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ok so i literally crashed the outside of a real prom for this visualizer and sat on the steps in front of the line as people murmured "i think i follow her on tiktok"!!!!! i was sitting on those steps for a severely uncomfortable amount of time and still don't even know which school's prom it was, so pretty please push the like button

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lyrics:
I’m nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like I’ve been lacking, crying too many tears
Everyone seemed to say, “It was so great”
But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake

I can’t help the fact I like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad but that’s just what I seem to know
I tend to handle things usually by myself
And I can’t ever seem to try and ask for help

I’m sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I’d be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I’d get to them, but no I didn’t
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I’m sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run

I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try to stop myself from revealing it all
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
I keep to myself though I want to break through

I hold so many small regrets
And what ifs down inside my head
Some confidence it couldn’t hurt me
My demeanor is often misread

I’m sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I’d be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I’d get to them, but no I didn’t
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I’m sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run

All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run

I’m sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I’d be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I’d get to them, but no I didn’t
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I’m sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run
All I wanna do is run