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All of my emotions running all over the place
One day I canāt move but then the next one Iām okay
Hands around a bottle till Iām falling off my face
Then I spend a month not making a single mistake
Why am I like this
Itās like Iām a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Why am I like this
So bad at deciding
Iām torn between uncertain and unsure
Itās only 0 or 100
I only hate it or I love it
Itās like Iām always stuck in either side
Between a 0 or 100
Building up a roster just to fill the empty space
Then I fall in love when Iām needing a quick escape
Last to leave the party like Iām never going home
Impossible to reach when I just wanna be alone
Slam the breaks, Iām going hundred miles an hour
Yea my brain goes quiet and my heart gets louder
I throw my hands up, giving fate all of the power
0 or 100
Thereās an angel and a devil on my shoulder
Wanna live forever, but I donāt wanna get older
Never felt so high, but I canāt get much lower
Iām 0 or 100
Views : 91,025
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Aug 17, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.879 (59/1,897 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-03T09:21:14.383809Z
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YouTube Comments - 144 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
the outfit, the power in her voice, the lyrics
sis is addicted to serving
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I wanna live forever but I don't wanna get older..This lyrics are just fire!!ā¤
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OMG, UPSAHL THIS SONG IS FUCKING GOOD, i really got touched by the lyrics, and indentify myself, i'm really crying right now listening your song
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what the f*ck, her new songs are soooooo good. I can't exaggerate my opinion enough! I know the synth-pop/pop rock sound she had last year was rlly good, but this is just different. I hate how people only know upsahl for people i don't like, like please, she is so worthy to make big hit or two with music like this.
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Literally never ever made a bad song, even demo's are good! I LOVE U TAYLOR! ššÆ
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This song goes out to all the bipolar and borderline people, thank you for writing this (im one of yall)
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only 25k views ?! TOO underrated. Make this girl big already. Amazing as always, sending love from the UK
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It's different from your "usual" melodies, and I'm honestly here for it. The piano, the lyrics, your voice, the combination of it all makes the song cut even deeper than expected. Will definitely hit replay on this one.
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vocals are insane on this
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You have been my favorite for quite a while now and you're literally the ONLY artist i listen to the most nowadays!
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I can't believe I saw you at Outside Lands!!!! You were amazing.
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UPSAHL!!!!!!!WE LOVE YOU!!!!!
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This one cuts deep! Also what a impressive vocal performance, like extremely vulnerable and emotional. š„š„
you never cease to amaze me, to keep it šÆ with you!
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I just relate so much to all of your songs. Being perfect for one month like in Good Girl Era and then you get bored because you miss the rush of adrenaline, but when you get wasted you're not ok with it. It's incredible how you can put all these emotions into beautiful songs. Thanks ā¤
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We stan queenš«¶š» waiting 4 the day I hear your voice on the radio.
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Lyrics:
All of my emotions running all over the place
One day I canāt move but then the next one Iām okay
Hands around the bottle till Iām falling off my face
Then I spend a month not making a single mistake
Why am I like this?
Itās like Iām a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Why am I like this?
So bad at deciding
Iām torn between uncertain and unsure
Itās only 0 or 100
I only hate it or I love it
Itās like Iām always stuck on either side
Between 0 and 100
Building up a roster just to fill the empty space
Then I fall in love when Iām needing a quick escape
Last to leave the party like Iām never going home
Impossible to reach when I just wanna be alone, yeah
Why am I like this?
Itās like Iām a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Why am I like this?
So bad at deciding
Iām torn between uncertain and unsure
Itās only 0 or 100
I only hate it or I love it
Itās like Iām always stuck on either side
Between 0 and 100, yeah
Slam the breaks
Im going a 100 miles an hour
Yeah my brain goes quiet and my heart gets louder
Iāll throw my hands up, giving fate all of the power
0 or 100
Thereās an angel and a devil on my shoulder
Wanna live forever, but I donāt wanna get older
Never felt so high but I canāt get much lower
Iām 0 or 100
Itās only 0 or 100
I only hate it or I love it
Itās like Iām always stuck on either side
Between 0 and 100
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I love your Music! Its amazing to see your journey and you dropping some deep shit from time to time! <3
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The lyrics are perfect fr. And like I deadass was a bit surprised at the end but yk it is 0 or a hundred I ain't complainingšā¤
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At one point in my life, I was diagnosed with MDD, and then a few years later with BPD2.
After realizing what the issues were and working towards fixing/ preventing the circumstances surrounding them, my doctor marked me "in remission" for a time, and now both diagnosis are off my chart.
I don't want to give anyone false hope, because these disorders 'will' be different for everyone, but I want to share that it 'is' possible to work towards a better version of yourself. One who does a better job at grappling with complicated emotions and realizes the signs to stop yourself from spiriling in the first place.
I still have my bad days, like everyone, but life is way better than it used to be. It can be better for you too.
Either way, good luck.
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@DieKeifendeNatter
8 months ago
Queen finally decided to give us a glimpse of what she's capable of vocally
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