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368,236 Views • Premiered Sep 15, 2021 • Click to toggle off description
stream or download "in the darkness" from true colors (from Life is Strange) EP here: mxmtoon.ffm.to/truecolors
credits:
Directed and Edited by Mika Matinazad
1st AC: Athena Kulb
Gaffer: Barret Depies
Steadicam Operator: Trent Millspaugh
Assistant Editor: Josh Jardim
BTS: Brandon Exum
Production Assist: Lucas Eytchison
HMU: Lauren Martinez
Styling: Sophia Matinazad
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lyrics:
for a long time
i would sit alone and think
that i’m better off all by myself
even if i sink
but you found me
and you helped me see the light
the dim fluorescent flicker
in a dark, defeated night
i’ve had my fair share of losing
and i’ve hung on by a thread
within meaning and the memories
gain friends and wrote some melodies
in the darkness
i just couldn't look ahead
i was blinded by my own self doubt
and forgot what i was all about
move forward
and try to let yourself in
it’s not a bad thing to be brave
march on a path that you will pave
for a long time
i kept my heart closed
thought it easier to handle it
if i was on my own
but you taught me
some things are worth the risk
nothing comes too easily
when joy is dangerous
i’ve had my fair share of losing
and i’ve hung on by a thread
within meaning and the memories
gain friends and wrote some melodies
in the darkness
i just couldn't look ahead
i was blinded by my own self doubt
and forgot what i was all about
move forward
and try to let yourself in
it’s not a bad thing to be brave
i’ll march on a path that i will pave
i’ll move forward
and try to let myself in
cause nothing comes too easily
when joy is dangerous
Views : 368,236
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Sep 15, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.967 (102/12,178 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-03-26T16:33:34.195128Z
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YouTube Comments - 394 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Even 2 years later this song holds a special place in my heart. When I first heard it I was a closed up scared teenager, I am still quite the same, but I have finally let someone get close to me. It's scary that someone knows so much about me, knows how I truly feel. It's also comforting to realise that someone finally understands me, someone cares about me, even if I hate people worrying about me, I can finally accept their worry for me. I've learnt that there is hope, even if the darkness comes back I have someone to show me the light. Most of all, I've learnt to be less closed off to myself. Letting myself be me, and, for the first time in my life, feel my emotions.
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Just finished LIS true colors and listening to this song at the end made it so special <3 You did a great job with the game, but also with this song and music video!
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the things i’d do to be the personification of this song i cant lie
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maia has such a beautiful heart and mind, i adore her so much that i got so happy when i saw she was going to release a new project playin an amazing role as Alex :')
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I am just sitting on my bed starring from my window at night to the cloudy sky with so many things on my mind. This song equally makes me calm and think of so many things knowing I have so much years still to live, so much memories to make. I am now actually being thankful even for my hard time. This song is that beautiful.
Edit: *staring
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I heard this song on a Spotify playlist while driving (I cried a bit tbh), and was like wow what an amazing song I feel all of this. Then I saw it was by Maia , and actually screamed with excitement because her music means a lot to me. So thank you Maia, for creating this beautiful song that many people can relate to.
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MAIA PLEASE YOU ARE LITERALLY A GODDESS, I LOVE YOUR FIT, I LOVE YOUR VOICE, I LOVE THE MELODY, THE LYRICS, THE VIDEO AND BASICALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND THIS SONG. YOU ARE ETHEREAL BOTH PHYSICALLY AND NOT <3 /p
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Perdón profe, pero mxmtoon merece toda mi atención
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YESSSSS AN OFFICIAl MUSIC VIDEO???? Maia you’re incredible!
38 |
It really feels like Alex literally sang this song for Gabe
"For a long time, I would sit alone and think
That I'm better off all by myself, even if I sink
But you found me
And you helped me see the light
The dim fluorescent flicker
In a dark, defeated night"
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Si la canción fue hermosa, imagínense como queda acompañada del vídeo oficial 💫!! .
Seguro será una maravilla contemplarlo cuando se estrene. Hasta entonces, a esperar las 15 horas faltantes :').
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mxmtoon songs are always so delicate and touching, i really love her lyrics and melodies, an underrated queen.
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Can't wait!
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I have literally been listening to this song on repeat!! It's so good <3
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Love the Life is Strange references. Knew you from Feelings Are Fatal and was intrigued when I found out you were playing Alex. You did a very good job, and this song is very soothing
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Maia!!! This is amazing! What a talented person, I'm proud of following her journey.
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I love your music and I've been in love with the LIS series for years. I could cry. No, I WILL CRY.
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I’m SO proud of you, Maia! Just hearing you in the game made me cry in itself, you’ve done a beautiful job ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
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maia did such an amazing job performing as alex. and this song describes her well!! i'm absolutely in love with it.
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@Lizzie_Wizzie
2 years ago
This song came out at the perfect time in my life. I don't know how often you read the comments, but I just wanted to say how much this song has helped me emotionally. Thank you.
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