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I ran to tell him the good news. There he stood, my love. I knew he`d remember the place where our eyes first met, the place we fell for each other. The shed where we hid from that awful ball my aunt held. For a moment I forgot to keep walking towards him, I stood there and watched him, so beautiful, so angelic, so- so traitorous! He grabbed her in by the hips, whispered things closely in her ear and she giggled gracefully. He kissed her, a passionate kiss and she throw herself at him like he was the love of her life, but he wasn’t! He was the love of mine!
Throwing her disgusting arms around his body, giving in to his every move. She is my maid; she shouldn't even look in his direction. And he, he made me think that we were in love! that I meant something to him, that I mattered, that he was going to take my hand in marriage, and I foolishly believed him. The worst thing is that he made me love him. How could I be so stupid? So naïve? how could I fall for his lies? My hearing became distant, unclear. All my eyes could see or focus on was them. I felt dizzy and struggled to breath in my corset. The feeling of betrayal, anger, rage and revenge flooded me but they were not as strong as the sadness, hurting and heart break. Tears blurred my vision, my throat dried completely and my stomach turned upside down inside. Everything turned dark, I fell to the floor.
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After 5 years, my heart still drops at your photo. The feelings that i thought were vanished start simmering again. Part sorrow, part pain, part love. And i try to recollect the memories we never got to build together, because you were never mine. We both knew the love was mutual. But i wonder what made us both so coward, so hesitant. Or should i be grateful that because we never started, we never ended anything? So after years of our unspoken love, and breakup without breakup, my heart still drops at the call of your name. I pray for you to show up in my dreams, since that’s the only place allowed for us at this point. But nothing kills me more to wake up to the reality that we will never be together in real life. That’s how i love and die everyday and every night, waiting for someone who’s never going to come to me.
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longing.
everywhere i look i cannot see him. yet everywhere i go, i find myself looking for him. i feel his warmth that has become frost on my scarred skin. i feel his loving words in my heart that has become distant echoes of the past. i feel his love that has become a guilt, a pain, a discoloration. yet i feel the hope deep inside of me, the hope that he will come back. maybe someday i will find him, the real him. maybe someday we will meet again.
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A regret that will forever hunt me is that I did not try. Too afraid to let the foreign feelings embed me, too anxious to face the new challenges that you gave me. I wish I could have done better, I wish I gave it a chance. As you have given me many times before, again and again. Long you've pursued me, and long I've hid from the chase. This regret will never leave me and as time flows by and age will slip into our bodies, creaking and wrinkling its way into our minds. It's better to forget than to expect for you to come back.
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I’ve never met him but every time I see his face I wonder what it would be like to know him. My heart thunders in my chest every time he smiles at me and, sometimes, I don’t think I will survive what my body does to me each time. Its like being pulled apart and put back together again and again when he looks my way and I love it and I hate it at the same time. I think the Universe is cruelest when She puts us so close to one another and never lets us touch.
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素敵なプレイリストをありがとうございます。
わたしも来ない人を待っています。
それはとても悲しいことだけれどあの人の想い出がまだ心の中に残っていることが嬉しいです。
もし次あったら成長したと思ってもらえるよう今を頑張ります。
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It hurst so bad knowing you won't ever received the same feelings from that person and yet you still stay despite it. Knowing all too well he won't return any and yet you're still there, you never leave. It's crazy.
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I hope that someday, I will meet someone special for me. I want to feel loved by someone that would make me happy I’m my life but I know I just have to wait and trust god’s timing since his timing is always right and always will be.
I know someday I’ll be in his arms, loved and feel cared. I know someday we’ll have so many memories together but I just help the fact to think when that day will be coming.
I wanna love him and I want to be loved as well.
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Playlist that I want to listen to the last time of my life.
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He walked me to my car and said we’d see eachother next weekend. All week we talked about our plans for the coming weekend and how excited we both were… The weekend hasn’t come in 3 weeks and I have no one I can talk to about how sad it makes me because he was my person.
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Te fuiste en un suspiro... Y en ese último suspiro, acabó mi vida
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This music remained me a beautiful part of A poem by Mahmoud Darwish :
أوَّلُ اللَيلِ عَلَى عَينِيكَ ، كَانْ
فِي فُؤادِي ، قَطرَةً مِنْ آخِرِ اللَّيلِ
الطَّوِيلْ وَالَّذِي يَجمَعُنَا السَّاعَةَ فَي هذا
المَكَانْ شَارَعُ العَودَةِ ... مِنْ عَصرِ الذُّبُولْ .
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아 취향저격이다...베리린든 ost도 있고..
살면서 한번즘 들어봤거나 좋아했던 음악들이 많네
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Hace poco descubrí tu canal, me encantan las músicas que pones!😼 y esa es una de las razones por la cual esta en mi plylist, aparte es relajante y me gusta escucharla mientras estoy realizando alguna tarea ❤🩹 te queremos graciaas :D
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I miss his warm hug his voice his hand ,his chat ,his call ..everything of him ,our love is a bit far now bc of his busy but wonder was his really busy or what going on with his heart . Am I a robot or something? 😢
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I love everything about it, all the details and music and view! And how carefully it has been created! I was very touched by it💖
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“She’ll come back… just you watch… she will… she’ll come crawling back and talking about how sorry she is, like she always does… she will…”
Worry.
Worry worry worry worry……
“I don’t think so this time, champ.”
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he made me feel whole. a different feeling than anyone else had ever given me, something special. something i knew i would never find again. the whole thing felt like a fairytale, both gaining feelings from roles we both had to play. nothing i ever thought i would experience, something beautiful, something peaceful. after everything id been through, he made me feel like i could be loved again. until i had realized the ultimate damage i had done. what i had done to him and his real lover. the heartache i had put us both through when i could've changed it. he had told me he loved me, that he loved me and felt at peace with me, not her. but when the news got out what had happened her denied it. he told everyone i was lying that it was my fault. this pain can't be described in words, deep grief and betrayal. he made me feel things i had never felt before in my life, good and bad. i would never change anything that happened, ever. i truly loved and still do love him. even if he did make me look bad, i could never make a monster out of him, he's too perfect in my eyes.
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I really love this playlist and it is perfect for what i do, i add lyrics to classical music and the first song is really beautiful i would really love to use it. What is it called?
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@Syo0929
9 months ago
Every night I'd sleep and hope to wake from this living nightmare. I wish one could fathom how his voice echoes through empty halls. Every morning I'd wonder how we wouldve been on days where the skies were azure blue to where other days it was raining cats and dogs. How would our love have seize to exist if so? Ive long pondered how I'd feel listening to specific songs if he had not left, would I sing along in harmony instead of singing the blues? I've come to realise I cannot dictate his life so I've come to let it be. He lays by my heart now at rest, and he guides me to a better version on not only myself but my life. My mindset has changed and I've come to see things for its beauty, I've come to make every small thing magical, the way he would. I've come to see through my own eyes for the very first time with his help. I know I'll be mad at him sometimes, I'll even cry and I'll also smile of every thought. Somedays I may not even feel I'll make it. Though no matter the war I create of him in my head, I will never not love him. He has taught me how to live.
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