I wrote this when i was too sad to move, all static, no tune baby

Lyrics:

I swear I've tried everything
cut the coffee for some tea
cutting friends off who were mean
and i tried to get more sleep
but the roots are planted so deep
do you think that you could love me
if I can't get happy

and I got back on my meds
thought I was clearin up my head
but its been 18 hours
and probably 5 words that I've said..
and you make me feel lovely
but I'm a different kind of hungry
and I can't get happy

and I fixed things with my dad
told everyone that I'm not sad
cause I should be progressing by 20
shouldn't I
but my brothers gettin taller
and I'm only feeling smaller
and I can't get happy

I'm scared I might fade away
if no one tells me I'm okay
cause people seem to look right through me
these days
its not that I want your pity
i just want someone to see me
no I don't want your pity
I just want someone to see me

cause I can't get happy
oh I can't get happy

so if you don't call..
i don't blame you at all

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