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Top Comments of this video!! :3
The "we might share a face and share a last name but we are not the same" is so so important. Means the world to me I breakdown there everytime
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This man is a really great writer, you should react to him more, especially the "jigsaw"
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āShare a face and share a last name but WE ARE NOT THE SAME. āfor those of us who have family that doesnāt treat us like we wished, I feel like most of us have the fear we will turn out like them and this line is so, so important. We are not them.
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This guy sounds like my brother when he sings. It also reminds me of the kind of song my brother would write. Heās my best friend. Weāre one yr and 2 days apart and yes, it is that feeling of having gone through all the same messed up sh!t together. We both decided that we would be the cycle-breakers. Andā¦OMG! That fear of rejection & abandonment is absolutely haunting! You can work on it for years, and itāll still pop up out of nowhere sometimes! We talk about it all the time. Even though he lives in Utah, if weāre working on a song together, or maybe weāre just stuck at a certain point in one of our own songs and need advice, etc., and heās playing the guitar and Iām tinkering around on the piano, and weāre harmonizing, writing lyrics and figuring out melodies, for some reason, things will ALMOST ALWAYS go back to the stolen childhood we never had and all the catastrophic sh!t that went along with that. But, as I was saying about being cycle-breakers, as far as my brother and I goā¦So, far, so good.
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Conan has a lot of insight, heās been on my radar for 7ish years. Superache is a crushing album, but even his old pop-y music has depth that most 16-17 year olds werenāt writing with at the time. Taylor tier talent.
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This song along with Summer Child had me balling me eyes out. Such heartbreaking songs. Could you please do summer child next? I love hearing everything you have to say
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Bro Coan Grey is so talented, I think you would actually really like some of his other songs. You should react to him more.
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The holidays always highlight how deep the wounds are. As an adopted child who was made to feel like I never fit with the rest of them. "Too emotional. Not book smart. Wild. Cries too much. Artistic instead of logical. Failure for not going straight to college." Plus the physical And so many other things that aren't appropriate for this forum.
As I've worked and fought and struggled the holidays get a little better every year. But I think it will always be some sort of struggle.
TLDR this song destroyed me in such a cathartic way. And I'm really f-ing proud to say I broke that cycle with my 5 stepkiddos. They've never doubted my love, not one time.
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"Watch the fathers with their little girl and wonder what I did to deserve this" hit really hard until one day I decided to be happy for those kids instead of hurt and angry. 16+ years of abuse, 7 years free but never free from the trauma. Healing is ever going.
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The line that really breaks me is "now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me". Of course, being queer and going through bullying because of it already did a number on my hability to open up people, but I didn't realize how much my alcoholic father's absence/negligence affected this part of me 'til last year. I got myself fired from my first job because I was constantly at odds with my manager and she wasn't nearly as bad as I made her out to be in my head :/
Also, the 4:13-4:33 part of your video is SO real for me. I do feel lucky for having a supportive and encouraging mother during my whole childhood, otherwise I think would fear becoming my father even more than I already do.
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You should react to jigsaw and winner too, the three of these are so powerful and relatable
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this song always hits me when it comes on. ALWAYS. the production is just chefs kiss
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so glad you finally got to listen to this song, itās so powerful
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Summer child by Conan gray next pls
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you should do āwinnerā by conan next!!!!
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When I was listening to his whole album I so wasn't ready for that song and cried a lot on the bus trip, night, while looking at the windows. He is truly so brave for writing and deciding to share his experience with us, listeners.
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This song always make me cry because i relate to this on a spiritual level
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The full saying of "blood runs thicker than water" is actually "the blood of the coven is thicker than the water of the womb". Meaning the bonds you choose to have are stronger than the ones forced upon you through DNAā¤
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I adore Conan you should do Summer child next!!
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@DoubleBlack2.0
3 months ago
If you like tragic family songs, Conan is a WEALTH of them. š¢
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