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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered May 30, 2019 ^^
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This song so perfectly encapsulates how I was as a teenager. Especially the lines "I tend to handle things usually by myself" and "affecting others is the last thing I would do". I tried to make myself invisible all thoughout my late teens because I didn't know how to interact with people without drawing negative attention towarfs myself. But I also kind if wanted to break through and connect with people, so I was constantly at odds with myself.
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Im nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like i been lacking, crying to many tears
everyone seem to say it was so great
but did i miss out was been a huge mistake
i can't help the fact i like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad but that's just what i seem to know
I tend to handle things usually by myself
And i cant ever seem to try and ask for help.
Im sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'll be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down feelings are all around
How did i get here? I need to knoww
I guess i maybe had a couple expectations
thought i get to the end
but no i didn't
I guess that i thought that prom was gonna be fun
but now im sitting on the floor
and all i wanna do is run
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself from reviewing it all
Affecting others is the last thing i would do
I keep to myself tho i want to break through
I hold so many small regrets
And what its down inside my head
Some confidence it couldn't hurt me
My demeanor is often misread
Im sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'll be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down feelings are all around
How did i get here? I need to knoww
I guess i maybe had a couple expectations
thought i get to the end
but no i didn't
I guess that i thought that prom was gonna be fun
but now im sitting on the floor
and all i wanna do is run
All i wanna do is run...
All i wanna do is run
All i wanna do is run
Im sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'll be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down feelings are all around
How did i get here? I need to knoww
I guess i maybe had a couple expectations
thought i get to the end
but no i didn't
I guess that i thought that prom was gonna be fun
but now im sitting on the floor
and all i wanna do is run
All i wanna do is run...
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@scrimtheyoungwetto
4 years ago
nobody:
me, a seventeen year old dude about to finish highschool on my laptop at one in the morning: IM SITTING HERE CRYING IN MY PROM DRESS
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