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00:00 - Dust collector
00:28 - Safe, Now Harris Cole
00:48 - Yves Tumor Limerence
06:16 Hi TEMPOREX (slowed)
07:39 - Nice boys
12:19 - jack stauber new normal
13:39 - Undertale OST 020 Mysterious Place
14:23 - Warm nights
16:10 - School rooftop (but sadder)
16:28 - Aglow Karamel Kel (intro)
20:42 - OMORI OST Title
21:18 - jack stauber dead weight instrumental
24:21 - Every day bo en
27:22 - Yoshi Island Ending Theme pt.2
27:58 - jackstauber just take my wallet
29:28 - Clair De Lune
32:58 - Richter jack stauber (slowed)
34:12 - It’s been so long nostalgic version
36:01 - Aftermath Caravan Palace
39:22 - OMORI OST 155 Treehouse Here Ae Are, Together Again
40:40 - instupendo six forty seven
42:39 - Browser history Grahem Kartna
44:55 - Windows 96 Deep Swim
49:09 - ??
53:31 - cigarette duet intro
54:35 - hey kids slowed intro on loop
I OWN NONE OF THIS MUSIC
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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Nov 27, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.982 (219/47,668 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I dont want to be dead. But sometimes I want to stop existing. I just wanna go where the soul rest before been born.
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Image triggered me because I live in a trailer with my parents and sibling. I don't even have an actual room. My parents sacrificed half of the kitchen to give me a room. After 2019 ended everything became worse , like the world lost it's mind. Grew up in a trailer , pretty much I can't go outside to play. I just stay inside , a cat would mostly be my only best friend I can count on . I just brush my teeth , use the bathroom, take a bath sometimes , eat or don't eat, lay with the cat , and sleep all day or night. Nothing special unless it is something like a birthday or going somewhere like the grocery store or like that. I am grateful that I will be going to a concert with my dad to see our favorite. I hug my mom everytime I get the chance for no reason and the same for my dad. Me and my sibling at least to play something with each other. I like to draw or sketch , I don't really see the difference anyways. Struggling with depression and I have done some things i wish I could share but it's very personal. If you want details about the cat I love, I'll tell you. The cat is a boy . He is a chocolate point Siamese , he is sweet and he is very loud and talkative. He loves being brushed if it's my special hairbrush. He tries to spend quality time with everyone. Also he is scared of new people. Just wanted to vent a bit. Ik there will be those people that think they are funny because they made fun of someone's life . Bye.
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finally a playlist that isnt just viral tiktok sounds
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I feel like a walking corpse, everyday feels so dull and ugly. I take my medication, it keeps my emotions under control, and I let the horrible emptiness well up inside me again. I feel like I’m slowly losing my humanity, becoming a shell of a person. I want to disappear, to not exist. I’m so tired, yet I drag myself through the day. I want to sleep forever.
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I love these kinds of playlists, but my brain always makes me read comments and seeing what all of you people post about your life is honestly hearbreaking. I hope that anyone who sees this has a good life and makes it past any problems they are going through.
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the vibes of this remind me of when I used to sleep in a literal closet when my parents were fighting because it was too loud
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This playlist really hit hard.
Everyday is really just the same, wake up, go to school, feel like shit, come home, do homework, lay in bed and repeat. I feel like a ghost, everyone walks through me, no one sees me, I dont care about myself or anyone anymore. I get tired and tired everyday and only want to dream, I want to stare at the stars and dream, dream about a better world where struggle doesn't exist, worries dont exist and I can actually get through the day without feeling like a damn ghost or insect. I hate everyone I meet and I distance myself from people. I just want to lay under the stars and dream with my cat next to me..I just want to feel okay.
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Every day is the same.
Adulthood promised freedom
Fresh into it, but I'm afraid nothing has changed
I'm still under their control
They keep their grip on me tight
They do everything they can to keep my dependent on them
I've realized too late how isolated my life is
They want to keep me close but the tighter they pull, the further I wanna run away
They make me feel bad for wanting anything different, "Life doesn't work that way"
Why do I owe them for my existence? For living such a terrible life?
Now I really do feel trapped within my own home.
My own life. The same one I've come to want to let go of so bad
but I'm too much of a coward to do so.
It's become an inescapable cycle; their words against mine.
It's tiring. I'm tired. So tired
And at the end of the day, I'm left to wonder if anything will ever change
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I’m at the stage where I’ve already accepted all of my past traumatic experiences and overcame all that I used to struggle through. I normally get uncomfortable and negative feelings whenever I see something that’s labeled “traumacore,” because the last time I listened to something that was “traumacore,” I was actually going through things and it made me so uncomfortable I threw up. This playlist completely changed my mind, and I now have changed my perspective after giving this playlist a try. I initially did this to overcome my fear of these “traumacore” related things, like the images and the music associated with this genre. Since I’m already healed from my past, listening to this reminded me of the forbidden past that I try my best to suppress, but this time, I’m visiting my memories as an outsider, and somewhere along the way, I find something beautiful that wasn’t in the original memory, like a flower. Listening to this beautiful yet dark playlist helped me reminisce on these painful yet meaningful memories I had and tried my best to forget. Listening to this playlist let me feel safe and happy that I am no longer where I used to be, but also I could feel safe holding these memories without them ever hurting me again. I normally never leave comments at all, but this video specifically really gave me emotions I never knew I needed. So thank you for creating this.
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the background reminds me of all my years in small, bug infested trailers. where my single mother didn't work and could barley keep me and my other 3 siblings afloat. it makes me reflect how i managed to stay happy in those struggling times. i grew up fast. saw reality fast. my childhood was short, but sweet. i'm thankful for everything i have now. grateful for everything. 2018 was the last year my family lived in a trailer. my parents got back together and moved into a small house i still live in today. we used to make small income through 2018-2021, but recently our family is finally moving up to being the average middle class. i'm so grateful.
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This playlist is oddly comforting. Like, in a bittersweet sense.
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i remember the apartment i used to live in as a kid was built around the 1970s, during which the ussr occupied my country, and the whole neighborhood was like that. old but not rotting, every building and floor built during a different time. the grey scratchy carpeted floor of my bedroom was coming up but not broken, so i would move it like waves. i could always tell when the buildings were built, every singe one had a different vibe and style. the easiest were the occupation times' ones. there was a giant skyscaper office building across the street but it was made of greyish brown stone with small windows, it always seemed empty. to its side was a parking lot i liked to run around in, to its front was a lake that was made out of a bomb crater. we lived on a hill, behind the office was a park that was heavily wooded. i only went there a few times, since my family liked to stay inside,it had a fun naturepark themed playground. recently they built a modern apartment building next to the office. i went to my grandmas house often, it was built over 100 years ago, before our occupation and its was like a time capsule. i slept with my grandma, next to me on the wall was a painting of my relative, only son of the previous occupant of the room, he was taken to a camp and never came back. his "grave" has the same photo as the painting. then i found the internet and wih it the bright and modern world of american television, it was nothing like my world. now i cant speak my mother tounge as well as english, i feel shameful. they fixed the office building recently, its a warm grey now. and the old buildings that were doing okay are now almost rotting or like brand new. there was a new apartment being built in an empty plot near my old home where i used to build snowmen. i live with my grandma now and the house has been filled with items from the current time, the room with the painting is completly mine now, messy, dusty,cluttered and nothing like when i slept here as a kid. i see him every day, he hangs next to my baby photo,looking at me.
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I’ve always heard that social media is the reason why most of our generation is depressed. I guess that may be true for some people, but for me, music and social media is the only way I am distracted from my own thoughts.
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Does anyone else listen to playlists like these and imagine their lives as a psychological horror rpg about mental illness?
No? Just me? Okay-
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the time between 12-17 years of my life i lived in an 80s ussr building on the 10th floor, and sometimes i would open up the window and wonder if its better to step forward and fall as my brother did
i had thick curtains that completely blocked the light, and i would lay in bed in this dark room all day
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I wish a day of no stress will come . for me , for you , for us. All of us. Im sleepy everyday. I cant sleep anymore.
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We're gonna make it. We're all gonna make it
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honestly i feel so stuck and alone to the point i dont understand why im trying at all.. despite what goes on in my life i always keep feeling the same way no matter what. whenever i wake up there's this urge to just lay and do nothing but cry and it just becomes so dreadful to the point i realize how much tired i am of trying. whenever i think of these thoughts i wonder where everything went wrong. i miss how my life used to be of no worries and no expectation on being someone successful. now im always contemplating whether im choosing the right path. so many problems and i dont have any answers for them im not prepared for the future at all and i feel like im gonna explode any second
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Unironically, the playlists on your channel are a few of the best "Core"-Mixes I ever found!
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@kittensparkle6514
2 years ago
every day i fantasize about shifting into a warped reality where everything is like a dream, and i am alone. nothing to worry about nothing to feel. this music is the closest i get to feeling like i can accomplish that.
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