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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Pillow: ill hold your tears and screams
Blanket: ill hide you from the world
Tissue: ill stop your nose from running
Room:ill keep you safe
Mirror: I won't judge you
Music: ill help you feel better
Sometimes objects help us more than people, they won't judge us and they'll just be there.
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For everyone who has thoughts of ending it all I need you to do only one thing.Tomorrow when you wake up don't check your phone, don't talk to nobody, just put your clothes and shoes on, get your keys and go for a walk. While on that walk think about your father as a child. All of the trials he lived through, his first love, his first heartbreak, his first job, first car, him having his child (you). Think about him. Forgive him about all of the mistakes he made and thank him about everything he gave you. Now make a decision. Make a decision to give it just one more try. Start everything on a clean slate. Delete the old person you used to be. Today you carry the torch and there is weight on your shoulders. That weight is what is going to make u strong on your journey. Just give it one more chance. One step.
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My eyes = reading comments
My ears = listening to the song
My hand = scrolling down
My mouth = singing the song
My mind = remembering
My heart = crying
AFTER:
at school: fake a smile
at home: acting normal and happy
at night: crying
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The fact that internet people know us better than our parents 😢 😭
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Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend
-not mine but pass it around <3
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"Too many things I keep on my own until they become tears"
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I just can't , I just can't stop overthinking about that " people will judge me " , I wanna live my life the way I want but I can't , I am afraid , Idk why, Idk what's happening. I just overthink anything, the thing which is not even possible, I still think about that. My friend who passed away 6 months ago, I get hallucinations about him, I see him in my dreams, I miss him, Idk what's happening around me , Idk where I am heading to....
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It's getting worse and worse. It feels like the whole world is running forward and I just can't keep up. I'm tired. I'm alone. I never felt myself so lonely. I just want it all to stop.
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Reading these comments hurt like hell on earth….. thank you everyone for being here for the ones in pain and in their own thoughts. You know it’s extremely hard for us to express what goes on in our minds and sometimes even our own blood isn’t people you can turn to and ask for help… paying a therapist is crazy, to pay someone to save your life? That shit is sad.. idk but I hope we all get out alive and better.
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For everyone thinking of ending it.
Dont.
Do this: in the morning, wake up, dress, eat an egg for proteins, then go for a nice run and while doing that run, put some music while thinking about life. Remove old you.
Make a promise even if its small, "from now on i will make my bed, and dress!".
It will help you so much.
Put happy songs, even if you dont want to. Trust me, your mental health will skyrocket to the better.
Get a job like a 9-5.
It will keep you busy and learn how to work, giving you hope.
Watch a podcast, remember of your parents and forgive the mistakes they made. Its ok.
And the most important thing,Pray. God is here for you,no matter what.
Im not an expert in the bible,but i do know God is doing this for your benefit even if it seems not to work. Just put your whole life
trust in him.
Also,try to work out like Today ima do 20 pushups! tommorow i will do 25! and so on...
Im with you, so what do you say, wanna do it or not? This is your last chance.
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I'm not okay and no one is here to comfort me but i feel better after reading these comments........i feel like everyone is going through the same thing but we all are here to comfort each other ❤
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Just the feeling of wanting to be alone and cry all you want. With nobody asking you nothing at all. That's me right now 😔😔😔
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No matter how beautiful the sky looks, it also cries by shedding its drops...
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100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong
i recently lost someone dear to me and writing this helped me so who ever reads this remember their was a reason for it i dont believe in coincidences goodluck and live a good life
♥♥
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“They never notice sadness until it becomes anger” a lot of people don’t but those few and far between care they do they really do
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I lost my childhood friend due to cancer in 2018, I cried for days and he was the first who broke my walls that I put up... he.. was a brother from another mother and I am crying as I type this I miss him so much, he was always there for me and when I found out that he was gone I cried my heart out till I lost my voice and no tears came out he was the first any only one who got close to me... I see him in my dreams comforting me I may be almost 19 now but I still miss him, I love and miss you Jackson mason I hope to see you on the other side one day
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Hey you. Yes, you. You're probably scrolling through the comments, like I am, reading all these motivational comments. If you are reading this at night, you should get some sleep, and don't stress about everything going on in the world, or what you are going through. Don't dwell on things from the past, don't stress on your future. Just live your life, because you only get one. Do whatever makes you happy, not what other people want from you.
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If you are feeling down, remember : Life has ups and downs, no matter how bad you feel you will always get better in the end. Have an amazing day 😘
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@ZoroDjr
10 months ago
Am I the only one who holds back tears everyday and feels like nobody care about me
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