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Lyrics:
I swear I've tried everything
cut the coffee for some tea
cutting friends off who were mean
and i tried to get more sleep
but the roots are planted so deep
do you think that you could love me
if I can't get happy
and I got back on my meds
thought I was clearin up my head
but its been 18 hours
and probably 5 words that I've said..
and you make me feel lovely
but I'm a different kind of hungry
and I can't get happy
and I fixed things with my dad
told everyone that I'm not sad
cause I should be progressing by 20
shouldn't I
but my brothers gettin taller
and I'm only feeling smaller
and I can't get happy
I'm scared I might fade away
if no one tells me I'm okay
cause people seem to look right through me
these days
its not that I want your pity
i just want someone to see me
no I don't want your pity
I just want someone to see me
cause I can't get happy
oh I can't get happy
so if you don't call..
i don't blame you at all
Views : 99,646
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 15, 2019 ^^
Rating : 4.979 (30/5,786 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-02-01T11:09:44.22951Z
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YouTube Comments - 309 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
"I swear I've tried everything
cut the coffee for some tea
cutting friends off who were mean
and I tried to get more sleep
but the roots are planted so deep
do you think that you could love me
if I can't get happy"
Words can't explain how much I relate to that.
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Beautiful voice. Beautiful soft ukulele sound. Beautiful lyrics. Beautiful vibes. Love you❤️
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This song came about at the perfect time for me. I felt so alone in my unhappiness. My parents are forcing me to go to a rehab or they'll never speak to me again - at the same time I'm losing every "friend" I had in this process. When the world feels like its swallowing me up, this song makes me feel okay. I listened it on repeat like 20 times yesterday.
I super relate to the line "but my brother's getting taller, and I'm only getting smaller" because both my brothers are super tall and can't do any wrong in my parents' eyes
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On some occasions, this song makes me smile for the calm energy it carries. On other occasions, it helps me find comfort in sadness
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Your voice is so smooth, thank you so much for this song. It really helped me tonight
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Kailee never disappoints!!❤
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i feel these lyrics on a soul deep level 😕
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Just came from TikTok 'cause the lyrics really get me. I mean my day wasn’t great and your voice and this song make me feel so soft.
I just need a hug.
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Kailee your voice is of angels. Beautiful in every way. Thank you. 😍
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this song makes me feel seen.
i experience happiness and love and better moods, but i'm not happy. i feel like there's something wrong with me but i can't do anything to fix it.
your soul is beautiful, thank you for creating this song <3
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i still come back to this song every now and then
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I'm sending you a virtual hug ❤😢
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10 seconds in it and i’m already in love
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I can relate on the lyrics hardcore, i'm truly sorry you feel the way that you do or the way you felt. And I am pretty sure I mainly understand what you're feeling. I've been feeling very depressed lately and pretty much hopeless, wanting to be gone but having people who want me to stay. It's the only reason I am not gone yet. I love a lot and I don't want to hurt people, but in that process I am hurting myself by even being alive. But I have been working very hard on trying to get better and trying to feel better, have been going to therapy for years now and I am still trying to let therapy help me and only now am I starting to feel the help from therapy that I feel I deserve. But yeah, I am so grateful for your music and listening to your songs has made me feel so much better many times, one of the things that I never wanna let go is being able to listen to music. I love music and I love listening to artists like you, Billie Eilish, Lana Del Rey etc. and I am very grateful for having that that can make me feel good, make me feel a bit of hope. Thank you.
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this song is THE MOST relatable thing i've ever heard. Kailee, you are so amazing and i know life can be tough, especially when you struggle with depression and/or anxiety, but please know you have people out there that you are connecting with and who you are literally saving with your music. I personally feel validated in my own depression, just hearing this song. Thank you so much for your music
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💙I'm scared I might fade away
If no one tells me I'm okay
Cause people seem to look right through me these days
It's not that I want your pity
I just want someone to hear me
No, I don't want your pity
I just want someone to see me💙
I felt that part the most.
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You need to produce this as a song I absolutely love it
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i come back to this song quite often cause it always makes me feel better
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These lyrics are everything. So honest. I'm living for this song 🖤
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@Finchsaviary
5 years ago
one of the very few music artists who can write AND sing. Your lyrics are incredible and deep. 11/10 my favorite music artist rn
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