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I hope sharing my story inspires you. My life's mission has always been to speak honestly about where I come from and how I got here. To find kindred spirits through music. I am so overwhelmed with all the love over the past few days. I can never thank you enough for listening to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you for letting me share this side of myself with you.
LYRICS:
Verse:
Feel like i’m just passing by
Its not love it’s just a guy
And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
In the morning when he’s gone
I’m alone with all my thoughts
So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
And
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
I really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people,
places i don’t want to be
These vices
Verse:
Is it okay i'm not okay?
I don’t sleep too much these days
and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
Lock my door and shut the blinds
They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
I got habits i can’t hide in the light and
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence
with all
These vices, these vices
Bridge:
Burning through a cigarette
Got somebody in my bed
But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
All the signs are turning red
And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
To regret these
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why im like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
These vices (Oooh)
Written by Mothica, Eva Honey, & Becca Kreuger
Produced by David Burris & Jack Laboz
Mixed by Devon Corey
Mastered by Mike Tuccillo
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https://nitter.net/dearmothica
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Https://tiktok.com/@mothicamusic
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1JhiIIXT9DWqEU3BYFZwGA?si=ceNF2786T9uawhvyocBgOA
McKenzie Ellis, known professionally as Mothica, is an American singer. She grew up in Oklahoma City and began producing music when she was 18 years old. Since 2015, she has produced a dozen albums and singles distributed across several online musical streaming platforms such as on Spotify, SoundCloud and Bandcamp along with numerous collaborations and features with other musicians known by "Nydge," "PUSHER," "Crywolf," and "Icarus Moth." In June 2020, a TikTok video she posted that included her song "VICES" went viral, providing greater notability as a musician and singer.
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this is really beautiful 💙
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I saw your video on TikTok and immediately went “WHEN DOES THIS COME OUT. THIS IS A MASTERPIECE. I LOVE YOU NOW.”
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I'm legit crying. This song speaks to me on so many levels. As a recovering alcoholic and former pill abuser.... thank you!! You are wonderful!!
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This song has been stuck in my head for 24+ hrs and I have not even fully heard it yet!!
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Everyone is talking about how AMAZING the song is. Don’t get me wrong, I love this song and listen to it on repeat. But I am so incredibly proud of you for being one year sober. To go through everything you did and still be an amazing person is incredible. I’m so happy that you’re still here. Congrats on being clean! ❤️
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"Is it ok I'm not ok?"
God. Damn. I can relate to this, a lot. It's been a couple of years since the worst happened, but hearing this still made me tear up a little.
Thank you for this.
I'm so proud of you, honestly.
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If you don't end up on trending I'm going to be so disappointed Dx but I'm so excited for this song!
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my dad has been trying to get sober basically all my life, and reading your story really helps me to realize what he’s going through, this song is amazing thankyou so much❤️
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who’s here from her tik tok video✋
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Literally started crying every time the chorus played. Ily!
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Just a heads up, my husband is going to hate you! I love this song, I fell in love with it when I first heard it on tik tok and im so glad you decided to release it early for your fans! Im so excited to hear the rest of the Blue Hour album, I scrolled onto your video on the For You page on TikTok and im so glad I did. Ive been through similar things you have and I relate to this song so strongly. Thank you for sharing your story and your music, its truly inspiring and the song is absolutely beautiful! I cant wait to see what else you have in store!!
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Honestly, I feel lucky to have found your Vices video on tiktok two days ago because your music has been playing in my room nonstop. I can’t wait
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I can genuinely say this song saved my life. Changed my life. Made me understand myself so much more and made me feel so much less alone. I can’t stop listening to it and my therapist has now heard it too. You’re the most groundbreaking artist to hit charts in decades. Holy crap.
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I was watching a movie when the premiere started and my mom was like: really. You’re listening to music now. And I was like...yes. Cause Mothica.
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This song speaks so much by itself and you can honestly feel the emotion behind it♥️
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I cannot say how much this song and your story resonates with me. Music has always been my escape from everything, and this song is just wow. I know you're gonna blow up one day.
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Could see this on the next season of Euphoria
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I love this song so much and so does my dad! Such a great story and my family is so happy for you. Both of my parents plus a lot of my step parents struggled with addiction and it's so great to see someone else fighting this battle and winning cuz I think it gives them hope they can stay strong so thank you.
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Never been hooked on a song so fast I cannot wait to hear the full song only a little under 30min :))
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Mothica
2 years ago
posting this for memory’s sake.... because of all of you, VICES is no. 11 on the Itunes Pop chart with no record label and NO playlisting! I am honored and so grateful for the response. I want to hug all of you. We are in this together!
UPDATE: 5:43PM JUNE 27 - #2 on POP ITUNES
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