@katielol181

2 years ago

1- Notebook - 0:00 I'm not physically fulfilled You've never held it down all night And you're selfish 'cause you always think your ass is always right And you never see the lesson when it's right in front your eyes Are you writing this shit down? 'Cause baby boy I think it's time Time you learned a thing or two 'Bout how to keep a girl like me with you Time you learned how to switch it up I'm tired of running to you, just give up 'Cause I didn't sign up for this Had to make it ten times more than you, boy When I sacrificed blood for you I sacrificed blood Write this shit in your notebook, baby Since you never wrote love letters to me, to me Don't forget all the things I've taught you You'll need it for someone who isn't me, ain't me What's the point in your "I love you"s When they don't hold any weight? You touch your computer much more Than you have ever touched me Every night you come back home then you just go back to sleep Laying next to just a friend who occasionally fucks me Time you know just how I feel Since you told me you'll wait forever Time you start growing up Age is nothing if you're not evolved Yeah, I didn't have time for this but I still gave you my all I sacrificed blood for you I sacrificed blood Write this shit in your notebook, baby Since you never wrote love letters to me, to me Don't forget all the things I've taught you You'll need it for someone who isn't me, ain't me 2- Test me - 2:30 Ha, ha Woo Hey God, I'll be the jester Entertain ya to the best of my ability When I suffer more, fragility, when I answer Came here for a reason, oh-oh So stop complaining, all have our seasons, oh-oh It's not just a joke or a lesson to live through Every which way in second, there's a breakthrough I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh Deflected by this form, oh-oh-oh So I'd rather be tested by goddesses Resting their heads upon pillows Of all they have learned I'm not to be forgotten Trap your books when I walk in Magic talks, without talking I'll make the most before the coffin Born to be desired, oh-oh Gotta learn, yeah, eyes are always on the next score But space isn't there to always be filled up It's the quiet, the downtime to breathe in my lungs 'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh Deflected by this form, oh-oh-oh So I beg to be tested by goddesses Resting their heads upon pillows Of all they have learned 'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh Test me, I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh And I beg to be tested by goddesses Resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned 'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh, defected by this form, oh-oh-oh And I beg to be tested by goddesses Resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned 'Cause I'm mortal, oh-oh-oh (Give me an A+ if I'm doing this thing right) Deflected by this form, oh-oh-oh And I'd rather be be tested by goddesses Resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned 3- Brain And Heart - 5:24 Help me when I'm at a loss for words Bring up all of my memories for the please and the temporal False lovin', when I was illogical Didn't know they held each other hands as they made one whole Brain stem, yields temperature Arise now, sweat, it drops down my silky flesh But doing up my consciousness Good, good, good now Ability to sleep sound Throughout the start times An illusion, if you just remove it When did humans start to separate Brain and heart as if they could stay alive alone Flip it around the other way If they were apart and you had no powers Start on no day, the base, only a shell remains What fun is it, to bein' so calculated Or be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting Silent expressed push my head into my chest Bind and look forever wet Don't drift too far they said Help me when I'm too detached and cold Give me the vitality, identity, to trust love more Blood to the water, neither can fuel us alone Fervency in my arteries, passion bloomin' through my bones Heart strings trigger emotion streams A God belongs, a journey where rivers connect all of me But, but be it steadfast, don't you disappoint me Sometimes I think you're all I need, what's beyond belief When did humans start to separate Brain and heart as if they could stay alive alone Flip it around the other way If they were apart and you had no powers Start on no day, the base, only a shell remains What fun is it, to bein' so calculated Or be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting Silent expressed push my head into my chest Bind and look forever wet Don't drift too far they said 4- Number - 8:47 Count up your portions, count up your checks Feeding your fam while you're coming at my neck When ya gonna freeze with the cruel dramatics? I'm not inspired by your foolish practice Butter your bullshit, set up your fence I'm just the chicken giving you the egg Soon you're gonna see that your breath was wasted Don't speak too soon on your doubts, you're making A big deal out of a little thing Why should I try to conform to formulated paths? When clearly all my instincts led to something more magical? Am I just a number? 'Cause it seems like that's your goal You push us past our limits just to watch decimals grow Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke Until I prove you wrong like I've done time and time before And all your idle teaching and your criticism lack The potential to penetrate my solid golden path To decide what my future is, I'm my own clairvoyant There's no controlling me Imagination on ascend Take me to Venus, let me explode I'm ready to pop like a volcano Jump over me like you're playing hot lava Emotions on one hundred thousand, who's gonna Shake me like soda creme, but, of course Use all your words to distract from the source Of where all the growth on the paper happens Leave me alone in my own concoction Pricking all my fingertips to carve out many roads Pushing out the petals from the bud of what I know Am I just a number? 'Cause it seems like that's your goal You push us past our limits just to watch decimals grow Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke Until I prove you wrong like I've done time and time before And all my intuition says is, "Expansion comes first" But not just by material, I'm talking 'bout in here My heart space and my cranium must be loved too, my dear Don't push me to the edge until I'm useless and can't feel They replaced their search for knowledge With the reach of many material gains They lack the tenderness of the sensitive Empathetic bodies crying from the pain It's too late to grow their frame Of mind it seems that it's already made No use in arguing with someone who doesn't Wanna prioritize birthing of creation Am I just a number? Am I just a number? Am I just a number? Am I just a number? Am I just a number? 'Cause it seems like that's your goal You push us past our limits just to watch our numbers grow Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke Until I prove you wrong which I've done time and time before And all my intuition says is, "Expansion comes first" But not just by material I'm talking 'bout in here My heart space and my cranium must be loved too, my dear Don't push me to the edge until I'm useless and can't feel

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