@BestofCaroline

8 months ago

the urge to save someone who is lost in despair .... tragic unfulfilling life that we made of it due to our own damn choices we are here for a reason we made it here and we have regrets that part of the depression the sadness it's the regrets shame and guilt the traitor of the story the judas the betrayer the one who failed God but God still loves us we don't understand why how where is it coming from how did this start why am I all of a sudden here what happened to me what can I do to get out of this God is helping we are reaching his hand we are some of us are stretching our hand back to the hand who is trying to lift us up we don't understand why is God allowing this it's all in the book of rules u sin u are cursed and the payment of sin is death but Jesus gave his life for us why are we here why ... does God hate us? no, He doesn't but it feels like it but He doesn't we are just in a mess we are tangled in our own mistakes in our own net. We or some of us are trying to stay afloat trying to make it trying to survive to over come this to defeat this but we cant its hard it feels like ... (sigh) why are we here why cant we just .... God knows why God knows we can make it we don't know it we think we cant we are wanting to let God do everything for us we want God to accept us with our sins but that s not God God is truth He is just Holy and cannot lie and we cannot mock God we are stranded no we are not we are not doomed we do have hope but we feel as if there isn't but there is.... we cannot see the enemy decieves we drown we drown we try send a rope send a float a life saver its Jesus but how can we if the guilt the falling again its our own heart its in our hearts our desires we are undecided between Gods eternal love for us and the sin we cannot let go we want to but we lie to ourselves we then realize we fell in it but then God is still there at the door reaching out please don't give up I get it I get it its not easy God knows even knowing He still loved us and always will but its end times the world is being lead astray we are all in a walk a path a place in our journey what path to take where to go what to do we know we we know you know its in your guts God says it to you u know it stop the sin repent and accept Gods forgiveness fight the sin you can do it through resisting the devil praying seek God harder its in your heart ur desires how bad do u want God over ur sin that the key our hearts decieves us Good luck don't give up don't give in kee going keep trying don't fall away I don't want u to fall away either God wants u even if u prefer the other side God still loves u but He will be waiting for u hopefully u find the way back but if u can go directly choose directly the right path before u

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