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LYRICS:
My father never talked a lot
He just took a walk around the block
'Til all his anger took a hold of him
And then he'd hit
My mother never cried a lot
She took the punches, but she never fought
'Til she said, "I'm leaving, and I'll take the kids"
So she did
I say they're just the ones who gave me life
But I truly am my parents' child
Scattered 'cross my family line
I'm so good at telling lies
That came from my mother's side
Told a million to survive
Scattered 'cross my family line
God, I have my father's eyes
But my sister's when I cry
I can run, but I can't hide
From my family line
It's hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I can't forgive you
'Cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me
Scattered 'cross my family line
I'm so good at telling lies
That came from my mother's side
Told a million to survive
Scattered 'cross my family line
God, I have my father's eyes
But my sister's when I cry
I can run, but I can't hide
From my family line
From my family line
Oh, all that I did to try to undo it
All of my pain and all your excuses
I was a kid but I wasn't clueless
(Someone who loves you wouldn't do this)
All of my past, I tried to erase it
But now I see, would I even change it?
Might share a face and share a last name, but
(We are not the same)
Scattered 'cross my family line
I'm so good at telling lies
That came from my mother's side
Told a million to survive
Scattered across my family line
God, I have my father's eyes
But my sister's when I cry
I can run, but I can't hide
From my family line
From my family line
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2:23 am of new year, I said a couple goodbyes and sobbed to this song, im currently sitting in the balcony and i simply cant make up my mind, wether i should or should not. Its just that… everytime it gets a little better, reality hits harder, and harder, and i dont think i can take anymore hits…. Im simply 14, aint i too young to be feeling this way? To think as such and understand so much? Am i truly supposed to be the future? The future isnt looking any bright, for anyone.
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“How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I can't forgive you
"Cause now I'm scared that everyone I love
will leave me”
“Oh, all that I did to try to undo it
All of my pain and all your excuses
I was a kid but I wasn't clueless
(Someone who loves you wouldn't do this)
All of my past, I tried to erase it
But now I see, would I even change it?
Might share a face and share a last name, but
(We are not the same)
Scattered 'cross my family line
I'm so good at telling lies
That came from my mother's side
Told a million to survive
Scattered across my family line
God, I have my father's eyes
But my sister's when I cry
I can run, but I can't hide
From mv familv line”
Nothing explained my life so much than this song my own father r*ped me at 8 years old and even tho I have nightmares and I’m very insecure from his brother bullying me for being chunky I am safe with my mom now and will hopefully get passed it one day ❤
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2:25 best part of the song
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Ray
1 month ago
"All that I did to try to undo it. All of my pain and all your excuses. I was a kid, but I wasn't clueless. Someone who loves you WOULDN'T do this. All of my past, I try to erase it, but now I see would I even change it? Might share a face and share a last name but WE ARE NOT THE SAME." ~ Conan Gray
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