Views : 3,758,242
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 10, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.977 (809/139,117 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:36:40.867626Z
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my dad died in 2018 when i was 10 and since then life has felt pointless, he was my everything. Recently i feel like i cant remember his face of how his voice sounded and our memories together are starting to fade, i would give anything in the world to have him back. People say it gets easier but i feel like its getting worse. I miss him so much. This song makes me feel calm and i can remember our time togther easier.
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The worst part about living in the place you grew up at is itās very hard to just forget the past, especially when everywhere you go is a place where you made memories with someone you care about but those people dont care about you anymore. Nothing hurts worse than looking at a field by a school and seeing memories like ghost in the fieldā¦. Aight imma head out
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I lost my mom around 3-4 months ago at the age of 16. We fought constantly because she was severely and untreatably mentally ill. This lead to her ending her life, and I had to hold her hand while she went. I hadn't come to peace with how I felt with her and I don't feel like I ever got to apologize properly. Now, I lay here in bed and cry to this song, thinking about how I will never get to see my mom again and she will not get to see me grow up. I wish that I got the time to make things right, to apologize. I wish I didn't fight with her all the time and that we could've been happier. This music helps me bring shape to my emotions and for that I truly thank you. To everyone who reads this, make sure that you're happy with how you end every encounter with a person, because you never know if that's going to be the last time you ever see them. I love you all and thank you for reading my pain.
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I lost my parents within a year of each other when I was 15 and I don't have any other family. I don't connect well with people and I'm not a very interesting person. I love music like this because it sounds like how I feel on the inside. Just kind of soft, empty, echoey. The whispered "I can fix that" is so dark yet comforting to me.
Edit 6 months after original posting: Hi everyone, I'm super appreciative of all your beautiful messages. I would just like to point out I'm not in any danger of self harming. I'm 25 now, I have a great career, I'm happy and have coped with these losses. Thanks so much for all of your concern, makes me believe there are still kind people in the world.
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@dreamscape..
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Released on all platforms now: ffm.to/thereislight Or search for "mathbonus - there is light in us"
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