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Lyrics:
My father never talked a lot
He just took a walk around the block
Till all his anger took a hold of him
And then he’d hit
My mother never cried a lot
She took the punches, but she never fought
Till she said “I’m leaving and I’ll take the kids”
So she did
I say “they’re just the ones who gave me life,”
But I truly am
My parents child
Scattered cross my family line
I’m so good at telling lies
That came from my mother’s side,
Told a million to survive
Scattered cross my family line God,
I have my father's eyes
But my sister’s when I cry
I can run,
But I can't hide
From my family line
It’s hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did
To deserve this?
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I can’t forgive you
Cause now I’m scared
That everyone I love will leave me.
Scattered cross my family line
I’m so good at telling lies
That came from my mother’s side,
Told a million to survive
Scattered cross my family line
God I have my father's eyes
But my sister’s when I cry
I can run, but I can't hide
From my family line
From my family line
All that I did
To try to undo it
All of my pain
And all your excuses
I was a kid
But I wasn’t clueless
Someone who loves you wouldn’t do this
All of my past I tried to erase it
But now I see,
Would I even change it?
Might share a face
And share a last name
But we are not the same.
Scattered cross my family line
I’m so good at telling lies
That came from my mother’s side,
Told a million to survive
Scattered cross my family line
God I have my father's eyes
But my sister’s when I cry
I can run, but I can't hide
From my family line
From my family line
#ConanGray #FamilyLine
Views : 10,035,632
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 23, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.975 (1,187/192,188 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 4,254 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
when he sings "scattered cross my family line," it sounds like "scared to cross my family line," and it just adds to the idea that even after many years, trauma still lingers and influences his decisions
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"i was a kid but i wasnt clueless" this line explains my childhood
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I'm a therapist and was traumatized by my own childhood, so I tell this to every client who was in/is still in abusive situations: You weren't supposed to be stronger, you were supposed to be safe. And that anger is proof that you know you deserved better. It's the biggest thrill when my clients start to realize the truth in those, and rail against what they went through and start putting boundaries to put themselves first. I hear myself in this song and hear it in my own therapy sessions, and I hear my clients too and these words on their lips. We are so much more because we choose to be cycle-breakers. It's hard, especially when you get stressed which makes it easier for those ingrained responses that our parents built in to come out, but I see it being more and more worth it even when it's so fucking hard.
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“Not all parents deserve kids, but all kids deserve parents”
I did not choose to be born into a life of hurt, you chose to make it one. You were supposed to protect me.
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"Might share a face, might share a last name but we are not the same"
this particular line is so personal and it broke me into a million pieces.
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"Someone who loves you wouldn't do this" and "We are not the same"
This made my heart sink in my stomach 😭
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The anger in his voice when he said, "what did I did to deserve this? How could you hurt a little kid?" I noticed it. Goosebumps
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“I watch the fathers with their little girls, and wonder what I did to deserve this”
Yep, that hit like a truck
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“How could you hurt a little kid.” That broke me, thanks conan, for the first song that made me cry
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I would cry if my kids in the future plays this in their room.
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It's so hurtful to see that how so many people can relate to this song in one way or another...
Everyone deserves a happy family.
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"SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU WOUDNT DO THIS" That just melted my brain with tears.
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“Now i am scared everyone I love will leave me” straight to the heart
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"I watch the fathers with their little girls"
Hits too close to home.. even today I was watching a father teaching her little girl how to ride a bike meanwhile I was walking with traumatized memories
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“I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless,
SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU WOULDN’T DO THIS”
“We might share a face and share a last name but WE ARE NOT THE SAME”
Those hit way close to home. Wow.
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THIS PART REALLY GOT ME-
" It's hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I can't forgive you
'Cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me"
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CONAN YOU ALREADY GOT ME CRYING WITH THIS SONG, IT HITS WAY TOO CLOSE TO HOME, IM SO NERVOUS TO LISTEN TO THE OTHER SONGS!!
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"I can run but I can't hide"... Meaningful in every situation..
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I didn't think anyone had gone through this exact trauma with me. This really makes me feel less alone. I appreciate this song so much
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@corvuss66
1 year ago
The "god I have my father's eyes" line really hits for me. It's like the horror of seeing traits of your parents in yourself when you promised you'd never be like them. At least for me.
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