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YouTube Comments - 881 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
The timing could never be more perfect
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I broke up with my girlfriend about two weeks ago, while already at one of my lowest points in my life. The loss of her has been devastating. I shared just about everything in my life with her and just watching a recipe video on YouTube is hard to do without feeling awful. It's been hard to get myself to do anything I used to enjoy and I've been spending my of my time in a coffee shop doing almost nothing. I hope I can enjoy things like I used to again.
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It’s been almost a year now, I didn’t realize how much I loved them until they left. But everything in life is temporary.
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Lost my dad a month ago, I will probably lose my scholarship and having to repay it all will not be an easy task. But I always have my back, and the support of my friends, family and these beautiful videos that show how great humans are at understanding each other through a simple, short, video
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Going through a horrible mental period rn because of this stuff right now. Really appreciate the video.
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The timing of this couldn't be more perfect. The 2nd year anniversary of my little brother's death is coming up on Thursday. He died of an overdose after fighting addiction for 7 years. He was only 23. That line you said about mourning the potential of someone you lost made me have to pause and take a minute. Wow. I never had somebody put into words what I've been feeling. I'm not only mourning my brother but I'm mourning who he used to be before the drugs took over, and I'm mourning the potential of the person I knew he could've been if he just held on to sobriety a little longer before he relapsed. Thank you for this. Thank you for so succinctly naming what it's like to go through loss.
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Went through a breakup about 7 months ago, she ended things over the phone...
I just wanted to say to those here who still mourn and hurt... It gets better. you will find a way, and your world will grow bigger slowly but surely, one day at a time your mind will become clear and you'll see everything as it really is. This isn't the end.
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I have lost countless versions of myself through friendships which have since expired, but the change they gave me has left me with my present self, whom i still love despite that persons 'essence' that perpetually lingers in lost jokes and old songs
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The idea of moving on without your loved one is something that I hadn't been able to put into words but makes me feel grief and guilt every single day.
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I would have traveled to the end of the world with her, but that’s exactly why we needed to break up, because I would have done that and she would have still left but later after so much time that could have been lost. Keep your heads up kings.
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I lost my dad to a car accident in October 2020. My mom, dad, my 2 sisters and I were living together all day every day because of covid quarantines, and suddenly one of us wasn't present. The following year was internal hell for all of us, but somehow we managed to pull through. These last few months I've been starting to feel like my old not-so depresed self again, and the certainty that life is worth living has slowly regained its place in my most internal beliefs.
He was my best friend and I'll never stop missing him. His death made me realize that the people we love are single most important thing we need to be happy.
For anyone that's going through something similar right now, I just want you to know that it eventually gets better. Even if it takes almost two years. Just please take care of yourself, spend time with the people you love, try to sleep well and don't engage in self-destructive behaviour (at least not so much...). It gets better, it gets better, it gets better.
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I'm at the point in my life were I'm very happy. I feel like I have a purpose and I have a good family relationship now and a loving gf. But I can't forget to dip into the videos that gave me the confidence to become so happy. Thx you sisyphus55 for all you do💖
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"you were an idiot for believing that this could continue and that you could possibly make plans when nothing is gurarnteed" thats me
it hurts
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The first loss hurts the most. As more and more adds on, you become numb to the pain until you reach point break where you're just tired... exhausted. Knowing it will happen again, and it comes as you've expected. Staring straight into the eyes of the abyss knowing that another one joined in. Until eventually, you feel the hold of the abyss reaching out to you knowing that you'll join them eventually. Either the feeling is fear, or fulfillment knowing that everything would go away, and that death finally comes and rescues you and life creates you whole once again. This is grief, this is pain, only snapping out of it will you truly see the colors of the world once again... that is if you want to.
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Rest easy, Techno. You deserve it.
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I've been worrying about my dad for a while now. thanks for posting.
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With a best friend passing away suddenly, this hits close to me. It's like, in a way, ill never be the same nor will the world itself. I understand logically I should just move on, but how can I when tormented by the the pain of grief. I still find joy, though I find sadness in nearly everything. Am I doomed to keep this to myself? Is therapy even worth the trouble? Is this just life? Is it all worth it? Hope achieves me nothing, but neither does pessimism. So I shall live one more day again and again, until maybe one day I find the bliss of the world once more.
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Watching this thinking about how lucky I am to have my girlfriend at the present moment. I have no idea what will happen in the future, but I love her with all my heart in this moment and I’m thankful she is in my life.
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As a monk once said: when a loved one dies, with them dies also a piece of ourselves.
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@flair4146
1 year ago
i lost someone. i've become less of myself because of their absence. i lost myself. the fact that this isn't the last time i'll lose a person i value is exhausting to think about
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