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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i feel like this was personally made for me, because I figured that out when the person i cared most for started to show 0 interest in me, no one actually cares😕
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With how toxic I am, I don't like me either.
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I saw this one comment on a dif playlist, it said that "I don't have any idea what's going on but whenever you feel bad I want you to know that I'm proud of you for being here -sam" and the idea alone made me cry because I've never been told that, and maybe you've never been told that too so I might as well let you know that sam is proud of you and so am I <3
-Maddi
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My name is no one so don't worry 😁😁😁☀️☀️☀️
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i have so many toxic tendencies it's annoying even for me :'[
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literally half these songs legit make me wanna relapse and start starving again but at the same these songs are really good
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i always think if people actually like me or not. i feel that one second many people loved me; i am loved. the next i fel that everyone hate me; tehe whole world hates me; am i not good enough. i wish i was a person who didn't have to worry abt that.
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Tw:parents fighting, $h, su!c!de,$tarving yourself, cussing
It sucks when you hear your friends talking about meeting up on the weekend but you can’t go because you go to your moms or dads and all you hear there is
From dad and his girlfriend: fighting constantly I front of me when I was 8-10
From mom: omg I’m so stressed I just wanna kms I hate this sh!t
It sucks when you get scared every time you here footsteps when your wearing a short sleeve because your afraid they’re gonna see your c*ts and when you show your best friend they call you crazy
It sucks when your grandpa calls you an elephant all the time and you got compliments for being “skinny” so now you $tarve yourself because every time you gain weight you hate yourself but you just want to
Binge
Binge
Binge
You know what sucks the most?
Fucking everything.
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You know what? my personality is dry, people dont like me... i gotta say.. i dont like me either
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To everyone here in the comments, I’m proud of you. For still being here, even if it’s not for long. Despite how much life has knocked you down your still here, breathing. Improvement takes time, and unfortunately it’s not easy. Improvement hurts, life hurts, everything will hurt. And it might not seem worth it. It might seem like if you leave nothing will change. But it doesn’t matter how many or how little people love you. You are amazing, and no one has the right to take that away from you. Even if you’re holding on my a single thread, you’re still here. It’ll be hard to find things worth living for, i won’t lie about that. But if anything, live for the moments of peace. Even if those moments are small, it’s something. Even if nothing I say has helped you. That’s okay, but please feel free to vent in the comments. About anything at all. No matter how gruesome, no matter how little. Please use this comment to get out any of your troubles that you’re to afraid to tell people you know. And with that, drink some water and have a good day. You are worth it 💞
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Aah it's so good I love this playlist
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I'm stressed knowing I have to go to school and deal with another day of people staring and giving me dirty looks. I just want a break from school. It hurts knowing nobody knows what I go through at school. (It's not bullying, no. It's just the fact I have to deal with my whole class staring at me when i go to my desk, plus people in the hallway giving me dirty looks for no reason.) i wanna be invisible.
I bet you I'll cry during class tomorrow, and nobody will say anything or even notice me.
I've cried twice. TWICE. DURING CLASS. AND NOBODY NOTICED.
I HATE MY CLASS.
I HATE EVERYONE.
ITS LIKE IM A GHOST. LIKE SERIOUSLY?? EVERYONE ELSE IS SO NICE TO OTHER PEOPLE BUT NOT ME?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!
NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH BECAUSE OF SCHOOL. SCHOOL IS THE REASON IM TIRED. SCHOOL IS THE REASON I FLINCH EASILY. SCHOOL IS THE REASON I WANNA DIE.
WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO BE SO STRESSFUL?? HUH??!
FIRST, NOBODY LIKES ME, SECOND, EVERYONE STARES AT ME AND PROBABLY THINKS, "Ew, no wonder she doesn't have any friends." LIKE- WHAT DID I EVERY DO TO ANYONE?!
I TRY MY HARDEST TO BE A GOOD PERSON AND BE A GOOD STUDENT AND THIS IS WHAT I GET??
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
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i love and relate to this playlist so much thank you. i have no real friends other than my younger brother but we dont talk about much things at all since its scary for both of us
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We all have struggles, that's evident, if anything, stick around for me, I can't bare to see so many struggle like this. feel free to use the replies as a vent place. It is safe and hate-free. Ill try my best to comfort you <3
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V3nt!
Yea nobody likes me, yes sure I have my family and I know they love me, they’re everything I could ever ask for but im not always with them. Obviously, we’re most of the time at school.
It’s always THEM. Ever since fucking 4th grade. Thanks to them nobody likes me. It’s been the same shit over and over again. Im in 8th grade now and nothing had changed. It’s their fault that im insecure about myself, now I can’t even look myself in the mirror and say “I look good”. But I cant just blame them bcs they’re pretty or bcs they’re so popular and everybody likes them, that’s not how things work. Everyday I go to school thinking “nobody actually likes me, you’re fucking ugly and you’re not good enough” I cant even do this anymore, I just want to live happy without worrying about my looks but there are some people that mess things up really bad and that’s how my insecurities grow.
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love the playlist !
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Can never actually trust anyone
The first person who I thought was my best friend isnt what the red glasses I wore show what everyone else saw
The second doesnt actually care about my boundaries or interests only likes to make me feel dumb
The third and fourth were never there they both and the first only needed a therapist
The fifth is never entirely here either and is never gonna choose me to keep talking to
But the new two somehow treat me better and make me feel seen.. its hard to believe that they make me feel this way……
And the first to fifth always left me alone for friends they liked more instead of staying
I hated it and dealt with it for so long and they just didnt see how much it hurt
It hurt so DAMN MUCH
AND THEY JUST SOMEHOW WALKED UP TO ME AND STARTED TALKING LIKE THEY DIDNT IGNORE ME FOR WEEKS AND I BLAMED MYSELF FOR IT
I wish I could tell them how much it hurt
I know I can.. but I’m not doing that.. I’m just done so ✊👊 lets see who I turn out staying friends with for these next years
And then we’ll see
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I love the playlist!
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@ka3_48
2 years ago
We lost my brother to suicide almost 3 years ago. And I've struggled with it so fucking bad, not even just loosing my brother. People using it against me, using my mental illnesses against me, using my broken fucking heart against me and just overall breaking me down. And sometimes I wish that I could just leave without hurting my mom, she was so hurt knowing she couldn't help my brother. And I don't want her to loose two children from the same fucking thing but at the same time, it's just so hard to be here when nobody cares that I am. I cut myself off from all my friends when he left us, I changed myself completely and nobody can handle me any more. I'm just here alone. Not even my girlfriend cares. And that's saying something
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