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Credits
Written by Maddy Davis
Produced by Saint Patrick
Mixed by Austin Jones
Mastered by Chris Gehringer

Lyrics
Collect myself like once a week
Convince myself he’s all I need
Transform my days until they’re all a carbon copy
so if I ever loved you, I’m sorry
Wish I could clip at all the strings
I found a box of all your things
I dreamed about you then I woke up kinda groggy
so if I ever loved you, I’m sorry

If I ever loved you, I’m sorry

I’m the pattern that they sew into your pillow
Undone then someday it’ll explode
Guess it’s something that I never outgrew
and I’m sorry if I loved you
I'm still lingering and sticking to your old clothes
and I know that i’ll keep ‘em til I grow old
Guess it’s always too good to be true
so I’m sorry if I loved you
If I loved you, If I loved you

My ceiling hangs so low like in a dingy basement
Can never find the time to fix it or replace it
I'd rather waste my time then try to find a hobby
so if I ever loved you, I’m sorry
Correct mistakes like it’s a pencil with a paper
Like when the hell did I become the toughest grader
Can never let brain listen to my body
so if I ever loved you, I’m sorry

If I ever loved you, I’m sorry

I’m the pattern that they sew into your pillow
Undone then someday it’ll explode
I guess it’s something that I never outgrew
and I’m sorry if I loved you
I'm still lingering and sticking to your old clothes
and I know that I’ll keep ‘em til I grow old
Guess it’s always too good to be true
so I’m sorry if I loved you
If I loved you (X8)

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