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Executive Produced by James Tresco
DP/Steadicam-Op: Matias Wajner
1st AC: Sai Aung Tun
Gaffer: Nash White
Key Grip: Brandon Garman
Hair Stylist: Gabriella Mancha
Makeup: Rosie Sanchez
Video BTS: Brandon Cortes
Stills Photographer: Aubree Estrella
Production Company: Casamare Filmworks
I go overboard
Iβll be your disaster
But I still want more
Donβt know what Iβm after
Yea ima take the worst, mix it till I burn my world down
I try to tame all my demons but Iβm still hearing em scream
Iβd pay somebody to come rip the ground from under my feet
The voices up in my head they just never know what i need
And what I need
Is to
Take it off
Just because I can
Just because I can
I might crawl
You can watch me dance
You can watch me dance
Drive my car
Do it with no hands
No hands, no hands
Want it all
Do you understand?
Do you understand?
I wanna be cold
I wanna be hard
I wanna be ruthless
I wanna be hot
I wanna be soft
I wanna be stupid
Iβm stuck
Between caring way too much and not giving a fuck
Yea Iβm pulling myself down just to pull me back up
Gotta fill my mind
Gotta get too high
Until Iβm numb
Cause what I need
#NOHANDS #UPSAHL #ThePhxTapes
@skylarstone5500
6 months ago
Her music is the perfect representation of that weird numbness you feel in your head sometimes. That strange feeling of being awake and alive, but at the same time you can't really remember what emotion is supposed to feel like aside from that underlying feeling of static-y awareness. (I don't say this to be like- edgy or anything like that I just don't know how to word it in any "less edgy" way XD)
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