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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Itโs crazy how random people on the internet understand you more then your own family will ever do
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its tiring, isnt it? especially when on the verge of losing yourself. no ones there to save you, all you have is a couple fading memories and a sense of unimportance.
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Sometimes i feel like i only exist so people can just have a good laugh. Im nothing but a joke. This playlist is very nice.
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Pov(from my own personal experience since I lost all my friends by venting about this bc I'm the therapist)
Your the therapist friend that everyone in your friend group goes to when they fill up with to much emotion.
They dont give you back the same treatment.
They say that you vent all the time to them and they feel like your personal diary.
You dont.
You finally let it all out to all of them.
You vent. Hard. Full of emotion.
They say your selfish.
They say that they never get to vent to you because your toxic and always to busy venting all the time to them.
They all claim that your abusive and toxic and cut you out of the friend group even though if it wasn't for you they would've never met each other.
"It was nice while it lasted."
"It was"
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POV: You say and repeat over and over again that you're just trying to be a good friend while you put yourself last, give all your time to others, risk anything for them, try not to be a bother and always be supportive.
But actually this is what you would have liked for someone to do for you, to be the first place in someone's mind and know you can count on them no matter what. You're holding back because this won't happen anytime soon, even when some tell you so.
Sad behind, what a great playlist!!
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Pov: the therapist friend. (Tw: sewer slide, sh, and more)
Your the therapist friend! The 1 everyone goes to when the nets a little help...or a lot.
Your the therapist friend! You dont sleep cause if you do somebody gets hurt.
Your the therapist friend! You deal with every problem but your own and when you ask for help they cant handle your emotional baggage.
Your the therapist friend! You stay up late nights on calls while somebody has a break down and slits open their wrists while you scream and cry for them to stop but their already at 72.
Your the therapist friend! You deal with alcoholics, drug addicts, suicide attempts and more.
Your the therapist friend. You have words carved into your body cause you cant take it anymore.
Your the therapist friend. You start to drift away from all those people as they get better and no longer need you.
You were the therapist friend. Your hitting your worst days yet and theres none of those people you helped to give you a hand.
Your not a friend. You barely talk to them, whenever you say hey in a gc they all get excited your there but you cant saty long cause these people never helped you and ignored you every time you reached out for help.
Your not a friend. They skip over you and help eachother but never you.
Your an outcast. They dont care about you anymore.
Your on your own. You meet new people and make different friends that you dont open up to.
Your moving on. You have a lover who tries to help but you internalize how much them drinking makes it worse as a past alcoholic, and now you have the words "fireball, tequla, vodka, weak" carved across your body.
Your dying. You attempted multiple times but none worked and your lover still has no idea how badly your doing or how close you are to putting that gun to your head.
Your not gonna make it in the world like this.
If your anything like me, reach out for help. Please.
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Pov: your that one abused friend who doesn't care abt themselve and only wants to save others
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โIt was nice while it lasted, right?...โ
It was nice while it lasted, I just wish it were a little longer...
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All my friends are 'The therapist friend.' I am also a therapist friend. My whole life until lately was doing things for only others. I never did things for my personal enjoyment, I did it to try and make everyone happy. I was forced into a role by my family, that I am solely responsible to keep this family from breaking. I failed. It wasn't my responsibility, but. It hurts. My older sister would take me into the bathroom, and she'd tell me all the ways she could die. Ways I could help her. I was like... 8-10 at the time. She's still alive, but... I think she liked to see that someone would miss her. Eventually I became numb to it, so I just listened. She hit me a lot, no one saw it. I felt so alone. The entire time. No one ever believed what she did to me, there is still bumps on my head from how hard she threw things at me. I tried so hard to make her happy. I tried so hard to try and keep her here, alive. Then one day she left and... I felt so worthless. I didn't miss her. I hated her. And I was happy that she left. This... Made me just shut down. You know fight and flight? Well. I freezed. I just let it happen. Because if I fought back, she'd blame me and tell lies. If I run, she would also tell lies. Made me feel guilty for it. So... Now when I start to panick, I freeze. I have a lot of issues with this, and... My friends know about this. I try my best to be a good friend, but. I faulter sometimes. They know that I'm trying.
And... For you who is still reading, I just want to say thank you. And. I think it's time to get better friends.
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All the time people tell me how ive saved their lives, and helped them. But, all I want is for someone to help me.:(
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I just wanted to say, thank you for making this playlist. I'm going through something at the moment and it's causing me to think my only purpose is to help people. I always saw myself as a object to help people and listen to them vent. In the end, it made me say "I hate helping people". Because I would always help someone but never myself. In my eyes, I never mattered, while listening to this I cried my eyes out and I feel much better. Thank you again.
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this is the only reason im alive at this point. im just here to save people. once I save them, I just dusted under the rug like im- nothing..
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Honestly, I'm fine with my purpose, do it, and the same one who gave me this purpose will help me if I need them, thought I wouldn't want to bother them too much, is there honestly a greater joy than helping others? I don't really thing so. Just remember that the same things that apply to them, apply to you. Even if I have't said everything I want to, please take these words to heart.
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pov: you only exist to save people | playlist
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i instantly clicked this when i saw it in my recommended.
i've honestly felt like im only alive to "save" people for such a long time now, it's almost validating to know that it isn't just a me thing, but smth other people feel an express.
Thank you for making this, i wish you the best and hope your work and talent will get recognized <3
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You're really underrated, you have such good music taste and it feels as if i can relate to most of these playlists, please keep up the work this is amazing <3
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ะญัะพั ะฟะปะตะนะปะธัั ะฟัะพััะพ ะฝะตััะพ. ะฏ ะดะตะนััะฒะธัะตะปัะฝะพ ะฝะฐัะปะฐะดะธะปะฐัั ััะธะผะธ 35 ะผะธะฝััะฐะผะธ:yougotthis:
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the fact the name of this playlist video is literally how it is for me and the only thing im good for doing-
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WEE WOOO WEE WOO
Hello im a certified underrated police
I feel as if it's a crime that such a master piece isn't getting the recognition it deserves
haha, always I love this playlist, its just so great!
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@angel-ec6rs
2 years ago
Timestamps: 0:00 it was nice while it lasted x haunt me 2:35 a world that's ending (datfootdive) 4:44 by your side (flatsound) 7:48 not allowed (tv girl) 10:48 crank dat (moow) 12:13 black out days but that tiktok remix one 16:36 soap (melanie martinez) 20:46 space song (beach house) 27:16 sextape (deftones) 31:38 no, the moon (teen suicide)
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