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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Mar 20, 2023 ^^
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As loneliness penetrates my soul,
I wander through the depths unknown,
An ache, a void, an empty toll,
Where shadows dance, where I'm alone.
Through winding paths, I make my way,
Seeking solace, fearing companions' sway.
A kindred spirit, where love holds reign,
To mend the wounds of days gone gray.
Yet in this solitude, a sacred space,
I learn to dance with my own sorrow's embrace.
To find resilience in the depths, I chase,
And embrace each new tomorrow with grace.
For loneliness, though it may invade,
Can teach me lessons, make me unafraid.
To find strength in the depths, both dark and grayed,
And embrace the power within my soul's crusade.
So let the loneliness flow and seep,
For in its depths, I shall find my keep.
That colors my soul, with hues so sweet,
A tapestry woven, where shadows meet.
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Yesterday my best friend of 2 years cut me out of her life. I totally deserve it. 2 years ago, which is just before I met her, my parents pulled me out of therapy because they thought I was just lazy and looking for attention. in reality, my mental health was only getting worse. I pushed away my friends (it worked because they hate me now), focused only on my misery, and gave up on life. but then I met her. She was amazing, the best thing that has ever happened to me. every time I got a text from her I was so happy. I loved every second we spent together. these past 2 years, she's been with me at my worst and my best. recently my mental health became bad again. I started doing the same things and I didn't notice. She blocked me. it's okay that she did that. Thanks to that I talked my mom back into therapy. I did what she always told me to do. She's the best friend I've ever had but I'm sorry she had to meet me. I've always been a horrible person and friend. I'll miss her. I just hope that she's happier without me and that shell makes her dreams come true. The fact that I'll never talk to her again is sad but that's life, right?
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Bless be upon it, a squirrel disappearing up the tree
a Woodpecker echoing the forest's heartbeat
peaceful, healing harmony around
chaotic and disorderly yet still breaths
lost in itself, ignorant, innocent, indifferent
yet nothing less than home it feels
you want to dissolve in it
and losing yourself in its lostness
seems more kind than being lost inside your closed eyes
To escape life like cigarette smoke
slowly dissolving into a warm summer breeze
would be more kind than the numbness of nicotine
day after day
day after day
The squirrel leaves, and the Woodpecker hates itself
Yet the forest still breaths, and nothing less than home
it should feel.
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@mingimoo
1 year ago
some days, i feel most safe with some random strangers in the comments section. we are usually here because of pain insides us and sharing that pain makes it feel less likely to take a toll on us. like a cup overfilling but you pour into other cups to make it stop. its like sharing our pain so our pain stops. even if its for a small amount of time
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