@Dimensional597

1 year ago

boys, I did it. I told her how I felt. I used to listen to this a while back because of my mental state. But she liked me back. That experience alone was one of the best I've ever had. She's the most wonderful girl that I had sheer luck to fall into friendship with. But, maybe It won't just be a friendship. She makes me feel butterflies in my stomach just by watching her walk by. is she ever perfect. She's everything I'm not. Athletic, good looking, the whole 9 yards. We both share a goofy personality. Her parents, on the other hand, don't like me. I never asked. Nobody wants to see their special one sad. I hope I get the luck to experience everything with her. I don't want to leave her. She's the entire reason I feel like living. if I didn't meet her, I'd probably have committed suicide long ago. Years ago. during 2020, during online schooling, was the darkest year of my life. Because I didn't have her to comfort me. She doesnt even have to try to put a bright smile on my face. Not even a little. I have the biggest crush on her, and I finally let it all out to her yesterday. And, she accepted me. She said she liked me back. I'm shocked, even typing this I'm slightly shook up just thinking about her. Wherever you are, reading this or not, just know that you deserve love like I have finally achieved. Thanks for listening to me rant! I appreciate it. Also sorry if it sounded cheesy I was just writing down my feelings. November 5 2022: yeah so we're dating now lmao Edit December 9th 2022: so, we just had our first 1 month anniversary, everything is going amazing. I'd also like to say I'm her first ever relationship so I gotta make it last. Also, I'd like to thank everyone for the support, it truly means a lot. Monday janruary 23: here comes the 4 month mark, I'm kinda nervous because of how many relationships end at 4 months. I'm certainly not breaking up with her anytime soon, she says she isn't too but I'm worried there is something she isn't telling me. All I can do is trust her. March 5th: wow. We are still together, still going strong, but we've come across a problem. I have to switch schools. The school im swapping to isn't out of the city though, I don't have to move anywhere, and to begin with we already live close. I'm sure we can figure something out. April 6th:half a year! I never thought we'd last this long but here we are, strong as ever. I feel like our relationship is getting stronger and stronger as we go on. I'm in a rush so I will flush out the details later. Edit again: 4 hours after last one: she got me Lindor chocolate for Easter, while I got her nothing. I didn't expect to get each other anything since we gave each other stuff for Valentine's day. For whatever reason she got me something so I'm going out tomorrow to get her something. I'll update later. Edit:April 19th: ok, so usually we get bullied by people at school because apparently were "cringe" or I'm a "simp" because I hold her hand. God it's getting real annoying though. I stood up for her against this idiot who was making fun of her and now he wants to fight me. He's much taller and bigger than me though. I'm only going to defend her or myself I'm not going to blindly fight some dude knowing I'll lose. June 1st: one more month till the summer. Oh, and I did fight that guy. I lost, but since then he's stopped bugging me so I don't mind. The worst part of us dating so far is that she WON'T STOP TAKING MY SWEATERS! seriously though, I don't mind it. Not much has happened so far, which is why I didn't update it. August 15th: ... She cheated on me. And quite honestly, my mental health is declining at extremely fast rates, but I don't feel like I want to tell anyone about it. I'll possibly try and better myself, I don't know. This will most likely be the last update I make of this comment. November 17th. I'm writing this only to tell you that I'm over the breakup and I'm better now. I started to go to the gym the day after my last update and I'm seeing progress. I am ok. Only downside is a lost the ability to have a crush. Oh well. March 30th. I found someone new. She is amazing and I can just tell she is never going to do anything like my old ex did. (She's obsessed with me)

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