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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 12, 2019 ^^
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I lost my real mother 4 days ago. She was my hero, I grew up with two terrible parents. My dad basically never showed up and my mom turned to drugs and alcohol. But this woman who was stuck in a wheelchair saved my life, my brothers life, and my sisters life. I often think about where we would all be if it wasnât for her in my life. She didnât teach, she led. She showed us how to work towards a goal. She showed us what it meant to put others before you. But most importantly she showed us love, purely by being her. Us kids were Stacyâs everything, she could sit for hours upon hours and just listen to us all talk and be smiling ear to ear the entire time. When you would get her to laugh she would wheeze and turn bright red and start crying because of laughter. Iâm gonna miss those moments, her laugh, her lessons, her happiness. But I am her, I will forever be. Thank you stace, I love you forever. Till I see you again â€ïž
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I think what I miss the most is feeling safe. It seems the majority of the people here are posting inside of their late teens, at the teetering point of losing their youth and becoming adults. Let me tell you, do not let go of that feeling. Let it engulf you and never forget it. It wonât last forever. Iâm laying in bed at nearly 28 years old next to my incredible girlfriend of 3yrs, happy and in love, yet havenât been able to feel as safe and free and happy the way I did back then. You donât realize the adults telling you that youâre living out the best years of your life are 350% correct until you wake up at the end of your fleeting 20s and see your parents getting old, your old friends getting married and having their own kids living their own lives, and you may be in just as good of a place but the fact is itâs SCARY if you slow down and look at it for a second. This life thing doesnât stop until it does, and I just pray that by the time I get there Iâm comfortable enough with my choices to be able to let it go and return to the voidâŠnot that Iâll have a choice. Iâm rambling now, but be good to yourself because what youâre feeling now may never come again. Embrace it. All of the emotions and sensations and challenges and blessings of growing up. Itâs a cold scary world out there. All of us in this comments section know this. We may never cross paths but Iâll be looking for each and every one of you in the warm smile shared with a stranger.
Be good to yourselves. Be good to eachother. Weâre all weâve got.
See you out there.
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I'm writing this here because this is one of those nights where I feel so very alone. I have no one else but myself to blame for this but it still hurts nonetheless. I am a 23 year old man who feels unwanted and unloved by the people and the world around him. I know I am a kind person and have a good heart and I wish people would see that. I've made mistakes just like everyone else out there but I am only human. I love and care for others deeply but that love has nowhere to go so it sits inside my heart and soul waiting. I feel like I am just a cog in a machine, a spec of dust in this expanse of darkness we call the universe. I crave human connection, I crave love, I am tired of being alone, and I hope someday I am wanted and loved by the people in my life.
Seasonal depression is hitting hard but I don't want to end my life or give up I just want nothing more than to go back in time even if just a little and start over but I can't, none of us can, life goes on for all of us. I don't know if anyone feels the same way I do but I hope I can connect with at least one person wherever you reside in the world. I cry, I feel sad, I laugh, I smile, I breathe the same air, I look at the same stars, I wake up to the same sun and sleep to the same moon, I have dreams, I have goals, I want to be happy, I want to live a life that I'm proud of at the end of it all. I am just like any other human being on this planet we call home.
I know this note will be here for as long as this video exists. I am just a stranger in some corner of the world to you all but I was here at this moment in time, I have a heart and a soul, I am real. I hope that in years from now I can come back to this note that I left here and be content with how I'm doing at that moment in time. This is just a part of my story, there's still a whole lot of pages to fill and a lot more memories to create. To the person reading this I just want to say I love you
- a stranger that lives under the same sky
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One of my close friends had her grad party last night - it was a blast and although I've said goodbye to her several times before, for some reason that one felt different. I went to my local amusement park afterward but ended and getting rained out, but I stayed in line for the ride I had been waiting for with hopes of it opening back up before the park closed. They announced 5 minutes until close that it would be down for the night, so I ran to the indoor coaster. Waited there for about 10 minutes, rode, and then started walking out. Most people were out of the park by then, so it was really just me, the lights, the wet pavement, and the stray employee or 2. Then, it all hit like a wave. Seeing one of the places I had grown up in empty like that - borderline desolate, triggered something. It was all I could do to not fall to my knees and weep. My childhood is over - friends are moving away to college, I still have no sort of plan, and I'm just generally a mess. I came home and once everybody else was asleep, I sobbed for the first time since I got witch hunted out of my first splatoon team. Things just aren't looking great right now, but hopefully I can find my way.
Edit: Thank you all so much for your kind words, I truly cannot express how much this means to me. God bless all of you.
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This hit really close to home for me. Im not ashamed to admit it but Im crying as I write this. But it made me remember the time, a couple years ago I went star gazing with my best and only friend at the time and its when I fell in love with her. We walked up a hill in the night and star gazed for hours, it was amazing in every sense of the word, and so was she. Though she passed away from a stroke at 20 last summer and its been really hard without her. But the thought of seeing her again, or just hearing her voice when its all over is comforting. If you're reading this, please cherish what little time you have with your loved ones. Dont be like me and take every chance you can to be with them before its to late. And for the love of god, tell them that you love them.
Rest in peace Emily, I'll never forget you.
EDIT: I should mention Im not wasting away because of this, (she'd kill me if I did sulk over her like that) I've found ways to cope better with the loss, and Im now moving onto a full career in the military soon. if you're dealing with loss like me, stay strong and make it, even if its not for yourself, do it for who you lost. if some idiot like me can do it, so can you.
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@worldhaspostrock
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Thanks a lot to everyone who shared their feelings. It became a beautiful place and thanks to your comments this is one of the few things that I'm proud of. I never thought millions of people would listen to it. đ”buy me a coffee: www.buymeacoffee.com/whpr đ” Follow our Spotify playlist: spoti.fi/2JuD7Vx â«Follow Worldhaspostrock on Instagram: bit.ly/whprig đ§ Join our post-rock community on Discord: bit.ly/whprdiscord
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