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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jan 31, 2023 ^^
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His face was beautiful, sculpted from the gods.
His skin was the perfect shade, golden in hue.
My hands craved to trace over every scar, every bump, every dip, until his body was seared into my mind.
Kiss after kiss, my heart would crack.
The closer I got to him, the more my heart hurt.
The knowledge of what I would do to him drove me over the edge.
What I had to do to him.
All a lie, they said.
It wasnât a lie, I truly loved him.
But in the end, the ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.
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I never understood how it feels to desire someone,
to appreciate their presence,
Never understood how it feels to sit next to the moon,
and not just stare at it from afar,
I never understood how it feels to be wanted by someone until you fall harder for them than they fell for you,
I never understood, until i met her
then i finally do understand
to let go of what I wanted to understand most
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He was perfect
He was everything iâve dreamed of
Except that night.
That night that he threw all of my dreams away
That night my heart got ripped out of my chest
That night my whole world fell apart
But still do i worship him
His lovely words drugged me
His lovely words made me feel alive
His lovely words are heaven
He is a devil in disguise but i always get lost in those angelic eyes
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How true that title rings. Sometimes in life you have to take chances, you have to expose yourself to the risk of getting hurt in order to maybe, just maybe, find someone whoâs right for you. And sometimes it truly seems like you found comfort, perhaps even peace, but the fragility of shallow connections can make all of this vanish in an instant. I truly thought that I could love again. I truly thought that for once I have found someone like me who accepts me and enjoys being with me. And maybe at times she did. But the more I tried to get closer to her, the more she closed herself to me and pushed me away. I am just tired of this constant search of someone who will accept me. I do not think that I am unworthy, for we are all just people with a story, and maybe this is the end of a chapter in my story. But who wants to read a book which is full with failures and disappointments? And who wants to love a man who has never been truly loved? I really did try to make it work between us but it seems that for you I am just a toy. I doubt that anyone will ever read this, but if you do I hope that you will find some comfort in this comment and music, and know that you are not alone. We are all here, doomed to eternally suffer in this darkness, until a spark comes and we are tasked with catching it. Sometimes we catch it and it runs away, and sometimes it enters our soul, engulfs and lights up our darkness. I am still waiting for that spark to come.
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Her eyes captivate me.
My soul seeks her. Her lips so pure and soft.
My soul wants to be near but my mind says no.
Her hair so pristine and soft. How my eyes gaze at her beauty.
Her skin so tender. I gaze at her hands. Her arms. Her face. My soul is trapped and cries out. Yet only there is silence.
Her eyes so bright. So soft. Just one glance and it tells a story.
How my soul wishes to reach out. Just for one touch. To hear her voice.
Yet fear strikes my soul.
How could it be? So far from my soul.
Like a ship gone a drift.
Further and further it drifts into the horizon.
Oh her beauty. Why does she torment me?
How so much do i desire her. How I lust for her and only her.
Just one kiss. Just one touch.
Oh how i desire her and only her.
Yet it cannot be so.
Further and further i drift.
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whenever i get her to love me,
i seem to make her bored after a while.
because she needs to know,
how willing i am to pursue her in dire times.
that is when i have to fight for her love,
to prove to her, my unyielding loyalty;
- to keep her for a while once more.
when i am drowning in misery of her leaving,
she is tearing my heart open,
to see if it is still love that is inside.
the pain eventually makes me surrender
to the possibility of losing her forever..
and i grow cold, and learn to let go.
that's when she suddenly loves me the most.
and why they say:
if you love her,
let her go.
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At first It was a simple glance
We started to talk for a second
seconds turned to minutes
minutes turned to hours
to the point I could call you a friend
Days went by and our bond strengthend
Days became months
Months beame years
And finally my soul lusted for yours
The lust, The desire for you was marvelous
Yet when our souls touched it would tranish mine
But my soul kept reaching for yours
Your soul was sweet like citrus
Yet the further we touched it came with a sour tinge to it
No longer were you sweet to me but sour
As if I had done something so unforgivable
Although all I did was to get closer
Now there is a sour wall that I no longer can bypass
No longer can I withstand all your sour words
No longer you fill my senses with sweetness or sourness
No longer do you fill me up with anything
You stopped touching my soul
You stopped caring about mine
You left me with just emptyness
While you are filled with mine
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The closer I got to you, the more distant you felt . Until you were no longer there.. i search for you in every crowded place, waiting for you to be carried in by a mysterious air. My soul yearns for our next meeting, Iâm missing you like a root misses its stem, like how the moon cannot exist without the sun. Like the stars that tickle throughout our veins. I canât help but remember your soul from another place.. another time. Its just two souls repeating a tale as old as time.
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To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep,
leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something,
you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
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-Not mine, but pass it around! <33
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@s.y7844
1 year ago
It's like everything i used to pray for is just an empty space now. The beautiful, peaceful mornings i dreamed of; books i listed, movies i told myself i will watch, lessons i've been studying, that pure love i always kept in my heart, dream of being pregnant someday - craving for having my pretty healthy baby in my arms - the garden i always wanted to have just to plant flowers, rooms without fights and screams, the idea of being too away to be hurt... That safe house i always planned to buy for my mom, those foods i was willing to cook and feed everyone, everything i ran from and i was scared of, those songs i used to feel like playing in my veins, strangers with beautiful faces and cold walls in the middle of the winter... i feel like time passed just like in a minute and i am not who i wanted to be. I don't remember what i used to fight for, what i used to dream about, what i used to love. I don't feel love, i don't feel safe, i don't feel like i want to make any move for any dream anymore. Cause they don't feel like my dreams. Wars, forest fires, sicknesses, earthquakes and so many people that hurting... i don't know if things were harder back then but i don't fit this century and my soul is like screaming inside. sometimes i feel like God forgot me here and he won't come back to fix anything. And i am scared that i will find myself in this endless empty space forever.
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