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STREAM: maddiezahm.ffm.to/youmightnotlikeher
EP PRE-ORDER: maddiezahm.ffm.to/youmightnotlikeherep
Directed by Gus Black
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LYRICS
If you wouldâve told me
Iâd throw away my purity ring
In the middle of an airport
My younger self would laugh
Would never believe that
Itâs against everything that we stood for
Sheâd hate that I've smoke weed
And cuss frequently
And sheâd try to convert
Everyone I call a bestie
Youâll throw shots in the dark
Then blackout at a bar
There will be good and there will be bad parts
Someday youâll kiss a girl and youâll panic
Some guy will break your heart and youâll feel manic
Then Youâll learn to let people have their opinions
And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in
Someday youâll learn to keep your own secrets
Say youâre doing okay and really mean it
Youâll lose your faith a bit
And question if sheâs you
And for awhile you might not like her
But I do
Somedays feel like whiplash
One eighties and youâll hate that
Youâll label yourself just to take it back
Convince yourself youâre not bi
Cause youâre way too into guys
And the first time you have sex youâll cry
Youâll sometimes skip meals
And numb how you feel
And youâll miss the old you but hereâs the deal
The good girl you were was really fucking bad at being real
Someday youâll think you disappoint your parents
But theyâll love you not despite but regardless
Then youâll learn to let people have shitty opinions
And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in
Someday youâll learn to keep your own secrets
Say youâre doing okay and really mean it
Youâll lose your faith a bit and question if shes you
And for awhile you might not like her but I do
CREDITS
DIRECTOR: Gus Black
PRODUCERS: Kelly Norris Sarno, Ashley Whelan, Gus Black
DIRECTOR OF PHOTOGRAPHY: Tim Toda
1ST AC: Jorge Olortegui
STEADICAM: Garet Lee Jatsek
2nd AC: Kody Newton
1ST ASSISTANT DIRECTOR: McKena Vigilant
2nd ASSISTANT DIRECTOR: Ashley Whelan
PRODUCTION MANAGER | ASSOCIATE PRODUCER: Jacob Brumfield
PRODUCTION COORDINATOR: Tashia Yeates-Brumfield
GAFFER: Pat Metzler
BEST BOY: George Hysmith
KEY GRIP: Bill Zuehl
GRIP: Dan Misner
PRODUCTION DESIGNER: Nichole Stull
SET DRESSER: Coral Clark
WARDROBE: Amanda (Mariko) Hipperson
ASSISTANT WARDROBE: Amanda Fitch
KEY HAIR & MAKE UP: Carolina Ballesteros
ASSISTANT HMU: Amanda Woods
STILLS ASSISTANT: Lauren Withrow
PAâs: Toni Hagan, Dre Denise, Nate Hardy
CASTING: Lynn Pattnosh, Catrine McGregor & Madalyn VanValkenburgh
BTS: Elizabeth Findley
LABEL: AWAL
VIDEO COMMISSIONER: Bianca Bhagat
SENIOR DIRECTOR, PRODUCT MANAGEMENT: Sarah Goodman
ARTIST MANAGEMENT: Christian Stavros and Heather Kolker
CAST
5 YR OLD MADDIE: Wynter Woods
12 YR OLD MADDIE: Jillian Anderson
19 YR OLD MADDIE: Laney Olson
MOM/DAD: Elicia & Robert Zahm
BOY IN CAR: Isaac Flake
THERAPIST: Shana Tavares
BULLY 1: Zion Gomes
BULLY 2: Jaxon Katseanes
BULLY 3: Rex Adams
KID IN POOL 1: Dutchin Stull
KID IN POOL 2: Nyah Woods
KID IN POOL 3: Olivia Woods
KID IN POOL 4 : Ozzy Marlatt
FREAK ALLY GIRL: McKenna Esteb
YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE HER
WRITTEN BY: Maddie Zahm, Carlee Chappe, Rabbit, Adam Yaron
PRODUCTION: Adam Yaron, Maddie Zahm
MIX ENGINEER: Matt Huber
MASTERED BY: Joe LaPorta
MASTERED AT: Sterling Sound
RECORDING ENGINEER: Adam Yaron
CELLO: Tiger Darrow
VIOLIN: Chase Potter
#maddiezahm #youmightnotlikeher #pride
Views : 3,669,123
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 15, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.916 (1,678/78,504 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-11T21:00:42.601396Z
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YouTube Comments - 2,706 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm leaving this comment here so after a month or a year when someone likes it, I get reminded of this song â¤
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Body issues,questioning your sexuality,and religious guilt and misogyny.This song is so true it hurts.
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My daughter sent this to me ⌠sheâs a lesbian and never been with a guy⌠she had a purity ring (I had it made personally for her.) this song hit me like a ton of bricks. As parents, we need to be better! Maddie thank you for sharing your story. I love you đ
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The minute she started running with her younger self, bye. I absolutely lost it & started sobbing. The little girl was smiling the whole time, & the adult you was more serious. And that analogy just hit me like a truck. Iâve never had a song\music video affect
Me the way this one does. Absolutely beautiful. â¤ď¸
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This made me sob. The scene where sheâs crying eating cut me deep and âyouâll say youâre doing ok and really mean itâ. I donât think you understand how many of us are realizing we arenât the only ones who dealt with these things because of your song. Thank you, from my younger self who needed this, just thank you.
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Just think of all the young kids that are gonna hear this song and realize that itâs okay to love themselves, just the way they are. Maddie, you are the person that younger you needed. And youâre the person that a bunch of younger people need. Thank you for sharing your story. This video is beautiful.
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Every single time I hear âyouâll kiss a girl and youâll panicâ I start bawling my eyes out. Definitely a comfort song
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I've never "counted down" to a single release before. This song is everything I didn't even know that I needed to hear. So validating... I'm not alone. Today's plan is to listen to this on repeat and cry ALL of the tears, for the most beautiful form of therapy <3 <3 THANK YOU for sharing your story with us. You're playing a role in the healing of SO many.
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This song is a gift. This music video is impossible not to cry to. I think a lot of us relate to it, even if our stories arenât the same. Itâs incredibly powerful. THANK YOU! â¤ď¸â¤ď¸đ
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Okay, I was scrolling through the comments and liking ALL of them. My heart swells with joy that so many women are hearing this song and taking joy in who they are. You're a gift to the world, Maddie.
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I'm not even bi or lesbian but i'm bawling my eyes out in the middle of the night watching this video. I think it's a very beautiful song that everyone can relate to even though they're not in the same position as Maddie. I can feel every kind of emotions that she's trying to convey through this song. A very very beautiful artâ¤ď¸
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This song is a gift to every person that grew up in a religious home. I needed this song in 1983. Also Maddie, this song will save lives. Blessings to everyone person who relates to this song. Let us cry and smile and sing the words LOUD with you Maddie.
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Iâm an ally and although Iâm straight, I still resonate so deeply with this song. Being your authentic self after being raised with religious trauma is SO freeing and healing. Thank you :)
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I cried through the whole thing but the pinned comment about the parents absolutely crushed me. This hit me right in the core. Thank you for sharing this, youâre singing for all of us so weâre a litte less alone â¤ď¸
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This song brings me to tears. I canât even imagine how many kids, teens and adults needed to hear this. This world can be so cruel, itâs people like you that we NEED
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"My younger self would laugh"
"Would never believe that"
"Its against everything that we stood for"
These words really touched my heart, I know for sure that my younger self would really feel ashamed to know this is who I turned out to be. But I'm also really proud of myself, at least I don't lie, I keep my promises and I try to keep it exciting. So thank you for this song Maddie. Great job my love, I'm so proud of you!
And we all here for you gurl!!!
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Havent bawled at a music video like this in years.. truly the anthem for âhealing your inner childâ
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âSomeday you think you disappoint your parents, but they love you not despite but regardlessâ this particular line really stood out to me and tied this whole song together.
I came out as bisexual to my mom a few months before she passed away. Iâm so glad that I had the chance to share that part of myself before it was too late. Thank you for accepting me mom. And thank you for this song you are amazing Maddie Zahm.
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The transition in tone from Fat Funny Friend to this song is so clear and heartfelt. A lot of self reflection, struggle, and progress happened between the two, and it gives me encouragement.
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@MaddieZahm
1 year ago
I honestly have very few words to describe how I feel right now. My coming out story was pretty messy as it normally is even coming from a very progressive home. When we began filming my classic, Northwestern, Patagonia loving, attention hating dad asked if id cast he and my mom as themselves to give him the chance to respond the way he wish he could've and wanted to. That moment between my parents and I is a one take, real coming out and I am so honored and grateful to have had that moment with them. I will cherish this video forever because of that. I don't know how long I get to do this artist thing, but I will never stop waking up in awe that a soon to be teacher from Idaho found herself through music. I love you all.
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