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just realized I've been in love with my best friend for 6 years and just repressed it so much that i forgot about it so this was timely โ
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Ok so Iโm only listening to this playlist because me (f) was fake dating my best friend (f) but then we both caught feelings and started dating. Iโm pan, just so u know. We dated for like 4 months. I got sick like a month ago. So, I got sick and didnโt go to school for 3 weeks, thatโs how bad it was. But when I was gone from school, she got a crush. When I went back to school, she had the nerve to even SHOW me the damn love letter that she was gonna give her crush (f). So she told me that she finally had the courage to tell her crush. Well I missed out a day and didnโt go to school. Good thing I didnโt go cause that day she told her crush, but her crush rejected her because her crush was dating someone else. Well yesterday, she told me during lunch what happened. And she DARE act all in love with me. For example she started asking me for hugs, cuddles, forehead kisses, etc. she even kissed me on my hand. She doesnโt like to be touch or to be given much attention. She only allowed me to do those things when we were dating. I donโt know what to do anymore because Iโm trying to see other people but she kinda gets in the way and now Iโm so tired because of this.
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im happy that the people i fall for, fall in love with other people. im lithromantic so its better than them loving me back.
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Ok so I'm officially obsessed with this playlist
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I watched my lover fall out of love with me and fall for someone else, it destroyed me because of how much I cared
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"That's cute!" me pointing to the polaroid my crush had at the back of his phone which contained a picture of him and his girlfriend hugging.
My heart was torn to pieces that day and yet I was smiling so hard in front of him, acting like I was so happy for them that my cheeks actually twitched because of how fake it was. I ran straight to the bathroom afterwards and started bawling.
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happens every time. Iโve liked this guy for around a year and since I have no confidence whatsoever he keeps going to my other friend. right in front of me.
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That happens every time. Itโs not like I would be shocked if this happened again
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underrated. also felt that. sorry to anyone who feels this
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I feel nothing anymore. I've been broken so many times. It still hurts. I only feel pain. I have it bottled up. Im too afraid to break it. Why does it hurt..
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This playlist is a vibe
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i was feeling sad but at 16:30 i was like ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ
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I've been in love with my friend for almost 2 years.. But he found someone smarter pretty, nice, cool, PERFECT! And I actually did see him fall in love with her๐ฐ And she was my FRIEND...๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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iโve just listen 15 minutes and itโs hitting too much
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48:16 still cry over this song
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Thatโs nice, you guys found love at some point
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This is basically all that ever happens to me lol. But I wish everyone else the best and that it works in your favor. #lotsoflove
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40:06 I just realized what this song is, even if it isn't, this is about transgenders- "I'll be a better man", "would you love me more, if I killed someone for you?" (Their original identity), "I tell her that it's me but she doesn't recognize", and the end just confirms it. "You have to understand that, the one I killed is me- changing what I was," and "I hope it makes you happy, cause their is just no turning back" LIKE BRO- THIS COULD BE A Female -> Male Trans song :,]
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During my first year of uni i lived in a international student residence. When I saw him for the first time I knew that this guy got me. Iโm overweight and pretty insecure but fun, we started hang out, with other friend of his, sometimes alone. I saw him so exaggeratedly perfect, smart, cute, sexy, rich and really funny. I started to obsess, suffer and listen to sad music, tried to do anything he might need for him but still strongly hide my feelings. The way he looked at me and treated me felt like he really liked me( romantically) but he talked about other girls all the time and was in love with one particular girl from his hometown. He and his friends started calling hot girls with her surname, like an inside joke between them, obviously she was bella hadid with big boobs.
I never told him how I felt, I was struggling but didnโt want to risk losing our friendship.
Two years later
I moved to a different city, lost a lot of weight and came to visit the city we used to live in. I wanted to buy some w..d from him and had a tinder date after. He was late , it was his last day in his apartment, I was drunk and we got high. I lied to my friends calling me, ditched the date.. he was so cute when he laughedโฆ a romantic song is playing and he says : this song makes me want to kiss you, I look at him, look at my phone and change a song.
I felt so much pain because of my feelings for him, I was mad and it felt as a such power moment.
Later that night we made out, he told me that after 2 years with that girl ( he really liked) he broke up with her because realised he liked her just for her looks and she Is still in love with him and that in the residence he really liked me but thought I didnโt like him and was too afraid to ruin our friendshipโฆ
I was so mad at him and me for not making the first moveโฆ
When we kissed I didnโt like it, I loved hugging him tho, it made me think that I loved him as a personโฆ but itโs been two more years, we barely keep in touch but I think about him almost everyday, even during periods of having a boyfriend..
he is not right for me, at least now we canโt be together.. but I just sincerely believe that we will meet again as different people and will match for real this time.. I feel so much better after writing this lol even if no one will read it haha
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@daphodil_
1 year ago
some timestamps 0:00 - 3:49 Sweater Weather- The Neighborhood 3:50 - 8:05 Let Her Go- Passenger 8:06 - 10:58 Let Me Down Slowly- Alec Benjamin 10:59 - 13:34 This is What Heartbreak Feels Like- jvke sry for not putting them all down, dont have time anyway byeeee
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