestfriend will leave me, i always have that constant fear. If i did make her feel something to hate me, i will carefully choose my words. And make an apology just to keep our friendship intact. I read some of the comments and, im happy that some people still motivate people with depression or just not feeling themselves.
To whoever reads this, i hope tomorrow will be a bright day. Keep trying, all of us will still be with you till the end.
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The start of the first song made me remember the feeling of watching my friend slowly start to leave me, and knowing the fact that now both of us are just strangers with memories.
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The rare type of playlist I listened to entirely, but god do i love coming back to this over and over again
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The fact that strangers care about more than anyone else i know, it just hurts.
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@freyaandathenabishop8026
5 months ago
The fact strangers care more about us then the people we know just hurts
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