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0:00 - Intro
0:02 - Alien Blues
2:36 - Body Terror Song
5:13 - Blue Hair
8:49 - I'd Rather Sleep
10:40 - Afraid
14:46 - Blow my Brains Out
18:30 - Mask of my Own Face
21:59 - Sweet Cis Teen
26:31 - Their Coming to Take me Away, Ha-Ha!
29:25
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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Dec 2, 2023 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Once it starts with "alien blues" y'all know its gonna be good
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in kindergarten I used to get headaches when I thought about how complex reality is and how I exist and how everything was made in the first place
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Thanks for the knock jumpscare right in the ear where my door is and with my parents downstairs :')
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Hey there, there is 0% chance you will find me unless you look in the newest tab but I want to let you know something.
Iโm not one of those copy pasters that go like โI love your smileโ. I feel like youโre sick of that now. Iโm here with something actually helpful.
Just Keep Walking (Iโm the original)
Life is a pain. People pushing you left and right and thinks itโs funny, losing the ones that love you, rejection, and love. And you have nothing to do but carry that sack, no matter how heavy it is. There is a long road ahead. Uve made it so far so you canโt just give up now and drop the sack. JUST KEEP WALKING!! YOUR ALMOST THERE. YOU CANT STOP BECAUSE YOUR TIRED. YOU CANT STOP BECAUSE YOU GOT AN F ON YOUR MATH TEST. You can go through this depression. You can go through everything if you JUST.KEEP.WALKING. We all believe in you, if you drop it now youโll only end the others around you. YOUR SURVIVING MAN. YOUR LIVING OUT IN THIS SH!TTY WORLD, YOUR A FRICKING LEGEND. Literally barely anybody does that. Do you not realize how special you are for that?! Speciality isnโt just skills and talent and attention. It can also protect on loyalty and respect and inner strength. So do you really wanna drop the sack now? You got this, even if you donโt think so.
So just.keep.walking.
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ok but has anyone else realized how weird it is to have a voice or even audio playing in ur head that has nothing creating it exept your own thoughts, which also just come and go. also dont even get me started on daydreaming! its basically looking/watching at 2 things at once: reality and whatever your thinkin of, exept you can easily focus on any of em. same as remembering or looking back on memories, like how tf do we do it, and how do we even exist and why do our bodies have to be so complicated? like we can simply exist but no, we have to have this whole entire system inside a being that we control that also grows bigger over time. just like our emotions, like we can be enjoying ourselves a ton at like a event, with friends or family, or whatever makes u happy, but when its done we kinda get sad and just reflect on twhat we just did. also numbers and letters are also weird, if you look at a word long enough you question why its spelt like that and if its even spelt or said correctly, also who just woke up and decided: yea we need these lil symbols to calculate distance, amount, and all of that. like why and how? and its also universal unles its in a different language, like how do we even exist? how do we exist? why is the sky light blue each day when in space its dark all the time? i feel like just rambling on and on about everything and everything, cus everything is just weird and dosent make much sense if you think about it too much.
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I left the psych ward after 8 days yesterday..They don't really help. They make you take meds and see how you act and when you're assaulted nothing happens. I don't even think I'm gonna be here much longer. I hope you all have good lives.
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Time stamps so you dont have to go the description <3
0:00 intro
0:03 alien blues // by vundabar
2:43 body terror song // by AJJ
5:17 blue hair // by TV girl
8:50 i'd rather sleep // by kero kero bonito
10:43 afraid // by the neighborhood
14:53 blow my brains out // by tikkle me
18:30 mask of my own face // by lemon demon
22:00 sweet cis teen // by dazey and the scouts
26:33 their coming to take me away, ha-ha! // by sloppy jane
29:25 sex, drugs, etc. // by beach weather
Huge thanks to whoever likes my comment!! <<3 edit: tysm for 400 likes!! Edit 2: TYSM to everyone for making this happen <<<3 (500 likes!)
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Holy shit, I didnt realize how much I needed this. I've got depression, anxiety, memory loss, and a goddamn eating disorder and my daily life is hard. I dont even want to get out of bed to see my friends anymore.
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the "Blue hair" and "I'd rather sleep" songs, have a picture.. it's perfect for me.
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if thereยดs someone out there who feels the same as me, then how alone can i be?
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The fact that the cat at the beginning said 'Go to bed' and I'm scrolling through YouTube to find a perfect playlist to listen to is fire, bro. A nice coincidence that sometimes makes me question if reality is even real, or if our lives are simply just a show for the other 'higher-beings' to sit back, relax, and watch. So yeah, also.. nice playlist! :D
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Simply relateable! something i relate to, sometimes i feel reality is moving without me. and i don't exist to anyone, but i get pulled out of that state of mind easily... sometimes i notice that small thing
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Sometimes at school i just feel like im not real, like im just a thing with a skin suit as a disguise, i feel like im not even a human anymore
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sometimes i feel like i'm not real when i really think about how does this or that work, how do we think as humans, how do we hear?, how can we feel, why do we hear voices in our heads when we read and write and think, how do we just remember things from the past, the past and future is happening at the same time. our minds just put the past, now, and future in a straight line but really it's happening at the same time, everything you just said is now in the past, if you did something a few seconds ago now it's in the past, are we even real? is this life even real? when you look at the time, is it really that time right now? we think, we hear, we see, we learn, we talk, we feel touch, we feel feelings, we feel emotions. But how? the more you question all of that.. you start to feel as if your not real and that everything around you is just not real, your family, your friends, strangers, anyone.
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blue hair always reminds me of this girl i like
she sent it to me with a couple others by tv girl and it just stood out
every time i hear it, my mind goes straight to her
sheโs so sweet, and pretty. super kind to me, truly the sweetest thing.
hope she has a good day today and everyday.. if not, thereโs always tomorrow :)
if by chance she sees this, hi rin :)
hope you enjoyed my gift, if not, all good, hopefully u enjoyed the thought <3
iโll see you around hopefully
iโll get ur fav tea i promise
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The fact I was listening to myself and zoning out and literally thinking about what flavour of cake I would be
Rainbow cake won
Iโm still on the fence about vanilla though
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No but I had a full on existential crisis and you really donโt wanna fall down that spiral, super hard to get out of
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To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) <3 you are loved
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I canโt go to sleep, and if I do will it ever be peaceful again? Will I dream about pretty things or terrifying incidents? Will I dream at all, or simply lay in the darkness without a thought of dread and sorrow. Finally, non-existent peaceโฆ. But the peace is disturbed. If you donโt feel pain do you feel lucky, or weep like itโs a human part that left while you were in the womb. Did you dream in the womb? Did you dream?
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@danap472
4 months ago
Hey guys in the comments, if youโre having bouts where โyou donโt feel realโ and โfeel like youโre just existingโ please tell your doctor- itโs a huge sign of either Derealization and Depersonalization disorder, PTSD, Schizophrenia or Depression and is an overarching symptom for all of them. It doesnโt mean you have any of those disorders, nor does it mean you have all of them, but itโs a good indicator for possible psychosis. I was diagnosed with schizo-affective disorder and Autism spectrum disorder after feeling this way as a young teen (along with other symptoms of hallucinating and paranoia to name a few) and put on medication that helps bring me back to reality. You donโt have to suffer, there is help, so please do mention this to a doctor if itโs impeding your life and keep rocking out to this awesome playlist โค๏ธ
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