@anareh

1 week ago

So, There is this guy whom i have known for almost 3 years now , he is an army brat and i feel like he hates me because we practically had an argument in the first week of our session we were in grade 9th back then and he didn't have any friends back then , and now he thinks that i hate him to but ohh I wish someone could tell him how I feel when he looks at me even for a second, it feels oddly weird something which i have never felt , i don't know why but whenever i look at him and find him laughing at what his friend said or playing basketball ( which he is really good it) this song summertime sadness i feel like it starts playing , knowing the fact that i will be leaving soon and then he will just be in my memories, i soo wish i could tell him how he much he means and how he is always there in every poem i write , i might deny the fact that my poems aren't towards anyone but i know deep down how well i describe him in my poems and quotes . This thing shocks me quite a bit that we have been classmates for 3 years and yet we never even shared a word with eachother even when the teacher once assigned us a task together we both did it and cordinate without even sharing a word with each other (me because i was too shy to do so and him , well i dont know..) , i sometimes soo wish i could tell him that all those paintings were about him , but i guess i can never because i messed up in the very beginning even befor we could become friends, i soo wish that i could know what he thinks about me I SWEAR ONE-SIDED LOVE IS THE MOST PAINFUL

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