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1,552,664 Views • Jul 27, 2017 • Click to toggle off description
the full version of "something." thank you for all the love on "something" as well, the track was an experiment at first as I had never really been open about my feelings in that sense before with my lyrics and music, it made me really relieved to see that i wasn't the only person feeling the way i did. i hope this song can give people solace in the fact that they aren't alone in feeling this way either, thank you for all the love and support. i really don't deserve it
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lyrics:
I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I’d do anything
For you for you
It’s always for you
And never or me
I need it to stop
So let me tell you please
I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
but I can’t tell you
that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)
How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that i’ve tried
But opening up
Means trusting others
And that’s just too much,
I don’t want to bother
So I’ll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it’s not healthy
But you won’t hear a peep
Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)
Views : 1,552,664
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 27, 2017 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I want to be able to open up about things to my friends. I really do. I always help my friends with their mental health, but I don’t want to burden people that are already struggling.
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My dog listened to this and became depressed
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this is like a Steven Universe song where Sadie sings this along while Lars is 'accidentally' listening.
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"opening up means to trust in others and that's just to much I don't want to bother"
if rick from rick and morty tried to rhyme out a sentence so it made sense to morty
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It’s sad how lyric videos have more views than the actual person that created it ... the song is so beautiful
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falling in love with your best friend sounds amazing until you remember they're straight as a line. thanks for this song you sound so beautiful and it was incredibly relatable. its so hard to move past him when hes your best friend
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where are the snowy scenes shot at
i guess they're almost all snowy scenes...
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Who else has learned to cry almost with no sound so your parents don’t hear?
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OMG I'm crying I was always so sad that there was no full song so I would just leave something on repeat for like 3 hrs I really love this song.
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i seriously fell in love with this song <3
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this is so good wtf
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"how many time i need to keep it inside, i need to let go and i swear that i tried"
Damn, that line describes how i feel about school.
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Found this gem a year ago on Spotify, so amazed how far you’ve come now, ur voice will always move me
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I relate to this song.
I have depression,anxiety,and gender dysphoria and it's really hard on me. Me getting suicidal is a norm for me,it has been for a long time now. I wish I could open up to someone,tell them how I feel,but I can't. I only have two freinds,and one of them I rarely ever see and if I tell them,they get suicidal too. My other freind,my lover,deserves the world and already has suicidal thoughts and too much to deal with on their own. My Dad currently is too tired and stressed to help,my mother doesn't have the money for therapy and so therefore blows me off,and I don't have or trust anyone else. I like this song alot,and I'm happy you made it.
Thanks. :)
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Hi! :) Can I have your permission to make an animatic with your song, I'll be sure to credit you and link your social nets on the vid and description. ^_^ I just really fell in love with your song, and I feel like creating a visual on it. Thank you mxmtoon, I hope you please say yes! <3
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My stress is fatal. Look I knew other people were sad like this. But we gotta stay strong! And we gotta try to push our problems away!!
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do u know how hard it is to find a song that I can truly relate to???
this is the only song I truly relate to! tysm for expressing yourself through ur music.
this is beautiful
thank you <3
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Lyrics:
I'm happy for you,
I'm smiling for you,
I'd do anything,
for you, for you.
It's always for you, and never for me.
And I need you to stop,
so tell me tell you please.
Im always sad, and im always lonely.
But i cant tell you that im breaking slowly.
Closed doors,
locked in no keys,
keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease.
I need you to stop and I want to be able to open but, my feelings are fatal.. my feelings are fatal..
How many times must i keep it inside.
I need to let go and I sware that ive tried.
But opening up means trusting others.
And thats just to much i just dont want to bother. so I'll keep it inside ill burry it peep.
I know its not health but you wont hear a peep.
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely. I could never tell you that im breaking slowly.
Closed doors,
locked in no keys,
keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease.
I need you to stop and i want to be able to open but, my feelings are fatal.. my feelings are fatal..
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”feelings are fatal”, remember some people are dying inside
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@memories9307
6 years ago
You’re right you don’t deserve our love and support............................................. ......... you deserve the world’s love and support
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