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0:00 → Fallen down - Farizki
4:11 → comfort chain - instupendo
7:15 → Vacations - Young
10:24 → analog_mannequin - milk cassette x.mp3
13:38 → Duster - Constellations
17:25 → øneheart - snowfall
19:29 → Shootout Slowed + Reverb
21:51 → take a moment to breathe
25:29 → øneheart - this feeling
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Date of upload: Mar 4, 2023 ^^
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YouTube Comments - 97 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
This playlist is.... something. It filled you with determination.
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what hurts more is i acted like i dont care:/ but it actually breaks my heart.
also this playlist is so good! <3
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they never have and never would care, they have no reason to care either, yet they will always mean the world to me, they have my heart and soul forever, whether they even know or not, they probably wouldn't care either way.
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This playlist feels alot like a lost childhood memory. Those time you would come home from school, tired. So you fall asleep right when you hit the bed without changing your clothes. You wake up to the smell of your mom's cooking and your grandpa's radio music. You don't know if it's morning or night and you have this weird feeling in your mouth. Time feels like a thick jelly.
Where did the years go?
Anyways, thank you for this playlist,truly unlocked a core memory,great picks too!
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I really love this playlist
It really reminds me of my old best friend. I slowly just watched as she stopped caring about me less and less. At first it would just be ignoring my texts, then it was ignoring me when i was talking to her, she stopped coming over. She made me feel terrible about myself, i cared so deeply, i was there for her whenever she needed anything, i would drop everything i was doing to make sure she was okay. She ditched our 4 year friendship for some friends that didn't even care for her much, she just loved the new attention they gave her for a short amount of time. I stopped talking to her a few days ago, having told her i was done being used and that my feelings mattered to. She didn't take it very well, she got angry with me even though she obviously seemed done putting the effort into the friendship. I'm really happy with my decision to end it, i expected to feel so sad i couldn't get up but i almost feel free. I've had so much time to myself that i don't feel suffocated, i'm getting back into writing because i'm not constantly worried about her texting and interrupting my train of thought.
Anyone who actually took the time to read this, thank you, your an amazing person and i wish you the best in life regardless of what path you choose. There will always be someone there for you i promise. <3
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Do you ever just feel so sad your heart is racing and you can feel it pounding but all you're doing is just laying there
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The cat is protruding out of my screen.
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Of all the people in the world, I have only found one friend that truly cares, even though some friendships of mine runs for more than a decade, those people don't care about me like that person do. Time is not on our side to talk or meet much, but I hope we can stay best friends at least until we die.
So, others who are reading this, don't give up, one day you will find someone that cares as much as you do, or sometimes, even more.
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I really like the music choices for this playlist. its some what soothing but very nostalgic. I also really like Shun so this was even more peaceful. To anyone reading this I hope your day and night go by fine <3
Thank you for making this playlist
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just as i thought you would care,
i started to notice it was just a stare.
i cried, and wailed, and screamed in despair,
really wishing you would be there.
of course you wasnt ever there, so i left you and stared at my wall with a blank stare.
i bottled up my emotions in my one mind,
and tried not to think about it much because it would make me cry.
you can try to say sorry,
but im sorry hunny, you wont have to worry.
i wont be there to bother you anymore,
i wont be there to cry for you anymore.
i will now say goodbye,
i hope you have a wonderful life.
:).
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Fr,I was 6 yo at the time and my whole family was sleeping together at the living room, I was agruing with my brother then when he said "I wish u was never born and never my sister!" My heart broke into a million pieces I cried silently my parents didn't care or they is I'm not sure but my thought was they not.I cried and cried my mom just pat and rub my back and continue watching the TV with other family members.Idk why I cry I just feeling nothing I just cry.Maybe my childhood even hits bad then I let it go, all of it.This is another story.
I was 11 and I failed 1 subject my mom was blabbing so long, she's mad so disappointed in me.Ik I was wrong and the whole time when is that.When I arrive home (she yell at me in the car) I run upstairs grab my pillow and cry,cry cry cry and cry then my father come in seeing I'm crying also made him cry.Omg what have I've done I am a disappointment in my mom's eyes.my father said I've tried and I could try next exam.But I still made my father crys I am a disappointment.Why I am never good enough for my mom? Like my brother he can pass the subject and make my mom happy and proud,But I cannot.I am such a loser,I am overreacting,I am naive.I couldn't stand watching ppl playing ppl's feelings/mental illness.But I couldn't handle mine's.I just wish to make my parents happy and make my dreams come true yet,I failed why I still feels the feelings while I got yelled by my mother? It was a long time ago.. Am I still her daughter?
Am I?
My brother always talks shit abt me and I just can't stand being talks shit Infront of my mom it's so annoying it's so loud it's so embarrassing it's so pathetic it's so disappointing.I hate being not good enough for my beloved one.My parents,my friends.
Once a time I am a school artist when I was 11 (again). I was g
Showing my art that I so proud of but everyone seems to sees it as it was not good enough than my bestie's it hurts, it's hurts I just don't understand why they don't appreciate ppl's workhard? I wasted an hours on that painting just to show to everyone but they dislikes it but that time I didn't care I still love it as much as I love myself.When my bestie draws everyone will approach her no matter what she draws.Its sucks it's so loud it's so crowded.Why everyone is so busy buddy it's so stupid it's so pathetic I hate everything I just hate it that time.
But hey if ur reading me.
Hii what's your name?
Ohhh wow what a beautiful name like the owner's :))
Ok listen have u eaten yet?
If u don't pls eat I don't want u to be like me pls eat..for your own future ok?
If u does..is it great? Is it delicious? What does it taste? Hehe :D
Hey if ur having a bad day I'm so sorry, I'm very very sorry I mean it.Im proud of u being yourself whatever u r u always perfect as ever.Even though Ur having insecure.. it just perfect but u don't feels it,Yea!! It does it does perfect like u ;))
Hey if u don't mind sitting with me for a much while.. would u tell me what bothering u rn?
Rlly I don't find u annoying or smt I just u want u to feels alr and comfy
Oh,pls don't care much abt me I am feeling a lil bit alr now
Ah,ok listen if u ever feeling sad again abt someone,u r enough You Are Enough who ever u r u r always enough,perfect, wonderfull,amazing whatever u r everything!! Rlly, don't find bad abt u and don't put jealousy of ppl in your heart it just getting worse and worst just cry,let it all out from u I don't mind I just couldn't stand seeing ppl sad and couldn't help with it.Just let it out I understand ok? ;))
I Always with u forever and ever
And I feels u r always perfect and enough so get up and put your confidence, happiness, excitement in your mind keep it a smile on your face I don't want to see u sad anymore. I miss your smile go stand up and show yourself to the world I believe in u <333333
I love u,I love u sm so keep everything healthy drink water,eat much,have an enough sleep.Have a wonderful day/night/afternoon/evening or what ever time is it.I always here to support u.U r always perfect!! :))
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u once told me that u would be lost if I leave u.
but now u r the one who left me...
I was a fool for u
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I have the most beautiful person in my hands
And I hope our friendship will forever stand.
They are one of the most amazing people I’ve met.
I hope that you and I won’t regret.
Still i fear,
That one day you won’t be here.
That you had a little to much to bear,
So much so that you wouldn’t share.
I hope I can be there as much as you for me.
Because a future without them I just cannot see.
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I just came here for Shun tbh
He's my favorite.. I can always relate to him for mostly anything
I just want to forget all my problems and live with my partner in a quiet domestic life too. (Mostly in the manga lol, the first volume is stressful for them both)
Maybe someday things will be easier.
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Meeting someone new to talking to them to laughing with them to always caring for them to helping them to giving yourself whole to them to supporting them to being good friends to noticing how little by little the friendship is starting to crumble to the end of it. I wanna believe that people that I meet aren't the same, but why is it that it's always like that? Nothing but a loop.
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Adorable playlist ,very calming <3
there is that one person ,which is very dear to me
When they struggle with something ,or when they feel bad
I would put everything away ,and try to comfort them for hours ,although that I’m not very good with making people feel better …
they say that they care about me almost daily ,but I often feel like those are just empty words..
I kinda struggle a lot lately
But I hate venting so I don’t really talk about it ,bur sometimes I’m on my lowest
And can’t stand what’s happening with me ,so I tell them about everything
And they would reply with ‘i See’ and then apologise about the fact that they don’t know what to say or how to help, then they’d move to another topic immediately or just send some gifs…it kinda breaks something inside of me
And makes me wanna end this relation
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i cared for you more than i cared for myself.
i gave everything i had to offer and yet
you still didnt treat me right
i ask myself where i went wrong
and i realize i didnt
it was you
now i try to loosen my grip and move on from you
but i still care about you
even though you hurt me
why cant i move on?
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A really calm playlist
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Finally!
THAT playlist I been looking for!
Wow, how long have I been like this ?
I dont know :D
How are you doing?
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@asmrrandom8217
1 year ago
caring more about people than they care about you hits different especially with borderline personality disorder
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