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100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your
cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you
feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. "I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, "I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting
married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake
up and can't stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you're dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it's so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone's skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person's, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps: Never forget you are a beatiful ā¤ļø
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In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
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Today I got the news that my good friend committed suicide. I feel lost without her. She always made me laugh. Iāve cried since I found out, and it reassures me to know thatās ok
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Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I'll try to help as best as I can.
I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
You're so tough for getting through all of that.
I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course I understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You can't go into a battle already wounded.
You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
This will all be over soon.
And hey.
If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
Helping people is my specialty.
They always find their way, one way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
My job is done.
Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
You'll always have my support.
I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
Before you go...
I love you. <3
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Pov: you aren't in the car
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Mirror: I won't laugh at you
Blanket: I'll protect you from this cruel world
Shower: I won't judge your singing
Shoes: We can run away together
Window: I can see you even when you feel invisible
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Iām not sad. I listen to these because itās painful for me to be in silence. I struggle in exams having to sit for hours in a room with no noise. I had surgery in December and a hearing test the other day. I cannot heat out of the ear I had surgery on and when I donāt have something to listen to it starts ringing and irritating me. I had a hole in my ear drum so it needs to be fixed. Iāve already had 2 surgeries on it before and Iām hoping it works this time. Whenever itās too loud Iām in pain and whenever itās silent Iām in pain but sometimes I blackout and get u focused and I prefer to be in silence because il be listening to something in my head. Itās confusing but these help at night when everyoneās asleep and I canāt fall to sleep because of my ear pain.
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Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying
Mirror: don't worry I know your true self
Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice
Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry
Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos
Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets
Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad
Blanket: Hug me if you're sad
Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself
Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot
AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~
LOVE YOURSELF š¤
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I lost my best friend a few months ago after finding out that somebody killed him in the night, after hours of waiting for him to come home before getting a call from the police saying that they were stabbed to death by someone. This just fits the whole mood I'm having right now, I recommend you to keep your best friends and family close to you and Love them dearly. Spend time with them and love them with your heart, Because They'll be with you along your life the whole way and through hard times in life, and no matter what will be with you all the time. Like people say, Iron sharpens Iron.
Months then finding out that they planned to they were gone to go get me a proposing ring for me... take me to a place were we'd use to go as teens for panic and comfort, It hurts my heart to know this but i miss them very much. I hope you spend time with loved ones.
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"Are you gonna eat dinner?"
"You should eat something"
"Wow your really skinny"
"Why are you in your room all day and rarely come out?"
"Why are you always up till 4am?"
"Why are your eyes so puffy?"
"Why do you always have your ear buds in?"
"Why do you rarely talk?"
If only you knew
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When your in the middle of dying and grammarly comes to help you with your grammar:|
Edit: thank you for the likes have a great day:)
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tbh, i didnāt know that i needed sad songs until i clicked, but it sucks to not be okay. the worst part of it tbh is that im used to it and that sucks. loving people that dont love you back hurts. thats the sad reality.
btw this playlist is rly good didnāt make me feel better but it let me know that im definitely not okay but ill live soo thanks again.
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151 days since I listened to this playlist. My ex-best friend left me after 8 years, and she left her mark. Getting mad at our mutual friends if they talked to me, so I was alone. Not being there for me when I was at my lowest literally crying in a corner of a room we were both in and not caring. Finding so many reasons to hate me for no reason! I was there for her at her very lowest and planed on staying with her till Iām old bro and she left me. Talked crap about me. Told private things and then left for Connecticut just now reaching out expecting us to be fine because she āforgave meā or whatever. No. Because you know what Emily? You donāt get my friendship, you donāt get to have my shoulder to cry on, you donāt get the āHow are you?ā Texts from me everyday. no second chances, no hugs, no hellos. You chose to leave me and you gotta stick with your bad decision for the rest of your life because girl I got so many more friends now that you arenāt holding me back with your toxic games. I have friends who actually acknowledge and appreciate the value I put into my friendships and I realize now what actual GOOD friends are. Iām done babe :)
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I put my phone under my pillow and just let this flow through the entire night staring at the ceiling falling apart into my river of tears when will people learn to stop bullying the ones who are happy
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Reminder: Itās okay! To not be okay! But itās NEVER okay to suffer in silence
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When I'm sad, I'm watching your videos and read the comments below it, it's like I was not alone, thanks you for your great videos, and your community is beautiful, thanks to you all guys. You've all healed me and my heart, hope your heart will get better and not be injured again. It's an honor to share you my life. Bye.. To.. All.
Monster kuy's last comment.
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From someone struggling with severe depression I know how it feels, at times you just gotta remember, all the good things that happened in your life, whether its someone you met, or something that happened. It will be there as a memory forever, you're loved by many people, people care about you, it might seem hard and at times you might wanna give up, it's not worth it. Remember, there is so much to see in the future <3.
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Just remember, the energy you put in the world comes back to you, if your mean ppl will be mean to you, if your sad other ppl will be sad too, just remember your important š«¶ā¤ļøš«¶
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To the people reading this:
i dont know you but if ur going thru a hard time be strong. even if It can hurt so much think of all the amazing things that have happened to you and if u think ur alone its ok sometimes to be :) ilysmā¤
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@alonelost2561
1 year ago
Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist) - https://youtu.be/zpsUw0GP9xM
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