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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jan 25, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.982 (372/81,461 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:02:59.575319Z
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I discovered backrooms, then liminal spaces, then weirdcore, dreamcore, traumacore, etc. This world is absolutely fascinating, it's like an expansion of the mind that you can only experiment in dreams and nightmares but you do it while you are awake in reality. I'm so grateful for finding this internet universe
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I really relate to this title, "I forgot again..."
there's not a day or two that goes by without me not forgetting something, it's stupid, it's either simple tasks or just literally anything important.
I'm known as the forgetful one in my family, my parents have tried everything to let me remember simple things, like setting alarms or reminders, but even I cant remember to put that in.
it's stupid.
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Seeing some people here have also experienced extreme memory loss is something I find comfort in knowing. I haven't been in any major accidents in my life, and yet nearly all my memories of just even a few years ago have disappeared.
I can recognize some people in my past, though a feeling of unfamiliarity will hit me instead of nostalgia. Almost all moments I've shared with my family and old friends are either just a blur or something I've lost forever. Pictures remain, and those are the only things that remind me of my recent past, and even those are scarce.
Again, I'm extremely glad I'm able to relate to the people in this comment section. I can find solace in the fact that I'm not alone.
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When people leave me, I slowly lose my memories of them until it feels like they never existed. It hurts sometimes because I can feel the slow decline of my moments with them. And when I make new friends, I wonder how long it'll be until they're strangers again. Some of them were in a lot of my important memories, so I either forget they were there or I forget it all. It's gotten to a point where I've forgotten parts of myself because of the memories associated with the people.
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// vent
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being honest? i cant remember my childhood or anything below 13, the most i remember i shows i watched, but never with my family.
i knew about this since a few weeks ago, when i was just babbling to my boyfriend how forgetful i was again. it somehow spiraled to me breaking down, he said that forgetting is a way to cope and how traumatized i was without realizing it. im very glad to have someone like him to help me, he was able to open my eyes and give me love i never had...
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I just found this playlist and honestly, it makes me feel extremely comforted and at peace. I experienced a lot of traumatic things during my childhood and thus my mind tried to repress them so I could at least try to live a happy life and not think about my trauma all the time. But of course, not all things are good and so with my mind trying to repress certain memories it ended up repressing memories that weren't harmful to me. So basically I've forgotten my entire childhood. I'm almost 15 now and even memories from when I was 12 or 13 are a blur. Not to mention whenever I open up about things that have happened to me I feel like I lied. I know I didn't but the feeling is still there. I just wish my mind would actually repress the trauma and not the good memories.
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I wrote a poem about falling in love with someone but having memory loss problems. Writing is my way coping and part of the poem is actually what I’ve gone through.
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I fell in love with a girl
Who has honey in her voice
Hair the color of syrup
She’s short with fair skin
Her face had freckles
It turned red at every touch
Her hand fit so perfectly in mine
And her smile was so bright
I fell in love with a girl
Who I think had honey in her voice
She might’ve had hair the color of syrup
I believe she was short with fair skin
I remember her face had freckles
And how it turned red at every touch
I recall how perfectly our hands fit together
And how bright it got when she smiled
I fell in love with a girl
Who’s voice I can’t remember
Who’s hair I’m told was once syrup
Who is taller and skin tanner then in my memories
Her face didn’t have freckles
She never showed any emotions
I thought our hands fit perfectly, now I’m unsure
Her smile was once burned into my mind
I fell in love with a girl
Who’s voice I can no longer hear
And hair I can no longer see
Who I can’t remember anything about
Her face now a blur in my mind
And personality always blank
I forgot if our hands actually fit or not
Her smile now faded from my mind
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Ik it’s not the best poem but if it wasn’t for pictures or the fact I’m still friends with people who also knew her, I wouldn’t remember her. She was my first love and I can remember that feeling but not so much her
Edit: We had started talking again for month but now we’re back to not talking
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@fryesuperfan
2 years ago
when you're in conversation and they ask "Do you remember when..." and you dont. you panic to try to remember.
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