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Lyrics:
I swear I've tried everything
cut the coffee for some tea
cutting friends off who were mean
and i tried to get more sleep
but the roots are planted so deep
do you think that you could love me
if I can't get happy
and I got back on my meds
thought I was clearin up my head
but its been 18 hours
and probably 5 words that I've said..
and you make me feel lovely
but I'm a different kind of hungry
and I can't get happy
and I fixed things with my dad
told everyone that I'm not sad
cause I should be progressing by 20
shouldn't I
but my brothers gettin taller
and I'm only feeling smaller
and I can't get happy
I'm scared I might fade away
if no one tells me I'm okay
cause people seem to look right through me
these days
its not that I want your pity
i just want someone to see me
no I don't want your pity
I just want someone to see me
cause I can't get happy
oh I can't get happy
so if you don't call..
i don't blame you at all
Views : 99,646
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 15, 2019 ^^
Rating : 4.979 (30/5,786 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-02-01T11:09:44.22951Z
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YouTube Comments - 309 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
one of the very few music artists who can write AND sing. Your lyrics are incredible and deep. 11/10 my favorite music artist rn
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On some occasions, this song makes me smile for the calm energy it carries. On other occasions, it helps me find comfort in sadness
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Beautiful voice. Beautiful soft ukulele sound. Beautiful lyrics. Beautiful vibes. Love you❤️
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This song came about at the perfect time for me. I felt so alone in my unhappiness. My parents are forcing me to go to a rehab or they'll never speak to me again - at the same time I'm losing every "friend" I had in this process. When the world feels like its swallowing me up, this song makes me feel okay. I listened it on repeat like 20 times yesterday.
I super relate to the line "but my brother's getting taller, and I'm only getting smaller" because both my brothers are super tall and can't do any wrong in my parents' eyes
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💙I'm scared I might fade away
If no one tells me I'm okay
Cause people seem to look right through me these days
It's not that I want your pity
I just want someone to hear me
No, I don't want your pity
I just want someone to see me💙
I felt that part the most.
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i still come back to this song every now and then
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song still gets me
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i feel these lyrics on a soul deep level 😕
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i come back to this song quite often cause it always makes me feel better
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to everyone feeling this way. as someone who sufers from depresion. go seak help. meds are SO MUCH HELP. like the right meds are like night and day.
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Just realized this is the sample for Foster's & Zaini's upcoming song "I Tried Everything" I'm so happy that I found this gem
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Just came from TikTok 'cause the lyrics really get me. I mean my day wasn’t great and your voice and this song make me feel so soft.
I just need a hug.
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These lyrics are everything. So honest. I'm living for this song 🖤
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I'm full on scared of becoming happy, my life has always beat me down every time I feel good for too long. Coincidently, I've been dealt horrible situations for only trying to get ahead. After 15+ years almost 30, I feel I've adapted to the sadness and keep my depression at bay. I also don't know how to handle myself. If you knew my situations involving (every time I have a chance to remember "happy" I always lose it soon after, from something or someone I have no control of.) I'm afraid to be happy.
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Kailee your voice is of angels. Beautiful in every way. Thank you. 😍
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Put this on spotify 🥺🥺🥺🥺
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this song makes me feel seen.
i experience happiness and love and better moods, but i'm not happy. i feel like there's something wrong with me but i can't do anything to fix it.
your soul is beautiful, thank you for creating this song <3
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Kailee never disappoints!!❤
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Your voice is so smooth, thank you so much for this song. It really helped me tonight
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@cherryrot
5 years ago
"I swear I've tried everything cut the coffee for some tea cutting friends off who were mean and I tried to get more sleep but the roots are planted so deep do you think that you could love me if I can't get happy" Words can't explain how much I relate to that.
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