Views : 16,892,666
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Sep 24, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.946 (7,368/541,823 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:45:59.768501Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
this song changed my life. I was put on a too high dose of ADHD medication and hospitalised for psychotic symptoms about 4 weeks ago.
That first night, I listened to this song and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I've never cried that much inmy life.
And then I listened again
And Again
and then I watched the video
And I didn't even notice the details. I just connected and FELT his pain. It was the same pain I was in. The same. Pain.
2 days later, I spent the last of my money (I was still in hospital) on concert tickets to his show (its coming up at the end of July).
It was the happiest I'd ever felt in my life at this point. Someone who has GENUINELY, through the power of music, SAVED MY LIFE, and now I had spent the last of my savings on these tickets - and its the first time in a long time I genuinely appreciated a purchase, something to look forward to.
A week later, I trigger warning
Tried to kill myself, even when I was in the hospital. I ran out. LAte at night. I was just like the scene at the start, with the plan, the note to mum and dad. I was ready to go.
I didn't do it
And 3 weeks later, here today, rewatching this video, I cry even fucking more and I just feel SO FUCKING HAPPY I DIDNT GIVE IN, IM SO GLAD I DIDNTKILL MYSELF AND IM SO GLAD IM 'FOOKIN ALIVE (AS HE WOULD SAY)
And I genuinely have this video to thank for that.
I watched it a hundred times in the last month.
I played the song on repeat more than most.
I used to write songs myself and I used to never complete them out of fear of how they may influence others negatively.
As a writer, I know that that is a common fear.
YOUR MUSIC SAVED MY LIFE, WHEN I WAS SITTING IN MY ROOM WITH MY HEAD IN MY HANDS AND REALITY DIDNT MATCH UP, WHEN 8 YEARS OF RITALIN AND AMPHETAMINE DEPENDENCE FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH ME. WHEN EVERYTHING HIT ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS AND I COULDNT TAKE IT AND I NEVER WANTED TO DIE MORE THAN THIS MOMENT.
YOUR SONG
SAVED
MY
LIFE.
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This song reminds me of my son.
He's 13. He's starting to go out with friends but it's hard for him. I love him and hope he'll find a reason to smile out there....I try my best but when I was his age it was the same for me... depression and insomnia run deep in our family. Stay strong drakko....you'll find a reason to smile if you look hard enough....
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This is my fav YUNGBLUD music video because the story line is incredible, I love everything from the plot to the clothes and of course the song's meaning. I discovered this talented artist last week and I need to say that I am obsessed because he talks about what we young people suffer everyday in this society through his awesome songs.
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This song made me sad for my son, while I don't understand what he is thinking, I get mad, I yell, I feel bad, I repeat. It's the cycle itself that is creating his problems. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe I am a bad father, for wanting the best and not knowing how to get through to him. Thank you for this song Yungblod!
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I found Dom during lockdown and I can say for certain that he got me through a lot of difficult, lonely moments where I questioned my own self worth more than I'd like to admit. I was lucky enough to be able to see his concert recently in Cardiff and as usual, he was incredibly warm, kind and welcoming. I could not be more thankful to be a part of this family. Long live The Black Hearts!
🖤🖤🖤
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@yungblud
3 years ago
shout out to my bear 🐻
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