Views : 3,627,121
Genre: Education
Date of upload: May 8, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.975 (967/153,365 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T14:36:12.787371Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
There are two phrases that my mother always repeated: "If you can't do something RIGHT, then don't do it AT ALL!" and later, when I felt depressed because of that and didn't do anything because I was afraid of making mistakes, she said "You're lazy, you won't achieve anything if you keep doing nothing!"
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my parents have said a lot of hurtful things to me but the one that hurt me the most was when my mom told she regretted giving birth to me. I really cried that day.Iwas only 13 when she said that.Then she said that two more times when I Was 15 I told her what she said hurt me she didn't care she was laughing and being proud of what she said.
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Stuff Iâve learned while with a toxic mother:
⢠The sound of her car coming into the garage
⢠The sound of her footsteps
⢠When she is mad but doesnât show it so I know to stay away until she calms down
⢠The difference between play-fighting and secretly hurting me
⢠How to stay calm when publicly humiliated
Iâm still fighting anxiety and depression while this is going on đđ
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Honestly this video hurts a lot. I was forced to grow up very fast after I turned 11 and was molested by a close family friend three seperate times until he ran away. Also doing the same to a few of his nephews before leaving. Ever since then my innocence was shattered and most of these things except being told I was an accident weren't even seen as problems. Im 20 years old now, turning 21 soon. Yet I carry so much truama from my childhood. My Mom has gotten a lot better now that I'm an adult; but when I was 16 I fought her boyfriend several times after he put his hands on my Mom. Defending her from her abuser; and she took his side and let him back into the home. After a few more fights I moved out at 17, and returned a little over a year and a half later after winding up homeless for a few months of that. Thankfully he was gone, and that's when my Mom apologized for everything. But it hurts; so much to think back on half the shit I've done. I'm leaving out so much here; but I have been through the ring of abuse so much. These videos are hurting my soul because I can't help but watch them; and hate myself for just how commonly I can relate to things in them. I'm a broken person; and my fucking head hurts. All the time.
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@Psych2go
3 years ago
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