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"Life is only a long and bitter suicide, and faith alone can transform this suicide into a sacrifice" - Franz Liszt
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Why'd you become a villain?"
"I found a good playlist."
"Thats it? No childhood trauma, revenge, hate for the world?"
" It was a pretty good playlist tho "
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My life is better now, it really is.
I moved out of my parents house, I'm in college, I have an apartment, I have good friends, I'm over my ex, I like the way I look and I'm doing things that I actually like to do.
But is those moments, while I lay down in my bed in the middle of the night, that these toughts come back to me. The ones I had when I felt completely alone in life, I hated myself and my heart was broken into pieces. I was unhappy then and I should be happy now, but sometimes I still fell like I'm inside the deep pit of my mind, inprisioned by all those dark thoughts that I can't run from.
And now, that I don't have a reason to be anxious, sad, *depressed*, it's the moment this hits harder. Because it really shows me that I'm sick, that this is not just caused by problems in my life but something deeper. I hate that I can't even enjoy these moments that should be my best. I have dreams of course, but they seem fragile and weak against my want to end it all, my will is not strong enough. I wish it was.
I just hope that I can heal, one way or another. That I can leave this behind and in the future, oh wouldn't it be good to have a future?, then I can just look back and be proud of myself for getting over it.
But this future certainly is not now.
So I'll just wait.
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Your consciousness dwindles, darkness slowly fills your drowsy eyes, everything sounds so muffled.
You try hard to focus, focus on anything.
Suddenly, your eyes fall back and you fall onto fields of roses surrounding you.
Your vision begins to blur, your body struggles to move, and then….. your heart stops.
You reminisce in your last minutes of life, then, your body finally gives up.
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The world around us moves.
The flowers sway in the wind ever so gently. The waters push back and forth. And the wind is always blowing, always moving. There's always a cold rock, sitting around. A pebble is just getting kicked around by a kid. Flowers are always being picked for loved ones. Someone has just experienced the sea for the first time. Someone has just seen it for their last.
I let images of these beautiful bits of life play in my head. We don't all notice them as we should. We take them for granted; forget them; some even cast them away as "not worth it". But it's all so worth it once you take the time to think. That maybe, you won't even see these things again.
I let myself return to reality. I'm falling--no--I've been falling for longer than it feels. Minutes? Maybe it's been several days since I jumped. I watch the sea grow, come closer to me. All of a sudden, everything grows cold. A shiver goes through me, and I feel limp. Is this what death feels like? I wish I hadn't jumped. I wish I stayed up there, and enjoyed what was around me for longer. As a final effort, I lift my arm to the light. No one responds.
The world grows farther away, and my eyes close.
This is the beauty of life.
(Please dont give criticism on this work. I wrote it at 2:30 AM and I'm not proud of it, it was more thoughts from my mind put in journal form rather than story form)
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There's a strange peaceful feeling when I hear this playlist
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'And just like that, the world went quite'
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I came back to the place where we first saw each other, you weren't there. But your spirit is, your essence, your resolutions, yourself. I looked from both left and right, nothing. Though I can feel you in the wind, I found myself missing you still. I stood there and waited, but nothing happened. The wind just blew the leaves of memories that ought to be forgotten. I was hardheaded, I still am. I refuse to acknowledge your absence and deep down in my heart I know that someday I'm going to win. Whatever sick competition this is. The night fell upon my clock. I was alone yet not lonely. I was there yet absent. Then it hit me, your in me. You were gone but still alive. You were no longer with me, but inside of me. You are but a fond memory now, one that I will forever cherish and keep. Let's fade away together. For when my time comes, yours will too. And on that time, we will meet again. We will be together.
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Goddamnit. You know it's going to be heart breaking when it starts with Visions of Gideon 😭
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could you do please a spring playlist? that's what I'm really striving for in this tough days. love your channel
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the inner peace this playlist makes me feel is hartwarming
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took a lot of pain killers last night before bed while listeing to this on repeat throughut the night. Still woke up this morning.. dissapointed
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when I die, I want heaven to be a beautiful garden where I can live my princess fantasies in the afterlife ❤️
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The first one was my favorite playlist of yours, (and maybe ever tbh) i'm so excited you decided to make a new one!
ps. starting with sufjan stevens is always good choice <3
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Hello, I don’t know how I got here, but thank you for this beautiful welcoming. I unexpectedly released emotions and tears just filled my brown eyes. I lost my beautiful mother in September, I miss her so much…………Thank you for creating this gem 🌟🥰
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This video transitioned so smoothly from the "Celt dancing in the woods" playlist I was listening to that I realized the playlist changed after 15 mins in 😅
This may not seem like a compliment but instead it is, because I love them both very much and didn't notice the transition while I was working 😁👏🏻
Thank you ultravclet for the lovely playlists!
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Have a story:
“I want to die,” said the boy with a small smile on his face.
“Why would you say that?” Asked a friend of his.
“Well, Andrew, it’s true,” the boy replied.
Andrew thought on that for a second, before nodding.
He then turned to the boy, and whispered, “I think we all do, deep down. We just don’t tell anyone.”
The boy nodded. “That’s exactly right. Never forget that Andrew. Everybody wants to give up. But you can’t.”
Andrew asked a final question. “Why not, Sam?”
“Because,” Sam answered, “I would miss you.”
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This gives me two moments before I die. Thank you for that.
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I'm not gonna lie, I ugly cried listening to this and reading some comments, especially the first video of this. I started balling my eyes out from one comment that struck my heart deep.
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@victorianunweiller
2 years ago
✨ Timestamps ✨ : 0:00 Visions of Gideon - Sufjan Stevens 4:09 Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens 8:20 Cursive - Billie Marten 12:19 Happiness is a Butterfly - Lana del Rey 16:52 Have We Met Before? - Tom Rosenthal 19:34 Silhouettes of You - Isaac Gracie 24:33 Soft Currents - Alexandra Savior 27:44 Old Money - Lana del Rey 32:16 Young And Beautiful - Lana del Rey 36:08 Come Here - Kath Bloom 38:59 La vie en rose - Edith Piaf 42:05 You Always Hurt The One You Love - The Mills Brothers Hope it helps! ❤️
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