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372,042 Views • Premiered Jun 25, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
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I hope sharing my story inspires you. My life's mission has always been to speak honestly about where I come from and how I got here. To find kindred spirits through music. I am so overwhelmed with all the love over the past few days. I can never thank you enough for listening to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you for letting me share this side of myself with you.
LYRICS:
Verse:
Feel like i’m just passing by
Its not love it’s just a guy
And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
In the morning when he’s gone
I’m alone with all my thoughts
So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
And
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
I really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people,
places i don’t want to be
These vices
Verse:
Is it okay i'm not okay?
I don’t sleep too much these days
and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
Lock my door and shut the blinds
They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
I got habits i can’t hide in the light and
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence
with all
These vices, these vices
Bridge:
Burning through a cigarette
Got somebody in my bed
But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
All the signs are turning red
And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
To regret these
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why im like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
These vices (Oooh)
Written by Mothica, Eva Honey, & Becca Kreuger
Produced by David Burris & Jack Laboz
Mixed by Devon Corey
Mastered by Mike Tuccillo
Follow me:
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twitter.com/dearmothica
Facebook.com/mothicamusic
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Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/1JhiIIXT9DWqEU3BYFZwGA?si=…
Views : 372,042
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 25, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.981 (91/19,285 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-06T23:37:49.695509Z
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YouTube Comments - 822 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
I saw your video on TikTok and immediately went “WHEN DOES THIS COME OUT. THIS IS A MASTERPIECE. I LOVE YOU NOW.”
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This song has been stuck in my head for 24+ hrs and I have not even fully heard it yet!!
462 |
Could see this on the next season of Euphoria
246 |
If you don't end up on trending I'm going to be so disappointed Dx but I'm so excited for this song!
644 |
I'm legit crying. This song speaks to me on so many levels. As a recovering alcoholic and former pill abuser.... thank you!! You are wonderful!!
178 |
Honestly, I feel lucky to have found your Vices video on tiktok two days ago because your music has been playing in my room nonstop. I can’t wait
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who’s here from her tik tok video✋
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Who’s had this open waiting for hours?? 🙋🏼♀️
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Never been hooked on a song so fast I cannot wait to hear the full song only a little under 30min :))
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I was watching a movie when the premiere started and my mom was like: really. You’re listening to music now. And I was like...yes. Cause Mothica.
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my dad has been trying to get sober basically all my life, and reading your story really helps me to realize what he’s going through, this song is amazing thankyou so much❤️
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Everyone is talking about how AMAZING the song is. Don’t get me wrong, I love this song and listen to it on repeat. But I am so incredibly proud of you for being one year sober. To go through everything you did and still be an amazing person is incredible. I’m so happy that you’re still here. Congrats on being clean! ❤️
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"Is it ok I'm not ok?"
God. Damn. I can relate to this, a lot. It's been a couple of years since the worst happened, but hearing this still made me tear up a little.
Thank you for this.
I'm so proud of you, honestly.
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Aussie Metalhead here, just want to say Mothica, your music sends a powerful message that most other music fails to do. Thank you for sharing your story and for what it's worth all your fans (Including myself) appreciate all the effort you put into every video and I hope you're doing well! :)
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I'm LIVING for this release, tab staying open til midnight.
68 |
Literally started crying every time the chorus played. Ily!
53 |
this is really beautiful 💙
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I honestly love that there's nothing special about the video, it's simple but beautiful. I couldn't help but smile when near the end you saw someone you knew and got a smile across your face
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I can genuinely say this song saved my life. Changed my life. Made me understand myself so much more and made me feel so much less alone. I can’t stop listening to it and my therapist has now heard it too. You’re the most groundbreaking artist to hit charts in decades. Holy crap.
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@Mothica
3 years ago (edited)
posting this for memory’s sake.... because of all of you, VICES is no. 11 on the Itunes Pop chart with no record label and NO playlisting! I am honored and so grateful for the response. I want to hug all of you. We are in this together!
UPDATE: 5:43PM JUNE 27 - #2 on POP ITUNES
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