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Mothica - VICES (Behind The Lyrics)
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372,042 Views • Premiered Jun 25, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
presave here: ffm.to/foreverfifteen

I hope sharing my story inspires you. My life's mission has always been to speak honestly about where I come from and how I got here. To find kindred spirits through music. I am so overwhelmed with all the love over the past few days. I can never thank you enough for listening to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you for letting me share this side of myself with you.

LYRICS:
Verse:
Feel like i’m just passing by
Its not love it’s just a guy
And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
In the morning when he’s gone
I’m alone with all my thoughts
So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
And

Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices

Chorus:
VICES
I really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people,
places i don’t want to be
These vices

Verse:
Is it okay i'm not okay?
I don’t sleep too much these days
and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
Lock my door and shut the blinds
They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
I got habits i can’t hide in the light and

Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices

Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence
with all
These vices, these vices

Bridge:
Burning through a cigarette
Got somebody in my bed
But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
All the signs are turning red
And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
To regret these

Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why im like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
These vices (Oooh)

Written by Mothica, Eva Honey, & Becca Kreuger
Produced by David Burris & Jack Laboz
Mixed by Devon Corey
Mastered by Mike Tuccillo

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Https://tiktok.com/@mothicamusic
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/1JhiIIXT9DWqEU3BYFZwGA?si=…
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Views : 372,042
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 25, 2020 ^^


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Top Comments of this video!! :3

@Mothica

3 years ago

posting this for memory’s sake.... because of all of you, VICES is no. 11 on the Itunes Pop chart with no record label and NO playlisting! I am honored and so grateful for the response. I want to hug all of you. We are in this together!

UPDATE: 5:43PM JUNE 27 - #2 on POP ITUNES

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@AminiumMusics

3 years ago

this is really beautiful 💙

43 |

@soulitare3983

3 years ago

I saw your video on TikTok and immediately went “WHEN DOES THIS COME OUT. THIS IS A MASTERPIECE. I LOVE YOU NOW.”

861 |

@melblevins7616

3 years ago

I'm legit crying. This song speaks to me on so many levels. As a recovering alcoholic and former pill abuser.... thank you!! You are wonderful!!

178 |

@Rosenomad

3 years ago

This song has been stuck in my head for 24+ hrs and I have not even fully heard it yet!!

462 |

@morgane5727

3 years ago

my dad has been trying to get sober basically all my life, and reading your story really helps me to realize what he’s going through, this song is amazing thankyou so much❤️

21 |

@aries_9130

3 years ago

"Is it ok I'm not ok?"
God. Damn. I can relate to this, a lot. It's been a couple of years since the worst happened, but hearing this still made me tear up a little.
Thank you for this.
I'm so proud of you, honestly.

53 |

@jacquelynmendoza1143

3 years ago

If you don't end up on trending I'm going to be so disappointed Dx but I'm so excited for this song!

644 |

@emilybarnett5313

3 years ago

Everyone is talking about how AMAZING the song is. Don’t get me wrong, I love this song and listen to it on repeat. But I am so incredibly proud of you for being one year sober. To go through everything you did and still be an amazing person is incredible. I’m so happy that you’re still here. Congrats on being clean! ❤️

25 |

@ptel00

3 years ago

Could see this on the next season of Euphoria

246 |

@brandothandi101

3 years ago

Literally started crying every time the chorus played. Ily!

53 |

@maiaherman7272

3 years ago

I cannot say how much this song and your story resonates with me. Music has always been my escape from everything, and this song is just wow. I know you're gonna blow up one day.

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@oksana6060

3 years ago

who’s here from her tik tok video✋

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@taylorcongdon8788

3 years ago

This song is beautiful and has really helped me. When I want to go back to the old ways your chorus plays in my mind and keeps me on the right path. Great job on this and you’ll go so far!!!

5 |

@TutMasterJohn

3 years ago

Honestly, I feel lucky to have found your Vices video on tiktok two days ago because your music has been playing in my room nonstop. I can’t wait

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@Ghostie03

3 years ago

I honestly love that there's nothing special about the video, it's simple but beautiful. I couldn't help but smile when near the end you saw someone you knew and got a smile across your face

2 |

@deborahtombragel1878

3 years ago

I'm here from tik Tok and this song hits different it makes me think of the trauma I've gone through but it also makes me think of how I've grown and gotten/am getting through all of it.

43 |

@AlanaSAdams

3 years ago

Who’s had this open waiting for hours?? 🙋🏼‍♀️

87 |

@hollyjessup585

3 years ago

I’m going through one of the hardest times in my life rn. I’ve been balling my eyes out listening to this song. Thank you so much

3 |

@erisoria2387

3 years ago

I'm LIVING for this release, tab staying open til midnight.

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